YOU WERE MEANT TO BE WITH ME
lessons
The dim room will be light, filled only with moonlight. It was seen someone prostrating on the cold floor covered only by a pillowcase.
He was suffering from pain in his stomach. But he knew this pain was nothing with what he would experience in the afterlife if he did not pray.
"Takashi what are you doing?" yamato asked Kei's right hand to the guard who was standing in front of Takashi's room door.
"I don't know, sir, but from the day he was brought here he always asked us to bring water." Yamato who heard that immediately entered by violently breaking down the door. He approached Takashi who was looking right then left while saying something Yamato did not understand. Takashi just finished his prayer.
"Takashi" somehow Yamato became awkward to approach Takashi. He thinks Takashi tried to commit suicide by immersing himself in the water he collected.
If Takashi wants to kill himself, he doesn't have to ask the bodyguard for water up ahead. Just go to the bathroom and drown yourself in there. And Takashi doesn't want to kill because since he converted to Islam, he has learned a lot.
Including suicide because it is not a shortcut to solve the problem and suicide is one of the big sins.
Allah Ta’ala says:
ﻭَﻻَ ﺗَﻘْﺘُﻠُﻮﺍْ ﺃَﻧﻔُﺴَﻜُﻢْ ﺇِﻥَّ ﺍﻟﻠّﻪَ ﻛَﺎﻥَ ﺑِﻜُﻢْ ﺭَﺣِﻴﻤًﺎ * ﻭَﻣَﻦ ﻳَﻔْﻌَﻞْ ﺫَﻟِﻚَ ﻋُﺪْﻭَﺍﻧًﺎ ﻭَﻇُﻠْﻤًﺎ ﻓَﺴَﻮْﻑَ ﻧُﺼْﻠِﻴﻪِ ﻧَﺎﺭًﺍ ﻭَﻛَﺎﻥَ ﺫَﻟِﻚَ ﻋَﻠَﻰ ﺍﻟﻠّﻪِ ﻳَﺴِﻴﺮًﺍ
“ And do not kill yourselves; verily Allah is Most Merciful to you. And whosoever does so in violation of rights and iniquities, We shall put him in Hell. That is easy for Allah.” (QS. With Nisa: 29-30).
Prophet Shallallahu’alaihi Wasallam said:
ﻣﻦ ﻗﺘﻞ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﺑﺸﻲﺀ ﻋﺬﺏ ﺑﻪ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻴﺎﻣﺔ
“ Whoever kills himself with something, he will be punished with it in doomsday” (HR. Bukhari. 6105, Muslim no. 110).
Suicide is the worst of all sins. So why would Takashi do that?
"Oh hai Yamato-san" Takashi said
"Ah I want to go" Yamato clumsily himself when if the one before him was Takashi then he would beat him to permanent paralysis but this was like something different.
"please, but may I ask you to turn on the light?" Yamato was without realizing it.
Waitaminute! Why did I obey his orders?
"You~"
"Arigatou has helped me" Takashi cut because he knew the continuation of the sentence must be an expression of his anger.
"Yes"
"Sit down" Takashi patted the side of his mattress for Yamato to sit on.
"Your good attitude makes me ticklish"
"You said you wanted to go, right? Then be careful"
"Not so" yamato snorted.
The situation began to calm down, Yamato was still standing in the same place.
"Takashi have you improved?" Yamato dispelled this silence. But this was not what Yamato wanted to say. Why was he so afraid to yell and scold Takashi.
"Alhamdulillah has improved" Takashi replied with a smile.
"Did?" Yamato did not understand what Takashi said.
"I've improved" Takashi understood that Yamato did not understand but he was sure that Yamato's curiosity would be even greater than he was.
"...."
"Is there any more Yamato?" takashi interrupts their silence.
"There's something I want to ask you about why you're out".
"about that? Looks like it'll be a long time"
Yamato looked at his expensive watch, he should have gone to a nightclub with Kei to do business but it seems he prefers to be here with Takashi.
