
Kiana stared fixedly at the dead body that was lying stiff in front of her, the man who had always made her smile was now gone for good. Kiana hoped this was just a dream, but honey, it's all real.
"Why did you leave so soon, brother? Wh why? Hiks, he said you wouldn't leave me. You will take care of me and always be there for me. Turns out you lied to hiks." Kiana was so devastated by this reality.
"Prophey, Ki. Please bring Rendi's sister so she can calm down." Dela hugged Kiana's shoulder.
"Why should Rendi, Del? Wh why? Does God not want me to be happy? Just now that I could smile back, now he was instead making my reason smile go away.... God is unfair, Del... Why is he so bad with me.. Hicks." Kiana roared in Dela's arms.
"Kia, I know it's heavy. But I beg you, sincere brother Rendi. So that he calms down, he must be sad to wriggle you like gini. I'm sure God has other plans for you" Ella said, trying to calm Kiana down.
"Say Ella, you must be sincere. Rendi loves you so much, even at the end of her breath she still remembers your name, she said... Tell Kiana, tell her that she loves you so much." Galang.
"I will try sincerely, maybe this is the best for Rendi's sister," Kiana said with a full chest sigh.
Then Kiana looked back at Rendi's usually fresh shady face, now pale and cold. But still Rendi looks handsome in Kiana's eyes.
"Good way, brother, I'm willing to take off brother. May you be happy there, I love you brother." Kiana hugged Rendi's body so tightly, then she kissed Rendi's forehead.
"Good way, Bro. May God keep you in the best place, in the most beautiful place." Satria stared at the face of the friend.
Now comes the time for Rendi's body to be bathed, because the family asked Rendi to be bathed at home only. After finishing bathing, Rendi was sholatan. Then Rendi's body was taken to the family cemetery to be buried immediately.
"Rendi, son of Mamah. Now that you're calm there, Mamah really can't believe you've gone, Mamah 'Son." His mother Rendi squatted on the mound of the son's land.
"Iklasin Brandy, Mah. Our son is calm there." Papah Rendi hugged his wife.
"She said she'd be home all night, Pah. But it's not our house, it's God's house." His mother cried.
"At.." When he was about to say again, his mother Rendi was unconscious. Papah Rendi also carried the wife and took her to the car.
"Sister Rendi, I'm sorry. I like ngisengin Rendi's sister. Nakut-nakutin Kak Rendi sampe wetting his pants. I'm sorry, brother." Ella sprinkled the flower over the belly button of the Rendi.
"Good way, Ren. Hope you calm down there. We will definitely miss your cheerful figure and often act silly." Ray rubbed the headstone of Rendi.
"Although now your body is gone, but your name will always be engraved in our hearts" he continued with tears.
"Gue promise, Ren. I will take care of your loved ones as requested. So you calm down, yeah, right there." Galang sighed with all his chest to expel the cringing feeling of tightness.
"Sister.... Now no one will bother me anymore, news. What have you eaten yet? Take the road, gombalin me. Now that I will lose all that, I will definitely miss big brother, miss the figure of a big brother who always hugs me when I am sad, embrace me in the fragile one. Being a place where I complain and also complain. Now that I'm really on my own, there will be nothing else to cry about, torment." Kiana hugged the headstone of Rendi so tightly.
"Sruutt! Now, I'm really crying, Ren. Not the onion anymore, hikss... The sruttt!" Satria sobbed as she rubbed her snot with a cloth.
"Gue's gonna miss you, Ren. Kangen jailin lo, kangen make a sin with lo. I'm gonna miss everything, Ren. Hikkss... The brutt!" Satria is getting hiccuped.
"New feeling we laugh, eat together. Now we're different in nature, Rend. The brutt!" Again Satria wiped his snot.
"Eh, how does it smell like salted fish" Satria murmured as she sniffed the black cloth she used to wipe away her tears and snot.
"Ah, sorry, grandma. I thought it was a cloth cover earlier," Satria said as she scratched her non-itchy nape.
"The smell of salted fish, huek," muttered Satria, it turns out that the grandmother was a distant relative of Rendi who attended the funeral.
It was late in the afternoon, they came home from the funeral. After arriving at the car, it rained heavily to their grief. Losing is so felt, because the figure of Rendi is a carefree figure. Good and easy to get along with, there will be no more riots, no fuss. It says absurd and warms the atmosphere. Now the figure had left, leaving behind such a deep sadness. Goodbye Rendi, may you be at peace in eternity.
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"Sister Ray... I still can't believe Rendi's sister is really gone." Ella is currently in Ray's arms, under a thick blanket that covers both of their bodies.
"Sister still does not believe, but whose age can guess. Do we know when we are too old? When that comes, we can only give up." Ray hugged his wife.
"Kasian Kian..," said Ella.
"We do'ain's the best for him."
The night is getting late, but the rain still falls soaking the earth along with the breeze so cold that the wind pierces the surface of the skin. The rain tonight is quite heavy, accompanying the sadness of a girl who was curled up on the bed with a blank look and also filled with tears while hugging a frame containing a picture of the man she loves.
"I'm kangen.
"Usually at this hour you call me, gombalin me..," he said as he looked at the picture of the man who was smiling sweetly.
"Ki..," call someone who opens the door to Kiana's room.
Kiana puffed up with a blank look, "Abang....," said Kiana, in her heart she asked? There was a wind so that his brother went into his room. Ordinary never at all.
"You haven't eaten yet, yes," said Riki softly.
Kiana blinked, is this really her brother Riki? Or is it just Riki's body that the genie is entering? Thought Kiana, before long she shook her head slowly.
"Don't know you're sad, but you have to eat. You'll be sick." Again, Riki's words made Kiana freeze. A brother? He called himself Brother?
"Let me be sick, let me follow Rendi." Kiana's tears just flowed.
"Kia, you can't say that. Rendi must be sad to see you like this. You have to be honest, you have to be strong. Rendi doesn't want to leave you, but she can't fight destiny. So don't do this, yeah." Riki wiped Kiana's tears.
"Aren't you Seneng if I die? So in this house there will be no more shame. Now why is Brother good to me?" Kiana looked at Rendi with questions.
"Sorry, Brother. You can't be a good brother to you. Sorry, you know the words Brother has been hurting you so much. I'm sorry, sorry, Brother.." said Riki.
"Anybody not shy about apologizing to an illegitimate child like me?"
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