
Louwish is back in the sun. His brain is still circling around thinking about the consequences in the future that might also hurt the heart of Sinta, his son.
" oom... Kasih Bagas opportunity om. Bagas does not care as bitter as any past Ana om. Bagas sincere about Ana. Please give Bagas a chance to make Ana om happy".
Louwish is still silent. As if his voice was reluctant to reply to Bagas' request.
Without Louwish or Bagas realizing it, there was someone behind the living room wall who heard all their conversations. Yep... She is Sinta. Since Bagas entered his living room, he intended to peek at guests who visited early in the morning to his home.
After hearing that familiar voice, Sinta decided not to show herself. And now how mixed Sinta felt after hearing Bagas' statement.
Sinta's body shook violently. It's like watching a horror movie full of jump scares. His face was now flushed, his tears bursting out of his eye sockets.
The silent atmosphere for a moment Lowish and Bagas made a sound as unwilling as Sinta could be heard. Louwish who realized that approached the source of the voice a little far away.
"Let's... Dear... What you?"
Not yet had Louwish sentence that stammered it connect, Sinta squandered a hug on her. So poignant is his only child. He could feel the outpouring of emotions mixed in Sinta's cry.
Now Bagas is right behind Louwish who is holding warm Sinta who is sobbing. Bagas' eyes withered looking at Sinta who was sobbing. He dared to open his mouth.
"An..."
The father and son let go of their embrace. Louwish chose to leave Sinta and Bagas so that they could talk about their problems now.
Bagas understood Louwish's actions. The opportunity Louwish gave him would not be wasted. After the death of Louwish from the living room partition, Bagas took a step closer to Sinta. Hugging Sinta's body which was still slightly shaking.
Without a word, they fell silent in a puddle for a few minutes. Bagas held both of Sinta's shoulders. Gently rubbing tears that have already fallen on both cheeks Sinta.
Bagas invites Sinta to sit in the living room chair. He held Sinta's hand. He still felt a little trembling. Bagas gently patted the hand he held.
"An... Sorry..."
Sinta who had been subdued raised a questionable glance at Bagas. Her crying has really stopped. He looked into Bagas' sad eyes. Eyes that Sinta never met on a Bagas. Of course this is a big question for Sinta.
For a moment Bagas was still silent. He was compiling a sentence that he would issue, so that Sinta would not catch his speech wrong, so that Sinta would no longer hurt her heart.
"An... Because of me, you are crying like gini. Sorry I'm An... I didn't mean to hurt your heart. I-i just... I want to give you this truth".
"The truth? What truth do you mean Gas?" Really Sinta was very confused by the explanation of Bagas. Is there anything that is not true as long as he knows Bagas?
"The truth about my sincerity An. About how I feel, it's actually the same you. I want you to know, I'm serious about you. I just need you to be my companion in my life!"
Sinta's eyes were now frowning. He knew Bagas had often said he wanted to marry her. But Sinta felt that it was just a joke.
Actually Sinta a little taste towards Bagas, but soon he removed the taste. He was afraid that his heart would break when he tried to establish a relationship. He was not ready to fall a second time.
"But Gas... You don't know. I am already dirty. I don't even deserve to be with someone. What will people say about my partner? What about my future husband's family if I knew I was no longer worthy of their child? I can't Gas... I'm..."
Not yet completed Sinta's tweet, Bagas smother Sinta's mouth with his mouth. He went down every corner of Sinta's lips gently.
Sinta was very surprised by Bagas's actions. But somehow Sinta did not refuse Bagas treatment towards her. He felt a warmth begin to envelop his chest. His heart was racing a little, but it still felt warm.
This feeling is different from the treatment Ronald used to always give a rough kiss to him. Even now that warmth disguises the shadow of Ronald that was in his mind.
Unconsciously Request to reply****** Bagas subtly. His feelings that had been shattered for years had now changed with a sense of warmth that spread throughout his head.
Bagas who realized the reply Sinta gave, then gently felt the nape of Sinta. Deepen their kisses.
"Maybe right... This is called blind love. It feels warm, in contrast to ci**** that he has done so far. This taste is like... SINCERE", Bagas's mind has really solidified his heart.
A few minutes the would-be lovers let go of their pent-up desires. Bagas took off the pleasure he would get after he managed to tie his loyal promise with Sinta.
Bagas then knelt in front of Sinta who was still sitting on the chair. He held Sinta's hands together, gave her a glance, then looked into her eyes.
"An... Terrified me. Don't cut my explanation. After you hear everything I say, you can accept or reject me!"