Your decembers

Chapter 5: The Unexpected Meeting

Lianna PoVs.

The brief kiss and warm embrace of Brother Brian with Sister Meina kept spinning in my brain. I have trouble sleeping because of that. My mind raged over my stupidity yesterday. I also no longer reply to the messages of Brother Brian who daily informs me.

Fucking liar. My heart broke to see that scene after my first kiss was stolen. Should I regret it? The story I thought would go smoothly, just falling apart.

The nights I spent staring and crying. Not yet started college, there is already something that makes me lethargic. How am I supposed to show up in front of sister Meina? How am I supposed to behave in front of sister Meina? How-to?

I lost my face to meet him. Me, kissing my own guide lover.

Try it from the beginning I know this fact. Maybe I can control my feelings a little more. Then what about this? I have fallen and broken.

Brother Brian called me for the umpteenth time. Want especially? I won't lift it and maybe that way I'll forget it.

But can I?

An empty morning happened to me again. It turns out that falling in love feels like this huh. I who always prepared myself with everything on the first day, now I don't know where it went.

There was no smile, no breakfast, and only a lethargic face. Like a scarecrow without thinking, the head and heart are empty.

Walk towards the campus for the first meeting of college. I should be happy because it's my first day. But it turned out that everything was broken because of my own lust.

I came to see Ian in the faculty lobby. We are in a class and we plan to attend a class together. At least there was still Ian accompanying me so as not to feel alone.

"Lemes so bad, haven't had breakfast?"

"My lust"

"Gue bring chocolate, smile first dong" comfort Ian. Her face was bright and her clothes were neat. A smile I emitted because of Ian's spirit face. I received a chocolate wafer from him and ate it while walking towards the classroom.

"Breaked with Abel?"

"Not yet yan lecture, have discussed a break"

"Hahahaha ingga, because if not the same Abel I want to take you to the cafeteria FEB. There's really good crazy fried rice"

"Eating fried rice?"

"Lo should try anyway"

Being tempted by Ian's offer and I who had not made an appointment with Abel, I finally agreed. Eating fried rice during the day, is a little silly in my opinion. I never did.

Most people eat fried rice if not in the morning. Don't you? Or is it here that eats fried rice during the day? Ian is right. Crazy fried rice in the FEB cafeteria is delicious! All my life, just this time eating good fried rice, only in crazy fried rice. Ian's taste doesn't need to be doubted anymore.

"How does it feel?"

"Amazing out!! You have good taste". Ian smiled in response. "Next time we can take Abel time to eat here" I continued.

My eyes accidentally caught the figure of the man I've been ignoring lately. I froze for a moment. Honestly, I don't know how to express myself right now.

He smiled and joked with his peers. Sit back in the canteen chair. His life was like no sadness at all was emanating on his face.

The other is with me who is spoiled. Plus today seeing it was perfectly fine made me crumble even more. I closed my eyes for a moment. Breathe more air than usual. Exhales slowly. It seems like the air here is suddenly thin because I am starting to have difficulty breathing.

When Ian was still cool with his food and my eyes were still staring at the man. He accidentally looked at me. Face surprised. He suddenly froze just like me.

Suddenly it felt like I wanted to cry. My breath was tight and started to get irregular. Ian who noticed my condition suddenly panicked. Eating is not continuing.

Lying with a blank look. By ourselves. Ian was outside after I asked to be given some alone time.

I wasn't ready to see you, brother. How am I supposed to survive? My little heart still wants you. But the events of the other day kept spinning in my brain.

If I can bargain, I'm the only one with you is it okay? Is it possible if I can continue with you, brother? Is it presumptuous if I want more than just getting that first kiss?

I opened the curtain, looking at Ian who was still waiting for me with an anxious face. I smiled at him who walked up to me.

"Have you heard about Li?" I just replied with a small nod.

"Do I need to help you walk?"

"Gue can walk, thanks ya yan already want to nemenin me"

"Should dong, I'd bring you here. Means I also have to take responsibility if there is anything" he explained. It is not wrong that the leader of group 9 is Ian. He is very responsible for something.

"Well, I'm anter lo goin' home, okay?"

Here I am now. Sit down and just stare blankly at the dead TV screen. My phone rang a sign the phone was coming in. When I see who's calling, it makes me not lust to lift it.

Somehow I have to show my face at the makrab show later. Meeting the kind-hearted sister Meina whom I betrayed by accident. Will it happen like that again?

My phone rings back. Signs of incoming phone. This time not from Brian, but from Ian.

"Hello" he said from there.

"Hello yan, what's wrong?"

"Lo is really light, right?"

"Lo is worried about the power, I'm gapapa yan. Now I can talk"

"Yes abisnya who was not surprised you just a breath suddenly so. Are you allergic to shrimp?"

"Huh? Is there a horse?"

"Anger is my guess. There is an invitation! Yaudah, next time I eat there without shrimp"

I just chuckled softly hearing that, Ian turned out to be very possessive. "Ready Mr Ian! Thank you very much, you.."

"Hahaha yes. As an apology I how about we go together to the makrab event?"

"Lo doesn't have to be responsible for Ian, after all, we are both gatau. I'm sorry if it's the air and you're allergic to shrimp" I explained.

"So you're with me?"

"Okay. I'm with you"

"Okay I'll pick you up at 7 tomorrow, see you at campus!"

Telephone disconnected. I smiled miris. Who is allergic to shrimp? I slowly laughed and closed my eyes. Who is allergic to shrimp?

Looks like I'm getting a new skill.

Lied.