
It was like being struck by lightning during the day, I really didn't expect this to happen to me. Oh God why do you test me with such a heavy thing. I cried hysterically after finding out if I had this severe illness, I don't know what stage I'm at. How shocked and sad I am.
"Hiks hyks...."
I cried incessantly that day until night. To the extent that I was tired and fell asleep on the carpet beside my bed. I felt no more hunger.
The morning sun's rays pierced through the cracks of my bedroom ventilation.
Instantly I felt that a tinge of light was shining into my eyes. I opened my eyes that were still heavy and my head was a little dizzy from crying all night.
"Srstttt..."
With a careless step I set foot into the bathroom sink to wash my face. I looked at my sad face in the mirror.
"How sad is my life, romance, even this kind of sickness. Huhhhhhhhhh"
After washing my face, I continued with the morning shower. This morning I decided not to go to work. It's not possible if I work with a face like this. I put my body back on the bed as I opened my phone and sent my permission message to my boss.
Today I planned to entertain myself, going to a small park near the hospital not far from my contract.
after half an hour of preparation, I also stepped away to my destination, today I have not intended to see a specialist in internal medicine as recommended by midwives at the clinic where I checked up yesterday afternoon. I'm not ready for the reality I'm going to face next.
Oops I forgot to introduce myself. Ehemz, the name of 22-year-old full moon Ku Raifa and I just graduated from one of the campuses in my area, now I work at one of the private schools not far from my former campus. Oh yes, I am here can be called a nomad anyway, because the distance of my house and my residence now takes almost 2 hours and different districts. I also contracted alone, not without reason yahh, because I once lost a valuable item and the culprit is my own boarding friends with jealous motives to me, it is not logical right?.
All of a sudden, I hit someone's back and fell down, not him who fell but me, hehehe. Yahh the back of the man was hard and big like a rock and as a result my head was grieved.
"Sorry, are you okay?"
A baritone from someone I hit on his back and I opened my head. Oh my god, that handsome fuckt tauu to the point that I can't even blink looking at him. White nose, tapered eyebrows, tipisss ohhh perfect lips. Suppose I could have you a handsome prince.
"Hello? Are you okay, mbak?"
"Eh, no mas, I'm fine" I gasped as he waved his hand in front of my face. Oh my shame, I am this. Meeting a handsome prince with a pitiful face and acting silly like this.
"I'm sorry I didn't accidentally"
Eh how even he who apologized anyway, the one who hit him was me.
"Yes mas not papa, I am also sorry because the road is not wily" I said while looking down because I did not dare to look at his face.
"Mother I'm sorry well, and I'm in a hurry once again sorry yahh, excuse me first'
"Yes mas"
I am still staring at his disappearance. The charm of that man really made me bewitched. But I stepped my foot again and I stopped when I was on a bench in the park. I sat on the bench staring around the park, the majority of which were hospital patients.
"That's just a possibility, for more details mbak check to a more expert doctor, do not delay ya mbak. so that the handling is faster and the roots have not spread"
That sentence is still on my mind.
Suddenly a ball rolled towards me.
"Sister, please throw the ball here'
The voice of a small child with an infusion hose in his hand stared at me with a sweet smile. The boy was accompanied by a nurse beside him.
I also walked towards them while carrying the ball.
"This is the ball" I said with a smile
"Thank you big brother, I want to play ball again" said the child sumringah, he also ran small smbil carrying fluid infususnya hanging.
"Rafa don't run around like that, it'll fall"
"Yes aunty"
"Sus, if I may know what the child is sick at all?"
"Rafa is sick with cancer, his body is very weak but his spirit is very high"
The nurse's answer made my heart race faster. Such a small child would have to suffer from such a severe illness.
"Why mbak, why are you crying?"
"No papa kok sus, I'm sorry first" I also stepped away leaving the nurse who seemed confused by the sudden dripping of my tears.
I also left the garden with mixed thoughts and feelings.
"Huffff" I let out a long sigh and decided to stop at a mini market with the intention of buying some snacks and buying a face mask. Shortly after, I walked back to my contract.
Once in the contract I also do a face mask while sitting down to eat really what snacks I bought earlier. Even though my mind is again messed up at least my face still looks beautiful when dealing with my students and coworkers tomorrow.
I thought for a moment, should I tell my family about my illness. Ahh I don't think I'm ready to tell them, let alone I haven't checked it and haven't been ascertained whether it's true or not. I hope it's not right.
Tonight, I also checked back the subject matter that I will pass on to the students tomorrow and some of the teaching eye books that I will bring, he said, so that tomorrow morning I don't have to bother to prepare it.
"Huffff tomorrow I'm teaching again and have the spirit as usual, do not forget to take vitamins, the beautiful spirit of Raifa"