
......Saving human lives? Maybe my ego is too high. My son's blood was dirtying the surgical gloves I was wearing. The goddamn alarm keeps ringing....
...Hold on. That's the only thing that's stuck, I want to say......
Gabriel...
The panic? That's what was seen in the operating room, the anesthesiologist began injecting some drugs. Gabriel's hand as the surgeon was still busy stopping the bleeding. Until everyone's attention is turned on the monitor, a longer and louder sound is heard...
"The patient's heart rate stopped!! Stop the operation, do CPR!! Defibrillator ready!!" the intrusion pronounced Gabriel trying to calm down. Cut the last thread, with the wound on his son's body still open.
Heart stop? That's what's happening right now, too much blood is coming out. Suffering too much? That was what he was currently seeing on his son's body. Bruising, stabbing, even a few bullets that he had not yet lifted.
Sorry... is it too painful? Hang on, a little more, please... Gabriel gave CPR to press against the blood-soaked chest many times until the defibrillator was ready.
Electric voltage start to set... Return to ticking.please ask the body to cool still complete with breathing hose connected to the mouth of the young man.
The first experiment, the body stiffened, but the long alarm still sounded.
The second experiment, "Add power!!" he said using a pacemaker without the supervision of a heart specialist.
Please, come back... Gabriel returned to shed his tears.
Despairingly? True, he was currently desperate, had time to stumble in his mind did not have the heart to see the suffering of his son who only had a little hope of survival. Is it better to just let it go? He suffered too much...
For a moment both of his hands, the one holding the defibrillator tightened... No, he has to live. Don't leave your father...
The long sound of the alarm changed, "The heart rate of the patient returned," a nurse observing the monitor spoke to the nurse and the doctor who were in front of the young man's cold body.
The man stared at his son's cold face full of taste, his hands still trembling put back the defibrillator.
Drugs from doctors who handle anesthesia begin to work, long alarms do not sound anymore, a sign of the patient's heartbeat is stable. Gabriel clenched his hand.
"Continue surgery.." The interuption again grabbed the surgical equipment, trying to stay calm.
Tang...
One more blood-stained projectile was removed, clashing with an aluminum container, occasionally glancing at his son's face. I don't want you to die, because that's holding on for a little while...
A few hours passed...
Gabriel came out of the operating room, the mask that was soiled with blood was released. Closing his eyes for a moment, he breathed.
The three people sitting in front of the room started to get up, as if to ask the surgeon before him.
"The operation was successful, the next 48 hours are still entering a critical period" he said with limp footsteps, an exhausting operation for him, slashing his own son's skin. Watching for himself the blood of the son who never got his affection flowing could not be stopped.
His fingers were still trembling, something he was holding back, trying to calmly hide his grief and fear of losing him. For the first time, he was terrified by blood. His steps were limp, walking through the hallway, until he arrived at a place to change clothes.
A mask covered in blood was thrown into the trash, gloves began to be released. It doesn't feel strong anymore. The man leaned his body against the wall, his crying voice started to come out. Slowly began to sit on the floor, crying sobbing, crying for his son. The weak body that suffered, endured such great pain.
Survive on? His son is still struggling to survive. The body that was covered in wounds was still breathing.
'Father.' a soft voice was heard in an empty room, a familiar voice. Not assuming the voice was there, Gabriel lowered his head longing for his son's embrace.
"I should have spent more of these short 2 months with him." he muttered, crying helplessly sitting on the cold floor.
Enjoy precious moments with a warm heart. I will not know when I will meet again. When I walk alone, I want to meet you. The warm hands I often threaten. Father, forgive your naughty son...
The young man began to touch his father's hands which were still trembling, but to no avail. Standing staring with a smile that the father did not realize, walking slowly down the hallway, a place that should be dark, but the end of the hallway that felt bright and warm.
***
Various medical devices are still attached to his body, ventilators are still attached to enter the cavity in his mouth, a sign that the body is still having trouble breathing. The fingers of a young pregnant woman, gently felt the glass bulkhead. The patient whose condition is still critical.
The warm face that had always called her miss, was now pale white, hanging her fragile life on medical devices.
"Thank you for sticking around, I love you." she said sobbing, unable to see the large number of medical devices attached to her husband's body. Her tears flowed, wiped by her fingers.
"Ren stay alive, do you hear me!? It's my command.." the mess in tears.
"Child, you want twins, right? If you wake up I promise you, we'll make twins after the birth of our second child." she continued, clutching tightly to the two sun necklaces around her neck.
'I love you.' Someone's warm voice sounded. Jeny looked back to her side, but there was no one there, just a long, empty hallway.
A young man was invisible to her, sitting on the floor, observing, hearing her every word. The young man just smiled, still sitting there.
A burden? Is love a burden that binds me to live? I don't know, until when this body will keep breathing. Looking at your smile is more fun than your crying. Sorry, can't wipe your tears...
***
Singapore, 3 months later...
Tak..dak...