"a-i don't want to talk about it" Takashi's eyes were already teary-eyed ready to shed her tears. "Telling me about it is like opening up my own disgrace."
"Takashi what's wrong with you?" Yamato panicked to see Takashi crying and sat down next to Takashi.
"I'm sorry I'm not going to tell you this I'm too embarrassed to open my disgrace...."
"What do you mean disgrace?" Yamato did not understand what Takashi said.
"Yamato, don't you know? You were there and after that you left me. You think I'm dead from being beaten up, don't you?" Takashi rubbed his eyes away the trace of tears there.
Yamato understood a little so Takashi was just heartbroken from feeling thrown away. Isn't that normal? Even Takashi did that. Why is this man in front of him so carried away.
That night we played a little bit with the women we met on the side of the road. The clothes are already shabby and we bet on who can survive with the girl until the morning at this bar then one of their collection cars will be given to the winner. Takashi, Kaneki, and Yamato took the gamble and the winner was Takashi. They lose because the girl looks cute and boring and they can't stand girls like that.
And there is a misunderstanding, it turns out that the woman is pregnant she tried to run away from home to meet the father of this child. And the sister of the girl who is the leader of the machi-yokko group thought that she was the one who impregnated the sister. Quarrels ensued and the woman remained silent as if to justify the accusation. The woman wants herself to be eliminated so that the lover who has impregnated her is safe. That's very sneaky.
"Then why did you survive?"
"i was met by someone who helped and changed my life for the better in this religion, in the favor of Islam and faith. Hani and his father they helped me and took care of me sincerely and Hani's father taught me about Islam in 3 weeks. Before I died, Hani's father told me to find a teacher who could teach me more about Islam. And Allah has made it easy for me to meet the people of Sholeh. And I learned from them in an assembly even if only a few people were there" Takashi explained but his words left Yamato confused.
Takashi studied at the Tokyo mosque, Tokyo Camii. Hani is smart in choosing a location for his business that is close to the mosque. It's just that the distance of shops and highways is not close and the average buyer here is just a person who lives in this area.
Religion? Isn't that just a myth? Religion is only to scare the wrongdoer and threaten him with hell. Very funny when it was a myth when he was a child.
"Ooh so." Yamato nodded in understanding as if he understood. He will soon be searching the internet about Islam. And hopefully what he found were all things that contained positive.
"Yamato are you here? Nii-san (brother) is looking for you." a girl with a material-deficient outfit just walked into a man's room. A short skirt over the knee that was very spanned to form his synthetic butt, and a tanktop covered in red coat did not cover his entire body revealing his cleavage.
"Kiyoshi-sama is looking for me?" Kiyoshi is the surname of Kei and Kei's men call Kei by his surname.
"Hmm" the woman nodded her head. "Takashi are you back?" the woman walked over to Takashi, her ex-lover.
Takashi, who had noticed earlier, averted his gaze in surprise when he found out that the woman was already sitting next to him.
"Astagfirullah" Takashi stroked his chest. If she was the one who used to be this girl he had received in his bed.
"Megumi-sama can you come out?" smooth-drive Takashi.
"I just wanted to say hello to my ex" Megumi wanted to kiss Takashi and Takashi's aching cheek and stood up to avoid Megumi's kiss.
Ignoring her pain even Takashi felt her stomach like it was being squeezed.
"Yamato please take Megumi-sama out" Takashi's pinta on Yamato grimaced a little in pain.
"What the fuck are you Takashi?! Am I that disgusting? You're still mad because I decided on you?"
"Yamato take him out." Takashi snapped making the woman who heard it teary.
"Megumi-sama you better go out and tell your nii-san that I can't come" Yamato told Megumi.
"Takashi you don't have to yell! Who do you think you are, huh?! You're just someone lucky! It's still a good thing nii-san caught you alive I'm going to stir this up on nii-san!" Megumi spat on the floor and stomped her feet in annoyance and left.
