
Returning home from school, Ray was already standing waiting for karin in front of his car. After the karin came the ray car immediately drove away from school. There was no talk in the car there were only a few words aldo still ringing in his ear.
The flash back
After the departure of karin from his presence ray rushed to meet his friend aldo. Ray wants to find a solution to the problems he faces with karin. But either coincidentally or not ray saw aldo sitting together with raisya. Lately aldo has indeed begun to have a taste for raisya. That's why aldo decided to pursue raisya's love.
Ray who was initially hesitant finally approached aldo and raisya.
"Yes..lo can not tell the same story as me, karin tuh actually who the hell?" ask ray to raisya.
"Kok lo arrived it's to me, why don't you just like him" answered raisya.
"When I can get the answer from him, I won't be the same!" ask Ray who's getting upset.
"Prophe bro...what the hell is that?" ask aldo
"Raisya, you're her childhood friend right? You don't know who he is? How's her family? What is his father's job" asked Ray again ignoring aldo's question earlier.
"Actually I don't understand why you arrive like a ray. But okay I answered. As far as I know, his father was the owner of the largest plantation in our village. His father also owned several other businesses outside the city. That's why finally karin's father appointed karin as his father's beautiful assistant. He often replaced his father's position on the estate if his father was taking care of his business out of town for a long time. I don't know what his father's business is out of town. Karin herself never told me and alexa and every time I asked, she always answered not knowing. Until when we arrived here in fact the three of us were very surprised by the drastic change in our lives from very simple in the village to very well here. Several times I teased Karin by saying your father was so cool. Because honestly I myself was also curious about how rich his family and how big his father's business to be able to give a luxurious life although karin himself sometimes disagree with his father's treatment to him. As far as I know, Karin is not a person who likes luxury goods and luxurious life like this. He's a simple ray. I'm sorry that's all I can explain to you Ray" Raisya explained.
"What is your relationship with Reno?" ask ray.
"Reno?" raisya is confused by Ray's question.
How did Ray know about reno? Does he know reno? raisya
Ray pulls out his phone and shows the reno photo to the raisya.
"What does this man have to do with karin, huh?" ask ray.
Raisya who was surprised by the photo shown by Ray is a reno that he knows.
"Reno is our neighbor in the savanna apartment. He's ricko's friend. Lately Ricko can not pick up karin because there is an assignment from his father karin. Ricko then asked reno to replace him for a while to guard and take the three of us" answered raisya.
Aldo who does not understand why Ray interrogated raisya until like that finally spoke up.
"Hey bro...What happened? Do you have a problem with Karin.
"Do.gue wants to talk to you" said Ray.
Raisya who understood the meaning of ray immediately stood up.
"Gue wants to help mira first yes.." raisya said to aldo.
"Don't forget to tell mira, we go home together" said aldo.
raisya just nodded then he left the two of them.
Ray sat next to Aldo, scrambling his own hair. Aldo felt strange about the behavior of his best friend.
"hey, What's up bro...why do you look so fucked up anyway?" ask aldo.
"Where doesn't it mess up, cook yes the girl I like has something to do with my past" replied Ray who again ruffled his own hair.
"You mean the past?" aldo asked with a gaze asking for an explanation to Ray.
"Lo knew that Reno had come here. I told you who reno was. The right hand of the man who caused the accident until my mother died. I saw that Karin was so familiar with him. Even raisya also told me that reno several times to pick up karin. Not maybe a person as important as him directly intervened himself if not the important person he was facing. And I still remember that cunning businessman had a daughter who used to make me almost fooled because of his sweet words. Ahhhhk!Why does my past have to come back when I want to be happy with someone?" said Ray who endured his upset.
"So you mean that karin.the son of the famous businessman? Wait ray lo must have been mistaken deh...but apart from that all remember ray this incident happened when you were a child right? If nothing wrong at that time you are still seven years old, right? is the age of the carin at that time about five years? You can't be rash in taking ray action. I don't want to lo nyesel because of your decision" Ray just kept quiet with a little nod with the words aldo."Does Karin know about this? Didn't he ever tell you about himself?" ask aldo again
"Gue didn't know if he knew about any of this or if he had purposely hidden all of this from me. I promise I'll go home from school and he'll tell me everything" Ray replied with a blank look.
"One thing you have to think about ray.when the incident you both were small. You both must not really understand about the problems that occur between your parents. To me it feels unfair if you endow all the mistakes of this incident to Karin. He was also the same victim of Ray's circumstances. And as far as I know, a good boy is also generous. You believe me" said Aldo.
"Let's see it later" said Ray, standing up and clenching his fist. Then he left aldo alone.
"Hopefully you can think clearly ray.." murmured aldo.
flasback off
when the ray car has arrived the ray just silently stares blankly forward. While the karin who sat next to him just kept quiet while staring at ray.
*What he's thinking. Did the accident really become a painful event for him? Has he not been able to accept the harsh reality of his life? carin
What if what I think is true. Am I going to make it an outlet for my revenge? Think realistic ray, what has happened will not be repeated again. But the loss of a mother is also very painful for me. ray
Karin walked to the end of the lake followed by Ray who continued to walk behind her without a word. And when he reached the end of the karin who was taking something from his bag was surprised when Ray suddenly hugged him tightly from behind.
