
"Come on, don't make people difficult Belaska, you're still not satisfied to tell the big fans lo, to bully me!!" cynical Naya folded her hands on her chest.
"keep pretending to be good with my nolongin, so that I feel like I owe you the same! the ratukan?!! you are so cunning!!"
"i don't bother you anymore! I should reply you!! but I'm lazy the grudges that make new things!" continued Naya again, staring at Rayen with a sharp look in her eyes.
"You mean what hah!! I told them to blaspheme you! But I never told them to do the same njekayok lo!!!"
"And for that nolongin lo, my intention is not at all that is in your brain" Rayen said angrily, indeed he was angry. How not to feel annoyed when he said the no-no! He bothers Naya, but she still has a human feeling. How could he be cruel was telling to do something like that.
"Where is my badger!!! I'm talking about you" Naya turned around and was about to leave Rayen.
"cupu wait!! Just so you know I'm not that sharp" said Rayen fierce, he jerked slowly Naya's hand.
"you are cruel, or you are not that cruel! You are still a normal human in the eyes of God!! o Belaska" Naya took Rayen's hand and turned back.
"and wait for me to leave too, when the time is right" Naya said before actually stepping away.
"shitt! Cupu is getting better!!" furious Rayen, gritting his teeth felt anxious.
°°°
Dilan said "don't miss, it's heavy. You won't be strong just let me"
But... For Naya longing it is torturous, even more painful when longing is unable to be said and even more excruciating if longing is only able to be quieted in silence.
The longing suddenly broke out, making the soul seem to freeze
Longing, a sensation that is not able to be eelak when the memory of togetherness was once again present
The heart is only fixed on a speck of name that is always expected to return...
In fact it was torturous, torturous and empty considering the longing never arrived
As if to continue to torture.... That longing never went willingly
As hard as running and away, longing for more like a shadow that always follows...
As if it were tightly bound... Even the fingertips cannot move...
it feels like you are imprisoned in an uncertain hope. In fact, this has been trapped in a name called the valley of agonizing longing...
Let it, let it, let it go...
Later the longing will disappear along with a numb heart...
as Naya felt, a sense of longing overflowing as her eyes highlighted a photo she was wiping quietly. Naya decides to go to Bunah Sella's house, rather than continue walking without direction and ends meet with Belaska, Rayen.
"Bunah Sella have the heart, Bunah Sella torments Naya, Bunah Sella is cruel, does Bunah Sella know? Naya kangen is just as good!! if Bunah had cape ngurus Naya, no longer want to be with Naya! Sella's bunah should confirm first, so Naya doesn't feel this way too much!!" murmured Naya, with teary eyes.
"Naya again needs Bunah Sella now" continued Naya again by continuing to wipe the photos of her Bunah Sella.
"does Sella know that too?!!"
" nothing is okay with a departure especially with a sudden departure without news.
loss that leaves wounds, loss that also leaves only memories.The loss that lays a deep longing for the owner of the heart that is left behind!
isn't this cruel?! A person who is expected will always be there but destiny chooses the word of departure in the midst of that hope.is not a joke a sincere person is always kept away... oh come on replace the word departure with the word in meet again!!" lirih Naya on her photo of Bunah Sella, as if the photo was a real Bunah Sella.
"Money Sella! Tau not Naya's skin is still black just like when Naya whines about wanting to have black skin" said Naya smiling memgembang, remembering every moment of togetherness with Bunah Sella in the past.
FLASHBACKS
12 YEARS AGO
"Naya's seedlings want to go black" little Naya struggled at the foot of Bunah Sella's level making blueberry cakes.
"try saying what's the reason Zoe's Bunah, want to be black!? hem" Bunah Sella jingkong liken her height with little Naya.
"Naya has no reason, just want it and stop it call Naya, Zoe! Naya doesn't like it like a man's name" Little Naya folds her hands on her chest by pursing her lips.
"hahaha ok ok, but Bunah has a way to make Naya black" said Bunah Sella by pinching Naya's tiny nose.
"how are you doing?!" exclaim little Naya enthusiastic.
"secret! if you want to know, Naya must eat vegetables and drink milk so quickly big"
"no, Naya doesn't want a point!!" Little Naya shook her head strongly at Bunah Sella's offer.
"you don't want Bunah to help Naya get black!"
"ihhh Bunah, come on, don't play bargain like this" little Naya's whine was spoiled.
"Ihhh Naya, come on don't play whining like this" said Bunah Sella following little Naya's style of speech.
"Bunahhh" annoyed little Naya with teary eyes
"Hahahaha, alright Buna will grant the request of princess Zoe" Buna Sella laughed loudly and held little Naya to the room for the mission to make Naya black.
FLASHBACK OFF
"YES!!"
A moment of Naya's nostalgia vanished, by a voice calling out to her...???