"You don't want to chase?" yamato asked Takashi who was back in bed.
"Italian... (Sound) I seem to want to just sleep" ringis Takashi.
"Are you sure you can sleep when your life is threatened?"
"It doesn't seem like it, you know Yamato? it seems like this wound is getting worse and I may not be able to sleep" Takashi pointed at the wound.
"I don't mean that" Yamato growled, meaning that Takashi wasn't afraid that Takashi would be killed by Kei for hurting his younger brother Megumi.
"If you're still here, you'll make me sleepless" Takashi understood what Yamato meant just that he was trying to be relaxed anyway with this kind of situation and place where he could escape from Kei.
"You're kicking me out?"
"I'm just telling you what I'm going through if you're here" Takashi pulled the blanket ready to sleep ignoring the pair of eyes that kept staring at him in disbelief.
"I won't help you if something happens" Yamato left the silence there.
Takashi opened his closed eyes a few minutes ago. Takashi's heart was beating so fast, he knew Kei very well. Kei wouldn't mess around if it was related to his sister. Until now he was confused why he was still alive when Kei really did not like if anyone betrayed him.
It's Takashi's decision not to return to his jahiliyya. Whatever happens, he must believe that God is with him. And may this be a trial from God.
And the Prophet shallallahu’alaihi wa sallam bersabda,
ﺃﺷﺪ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺑﻼﺀ ﺍﻷﻧﺒﻴﺎﺀ , ﺛﻢ ﺍﻟﺼﺎﻟﺤﻮﻥ , ﺛﻢ ﺍﻷﻣﺜﻞ ﻓﺎﻷﻣﺜﻞ
“ The most difficult people are the Prophets, then the people pray, then the ones like them and the ones like” (HR. Ahmad, 3/78, al-Albani dishahih Al-Jami’ no. 995).
They are people who are loved by God. The test that befalls those whom God loves, is in order to sanctify it, and to elevate it, so that they become role models for others and can be patient.
(Source: muslim.or.id)
He must be patient, but that does not mean he must stay in place before trying something that can help him.
And Escape? Can he himself? I haven't tried how he knows the answer.
When Takashi stood up from his sleep he walked over to the window. His eyes stared so high up at the room he now occupied.
"Do I have to jump from the third floor? hahhh it's the same suicide especially there is an escort but I've jumped from this room and nothing happened" just now he wanted to jump and his stomach was sore and the sound of someone stopping his intention.
"Why not be?" asked someone from the doorway, coming slowly towards the window where the prisoner was standing.
Her hair danced subtly following the wind, she looked down and looked at the man beside her.
Takashi grimaced as his wound rubbed against the wall.
Hearing that groan Kei laughed Nista and pulled Takashi's body back inside.
"Is it like time just hurts? Even you've had more than one stab wound" Kei patted Takashi's shoulder and walked over to the bed.
"Looks like you know why I'm here" Kei smiled evil.
"Yes, and what do you want now?" takashi replied courageously by looking at Kei with a defiant look.
"Waaah look at you deserve my sister to come crying to me! This is the Takashi I know, tell me don't you want to go back to me? I still need you, your courage needs a thumbs up"
He is desperate if someone like Takashi comes back.Yakuza membership has declined, but that does not mean it is not dangerous. The backbone of their illegal business is pachinko, ampethamine trade (including ice and ecstasy), prostitution, pornography, extortion, and arms smuggling.
And he has planted a stake in Sam's country of 80 billion US dollars. Not only that, many agencies hire their services to
Their debts were not confiscated by the bank.
The company is estimated to obtain credit between 300-500 billion dollars, Facing this, Japanese banks obviously can not dwell.
He is also happy to deal with politics because many of those there are submissive to him.
He bribed them and some had been in school, his father about 100-200 people in Tokyo until graduating law degree. His father wanted to plant seedlings there as a network. Her father was not stupid to not prepare for anything if something happened to her. What a disheveled father's mind and he loved it.