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Carin's heart rate is racing fast as well as ray's heart rate. Moreover, the warm ray cheeks that stick right in the ear of the carin make as if the heart wants to jump from its place.
"Tell me that all my thoughts are wrong. I don't want to lose this happiness" Ray said
Slowly Karin let go of ray's hand, then she removed the pendant necklace she had previously worn around her neck. Then he gave it to Ray.
"Open ray and that's the reality. After the accident, my father took us all away from Jakarta. I was a kid and I didn't know why Dad brought us all to that place. I know it's a remote place with minimal facilities. Our lives are very simple away from our luxurious lives here. Until there was an educational exhibition that made me, alexa and raisya come here. Even my father who initially opposed me ended up supporting me and giving me facilities that made me suspicious and silent I investigated it myself and when I learned of this fact, I was angry with my father. Why is he deliberately hiding my identity here. He was close but I felt very far away. Lately I found out that he just didn't want a lot of people to know about me to keep me safe. I'm sorry Ray, I just dared to talk to you. I'm afraid you misunderstood me and walked away from me" said Karin with glassy eyes.
But the furious ray clasped tightly onto the locket.
"You must have lied to me, Karin. You're doing this precisely because you want to avoid me! From the beginning you never believed in me and you just wanted to play with me!!" ray said with anger and then threw the pendant into the middle of the lake.
"I've never played with you ray" Karin took out a photo from her wallet and her old phone and offered it to Ray. "On my phone there are photos of my childhood until I grow up"
the shadow of ray with karin in the uks room and several other shadows along with karin directly crossed the mind of ray.
"So it's true you were the little girl who met me back then?" ray asked with an incredulous look.
"Ray.I didn't mean to lie to you..." Karin is unable to extend her words after Ray slams his old phone near her feet and yells at her.
"But you lied to me!! Do you know how torturing it is to live alone without a mother!! And it all happened because of your mother!! You're a con man feeling just like your mother!!"
Karin can't believe Ray's so mad at her. Harsh and painful words were thrown from his lover's mouth. His face was red withstanding the crying. Even such treatment he never got even though his father was angry even though his father never scolded him like that.
Slowly crouched down to grab his smashed phone and put it back in his bag. His tears did not stop dripping, seeing the treatment of his loved ones earlier.
"Aaaaakkh!!!" ray shouted while randomly shuffling his own hair and then kneeling by the lake.
Slowly Karin stepped away leaving Ray alone who was still filled with anger. Ray who was unaware of the departure of karin remained on his knees while bowing his head until some time reminiscing about the accident in his childhood that sometimes still interfere in his night sleep. When ray's consciousness returns, Ray finds that karin has left his presence. Ray's looking for the presence of karin around the place but he can't find it
Meanwhile Karin was walking alone on the sidewalk with her blank look. Lucky reno who can track the whereabouts of the karin soon finds himself karin. Reno quickly brought his motorbike to karin.
"Sarin!! what the hell's going on? Didn't you just go with ray? Why are you walking alone?" ask the unbelieving reno to find karin in a state of chaos.
"Reno.hiks hiks take me away from here hyks hyks" pinta karin crying.
"Quick get on the bike" said reno while pulling karin towards the bike and then immediately go to the place that karin asked.
Meanwhile, Ray, who did not find the whereabouts of Karin, wants to contact him but he undoes it.
Why did I contact the impostor. A fraud like him might now be having fun with his guards celebrating his success.
With a furious step ray back to his car and immediately take his car to the place where he used to spill his complaints. On the grave that is still maintained cleanliness he sprinkled flowers and shed a little bit of his grievance. The tomb of his mother and his sister who died simultaneously due to the accident.
A few days ago, Ray was happy because Ray felt he had found a replacement figure for his mother. She is kind, beautiful and understanding but never thought ma, she cheats ray ma's feelings. He's the son of the man who caused mama's death. Ma..ray kangen same mom hiks...
After complaining, Ray returns to his car. His eyes flowed back to remember the departure of his mother and also his sister who was still in the womb. After a moment of silence, Ray finally drove his car back to his home.
Meanwhile the newly arrived karin in her apartment sat staring sadly at her old phone which was destroyed by ray's anger. Actually it was not his phone that made him sad but his heart that hurt to remember the words of Ray earlier. Reno who noticed that then sat next to Karin.
"Did that phone mean so much to you? You want me to fix that phone?" ask reno.
"In this phone is a photo of my childhood memories. Can you fix it reno. Please fix my phone" pinta karin with a sad feeling.
Reno stuffed the shattered cell phone fragments into a bag.
"I'll take it to my friend, hopefully it can still be fixed. You want me to make something?" reno.
"No.. I just want to stay in my room.please don't bother me" said Karin sadly then with a slow step he began to climb the stairs and walk towards his room.
"Hm...So it feels like heartbreak. Poor you karin, your first love must end because of your parents' complicated past relationship. Hope you're not getting traumatized close to the men" murmured reno alone.
Not long after that reno returned to the parking lot. After telling someone to keep watch if karin needs anything, reno returned to the office to finish his job.