YOUR LOVE IS DISAPPEARING

Chapter 44

Three days passed Abizar went to Mayang's house without any semblance of happiness, thirty grams of gold and a set of prayer tools he had brought in order to get the woman he loved so much.

"I'm sorry if you make your pengulu wait a long time" Abizar said shortly after giving his greetings, he sat in front of the pengulu without any hesitation.

"No problem young man, only fifteen minutes late. Later on the honeymoon should not be late," penghulu always make five witnesses were uprooted.

If people here knew what he really felt then there was no way they could have said the thing that made Abizar more cornered.

"Ready?"

"I am ready, born and inwardly I am at this moment" said Abizar steadily, while Mayang looked so sad looking at Abizar, I don't know what was on his mind at this time.

After twice reciting the wrong kabul ijab, in the third lafaz he succeeded.

"Well!" Speak to some witnesses in a soft voice. Mayang went to the kitchen to serve some snacks and warm tea for the witnesses and pak pengulu.

Abizar looks at Mayang with doubt, the woman he loves now he gets and must let go for Mayang's past that does not find a bright spot in the future.

"Not to be looked at. Tomorrow will also always be on the side," said pak Penghulu while gently holding the body of Abizar who had been sitting next to him.

"No. It's not as beautiful as it looks" Abizar said, making them frown.

Abizar's ambiguous remarks caused a question mark on the pak penghulu and several witnesses, but they chose to remain silent because they did not want to interfere in the affairs of the two brides which would make them more dizzy later.

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Sometime after the tea and snacks ran out they say goodbye, so will Abizar who will permit Mayang's parents on the grounds that he forgot to bring his clothes.

"The newlyweds are coming home, what will your mother say, son?" The woman who gave birth to Mayang looked at Abizar's face which looked like there was no light of happiness at all.

"Ga nothing, let it be Abizar's business with Mama," explained the man who owns the eagle's eyes.

The mother-of-one looked at Abizar who was going home, wanting to hold him back there was no courage at all.

The awkward atmosphere was seen on the newly authorized couple.

"Can't you Mayang?" Abizar turned to look at Mayang who seemed to be busy with his salary when Abizar kicked himself.

"Bus ... Sure enough," said Mayang stuttered when the beads of the eyes of the two clashed with each other. But Abizar hoped that the instant wife he had married would prevent his return.

"Well, I heard that Mayang was nothing," Abizar said staring cynically at Mayang who looked wrong.

One side Abizar happy if he did not raise Mayang then Mayang's opportunity to be with him will be even longer, one side he was disappointed because Mayang only took advantage of his kindness.

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Abizar had completely left the yard of Mayang's parents' house on the first night after the contract. The night that was supposed to be full turned dark full of tears.

"Stupid ... Yes, I was so foolish as to marry a woman who did not love me at all," she said, the thick-bodied man got out of the car and went into a special lingerie store.

"Search for what, sir?" Greet the shopkeeper kindly.

"I want to find lingerie for my wife" explained Abizar, smiling at the friendly smiling waiter.

The beautiful woman chose some lingerie and showed Abizar which one she would choose.

"I want everything" said Abizar then reached into his pocket and took out his wallet, he chose to pay using his credit card because he preferred not to know how much the clothes he bought.

He got back in the car and went straight home to his parents, there is no love that really loves him other than his mother at this time.

It didn't take long for him to reach his parents' house. The lingerie in the paper bag he left was inside his car at this time. Body and think of it so tired when it is.

Again a broken heart will accompany his sleep all night, the owner of the eagle's eyes was closed in a state of heart that is difficult to interpret.

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The alarm wakes the stocky man up to his regular morning prayers unless he is misfortune.

It did not take long he finished praying, still alone, there should be his current aunt who stands to accompany his prayer at this time.

Prayer strands he said hope to the most loving to give love to Mayang so that Mayang sincerely love himself like his love for the mother of one child.

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In a different place Rohman was looking at his cracked dress, hoping that a message from Mayang would be received soon but in fact Mayang did not send any message for him at this time.

There was a sense of disappointment in his heart but how else, at this time Mayang was a little to keep Abizar's heart to keep distance from Rohman because it was so a deal before they married.

Rohman rose up from the top of the prayer mat and took the prayer mat and stuck it on a special pole located in the corner of the room.

Back the shabby clothes he wore to keep the parking lot as usual. Because this is the only place he makes a living to buy him drugs to reduce the development of a virus that continues to grow if he just let it go.

Rohman was helped with his walking stick towards the parking lot, before long the parking lot was a little slow because Friday so there were not many visitors in the market.

The thin man walked towards the Mayang game store, he only saw from a distance because he was so embarrassed to meet Mayang if not the woman first invited him to meet.

From a distance Rohman looked at Mayang who was busy with his cellphone, because it was quiet buyers so Mayang played his phone and occasionally smiled at the flat object.

The thin man touched his chest that felt so painful, burning the jealous fire that he now felt, although he knew Mayang would marry again but his frustration could not be hidden.

Withstanding the shame he came to the Mayang game store to ask the certainty of the mother of one child.

"Acrasnodity ..."

"What's up, Bang?" The mother-of-one got up from her seat and asked after answering her greetings. Mayang wanted to grab Rohman's hand but the man dodged.

"Give me the certainty of who you actually chose Mayang? That man what am I?" Rohman spoke in a high tone making the woman look in wonder at her ex-husband.

"Why ask like that, I've given certainty before," Mayang said as he placed his phone on the table.

"I'd be sincere if you were with him, Mayang. As long as you're happy," Rohman's lie, the thin man hides his tears, his jealousy squeezing his chest right now.

"I'm not happy with anyone" Mayang said in a calm manner, sitting back in his chair.

"Why are you always smiling with your phone?" Without being able to prevent the lips of Rohman released his heart that could make him embarrassed.

"Oh ... So therefore," said Mayang chuckling justifying his actual sleeves were still neat, while Rohman looked down embarrassed, the words from his own mouth were able to make him completely embarrassed.

"I'm jealous, Mayang," said Rohman as he twisted the shabby edge of his shirt.

"I get. But remember, Bang. I don't love you anymore, haven't I told you before?" mayang said in a stern voice, a voice that Rohman had never heard before.

It was as if a boulder had hit Rohman's chest so many times, so painful to hope for someone he now loved again.

"O Allah, this is how it used to be when I said the things that made Mayang's heart ache" she said, Rohman turned around and left the Mayang robe shop without greeting him with a tightness that hurt his chest.

That heartwarming heart held back tears that were ready to spill from its place, would fall in pride if it cried in the crowd at this time.

Rohman limped to a public toilet, washing his face to disguise the tears that were shed there.