"No way!" of course Takashi won't. How much of a payment he would receive himself remained unwilling.
"You know not if I don't like someone rejecting me!" Kei stood up again, taking out his cell phone from his suit pocket. "It's your phone and why are you deleting everyone's contacts here? Not even my number" Kei checked the phone and smiled strangely on the screen. "You know, punishment for someone who fails to do a job. Even if you don't fail, you're considered a traitor"
Of course Takashi knew what he was going to get, yubitsume was a term for Yakuza members who did not do the work that they would have been forced to do to cut their fingers. Cutting the body part which is generally the left little finger for the first mistake.
"I don't feel like I made a mistake and I think that's the right thing to do because I'm out of here"
"Wahh sugoi (great) Takashi you fascinate me, will the girl also be fascinated to see you who is this cool?" Takashi showed Takashi the phone number on the screen.
"Return" Takashi tries to snatch his phone and the hard push he gets until he has to hit the closet.
"Hani-chan is? Pffft even you added chan suffixes? Hahaha it's funny that even since you've been dating my sister you never called her that" Kei turned off the phone and started looking seriously at Takashi.
"Say what do you have to do with him?"
"it's none of your business!"
"I won't hurt you just relax even if you defy me often. You know loving someone is a weakness"
"Astagfirullah, don't you ever bother him! Be aware Kei you're always hurting someone innocent. He has nothing to do with this"
"Usually you will curse and beat someone you don't like but this time I got a foreign sentence and a lecture. Is this all because of that girl you changed?" Kei held back his anger because he felt Takashi liked Hani so much and tried to protect him. Even he forgot that his goal was to come here for his sister who had felt humiliated because she had been expelled by Takashi.
"Of course not" there was a sense of relief listening to it.
"I changed and chose to convert to Islam because Islam is a religion that is so beautiful.thank God gave me guidance through the intermediary of Hani and his father who at that time helped me selflessly. Whereas you guys just left me after that fight and assumed I was dead."
"Pffft religion?"
"Why are you laughing? open your eyes Kei and see that there is a god and an afterlife"
"God? Tell me where he is when I rule this country with all the evil I've done. The afterlife? Takashi when I was a kid I was often scared by my great-grandmother that if I lied I could go to hell and my tongue would be pulled. Pffft it's just a children's myth"
"...." - ".Takashi just silently heard it, if he spoke then there would be a debate. He could not force Kei to believe because there was no such thing as coercion.
Allah Ta’ala says,
ﻟَﺎ ﺇﻛْﺮَﺍﻩ ﻓِﻲ ﺍﻟﺪِّﻳﻦ ﻗَﺪْ ﺗَﺒَﻴَّﻦَ ﺍﻟﺮُّﺷْﺪ ﻣِﻦْ ﺍﻟْﻐَﻲّ
“ There is no compulsion in embracing religion. Really has been clear between truth and error ” (QS. Al Baqara: 256)
And if Kei wants to know more, ask the experts because he is still learning.
Islam teaches its people to return every problem to its experts.
Allah Ta’ala says,
ﻓَﺎﺳْﺄَﻟُﻮﺍ ﺃَﻫْﻞَ ﺍﻟﺬِّﻛْﺮِ ﺇِﻥْ ﻛُﻨْﺘُﻢْ ﻻ ﺗَﻌْﻠَﻤُﻮﻥَ
“ Ask a scientist if you do not know” (QS. Nahl: 43)
"So you're just giving Hani a favor?" Kei changed the topic and asked what had been discussed. He hopes Takashi will say yes, so he will return Takashi to Hani's bakery.
"I don't know what to return the favor to, but if you don't like it when I'm trying to protect it then I'll do it whether you like it or not" Takashi seemed to know what Kei was thinking.
Buugh
Kei punched Takashi's jaw firmly leaving a bruised mark there.
"I wouldn't leave her in a situation like this, especially if you were around her I wouldn't die"
Buuugh
Before finishing his sentence, Takashi continuously got a raw bogem from Kei. With a breath of breath Kei pulled Takashi's collar.