The sound of fingernail clippings rang out, a pregnant woman, clasping the fingers of a young man. Cut them into long nails little by little.
The sun went through the hospital window, the still asleep face, not smiling or crying.
"Your nails are neat." he said smiling, with a bulging stomach.
The coma? That is the condition of her husband today. Heart stops that occur some time in the middle of the operation cause, the supply of oxygen into the brain is reduced causing interference with the nerves that regulate consciousness.
"Thank you to stay alive." Every day there's only one sentence the pregnant woman used to say to her husband.
"Sorry today was late, Rafa was a little fussy, not wanting me to leave to see you. I have a surprise for you..." Jeny smiled, showing me the invitation card.
The wife who was firm and patient, that was her current self, stared at the lying beautiful body, waiting for her to get back up.
Maybe he is currently the same as the figure Ren said teenagers to pick up drivers, who used to drive them home. Jeny will be the best and most patient wife for her.
"I also did not expect, would I tell you what happened...?" Jeny chuckled, tightly clasping her husband's cold hand that didn't move at all.
***
Indonesia, 3 months ago...
Tick.tock ..tik.tok...
The sound of the clockwork moving was heard, the lunch hour had arrived, but the door before him was still closed. A young man glanced towards the door, occasionally returning to work on his piled up work.
A leave? Kanaya took her first leave of absence just to return home.
His stomach was getting hungry, the phone began to be pressed, ordering delivery was his choice.
A few tens of minutes waiting, the food arrived, the sushi box was wrapped. There are many forms of sushi that are tempting to eat.
Less? There is still less. After the first bribe the young man got up, walked back and forth like a confused person.
"Kanaya? Has he arrived?" he murmured curiously, more precisely miss layered prestige.
A job? On the grounds of work, Daniel begins to search his documents, finally there is one that has not been completed properly by the girl.
His hands contacted Kanaya quickly using the office phone as if he had memorized it correctly, the girl's phone number.
After a while, his call was lifted...
"Where are you?" ask without further ado.
"Train, why? Did Daniel miss me? Want to go home with me? Wanna propose to me?" tanyanya enthusiastic.
"Ti.. no, the document you're working on is a typo.." the reason, in his heart just wants to hear the voice of the girl who is in a relationship without status with him.
"Missing my phone just because of a typo?" Kanaya made sure, full of disappointment.
"Yes, therefore, hurry back," at last Daniel spoke the stifled words.
A slight sobbing was heard, "Did Mr Daniel like me?" he asked, trying to calm down.
Daniel hesitated to answer, not wanting to be in a relationship too soon, not wanting to have another bitter experience, finally his mouth rejected everything, "You're already like my sister, so..."
"Yes sister? At least I went up the caste from friend to sister." her cries sounded more and more screaming.
I liked it. but... Daniel had a lot of thoughts in his mind.
"Quiet huh? Hurry back and then we have lunch together again, make me a good rendang." he said trying to entertain.
"Dripping? Let me kick your face!! Men br*ngsek!! The false hope!! My time of only a few months looking for a boyfriend, is up just because of you!!" the clasping of Kanaya was heard, Daniel kept the phone away for a moment from his ear.
If he was angry it turned out to be quite creepy, but it sounded sweet.
"In a few days I will send a letter of resignation!! I quit!!" he continued full of emotion.
"Be... stop to... why?" Daniel knitted his forehead.
"I'm getting married, living in the village being a housewife!!" Kanaya again snapped, feeling that her pure feelings were only made into toys.
"Married, your type is very high, there cannot be a village man who matches good looks and.." Daniel's words about to boast were cut off.
"The cows in my village are more dignified and handsome than you!! At least the cow, will not be given false hope by him!!" snapped, shutting down the call.
"Hello...? Hello. uh...? Hello!?" Daniel sounded panicked, tried several times to call the number but remained inactive.
"He compares me to a cow?" Daniel was stunned for a moment.
"Yes...!!" call him his assistant who's out there.
A young man came in, bowed in salute to Daniel. "Find the biodata and address of an employee named Kanaya." he said, but the assistant ran quickly out of the room and came by handing over a map.
"Mr Tirta, once asked me to do it, because you suspect your relationship with the employee. It's biodata and full address, as well as some information that I used to investigate." he said.
"Crimals? She who?" he asked her with a pale face, finding the biodata of a man.
"Emm. actually Kanaya escaped from an arranged marriage in her village, because of her former lover named Coky. Kemal, is his fiancee." she hesitated.
A fiancee? So he has a fiancee? Daniel's hands clenched, unable to hold back his jealousy any longer. Avoid feelings? Now he can't, his mind is not clear.
"Prepare the fastest vehicle, I want to go to the house of this cheating woman." he said feeling betrayed. Betrayed? Is it not just a relationship without status? But his ego says, different. The lover!! Kanaya is his girlfriend.
Ken immediately ran over quickly, knowing the anger of his employer.
"You're paying attention to me, saying you like me? And marry another man? Don't dream." he said throwing a map containing the biodata of a policeman named Kemal.
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