"Then I will force you to leave him" Kei pulled a gun out of his suit pocket ready to bang Takashi's head with his hot bullet.
"If you want to kill me then before that please tell me what my mistake is?" Takashi glanced at the gun that was already attached to his forehead.
Kei kept silent on hearing that, for what reason? During this time he also always killed people clearly. Even the prostitutes she killed after she put them on.
I don't know why he feels like killing including his hobby. Might? I don't know if he's confused.
"You jealous? you like her, don't you? Then I will say, that you would never be accepted by Hani if you were still like this even if you had to cry blood"
"really?" Kei put the gun back in. He became anxious himself if what Takashi said was indeed true.
Takashi is convinced that Kei already likes Hani. After a long time together with Kei himself became to know how the nature of Kei.
Kei someone who is very difficult to fall for a girl. He is usually obsessed with women. It cannot be said love when Kei has a lover just to satisfy his depraved lust for free and if he is bored then he will kill him so that the woman is not used by others. Enough of him to wear it, Kei's jealousy has indeed crossed the normal line. And all those around him Kei knew that it was not love even if Kei treated his lover like a queen.
If Takashi gathers the tears of the former Kei maybe he can make a river.
It was strange to see Kei helpless like this, but Takashi only said that but Kei's face was lethargic. What if it's real? Crying blood? Maybe Kei did.
But on the other hand Takashi is afraid that if Kei is only obsessed with Hani then it is very dangerous in his life. Kei is not a person who plays around with his words if he wants someone dead then he will do and if he wants Hani he will certainly do.
"Takashi could it be that I like him?" Kei stared at the floor with a pus. "Honestly I don't like Hani" Kei turned his gaze to look at Takashi who was surprised to hear that. "You seem surprised to hear that, are you afraid that I'll treat Hani like my ex?"
Takashi's silence answered him.
"I would never do that, just to touch it I was reluctant. After she refused me to touch her even if it was just the cloth she was wearing I knew that she was very respectful. I like him that way, seeing him so good to you honestly I don't like. But if he's basically always well-behaved with that fellow, it makes me want to smile inside. You can be here alive because I don't want to see Hani tear up."
"Key you?" what a beautiful sentence for Takashi from a Yakuza leader. Kei who he had considered cruel all along turned out to have a very gentle side.
Who does not know the Yamaguchi-gumi Group? He has even been blacklisted as a world fugitive.
But if you talk about him who is good, of course he has done it. When an earthquake hits Kobe, the fifth largest city in Japan, the Yakuza with its power to send aid. And some people praised the Yakuza's response in this difficult situation. Is it true that Kei did it all with sincere intentions?
Of course not, he just wants to do public relations.
"I mean I don't want to see him tear up because I don't want him crying over another man"
Takashi gaping to hear it, it turns out Kei's selfish nature will always stick to his heart. So selfish of him, it is not okay if Hani cries for him?
"And I don't like it if you're trying to protect her especially from me. Am I so cruel that you have to protect me?"
Of course, the answer is no.
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Machi-yukko is what protects the city from the kabuki-mono, many small towns in Japan form machi-yokko (task unit (satgas) villages). This task force consists of traders, employees, and ordinary people who want to donate their energy to face the kabuki-mono . Although they were poorly trained and few in number, it turned out that the members of these machi-yokko were able to guard their area from the attacks of the kabuki-mono . In 17th century Japan, the
this Machi-yokko is considered like a hero.
Kabuki-mono is a chirpy samurai who carries a sword everywhere. They spoke to each other in slang and secret code. There is a high loyalty among fellow ronin so this group is difficult to eradicate.
the samurai who were previously called
hatomo-yakko (servant of the shogun) then lost the master, or referred to as the family
ronin .
The problem became complicated, because after successfully overthrowing the ronin, the members of these machi-yokko instead left their initial profession and chose to be thugs .
(Source : Wikipedia)
