You're The Only One I Love

Introduce my name ... #1

Hi, my name is Novia Keanila called Novi or Kean, I am 25 years old and I work in one of the companies in the city X secretary section, he said, well, I'm the secretary who has the company, fortunately, my boss is a woman who is so good and understanding. I worked for 3 years to cover all my needs, my son and my mother .. Ehh child !!! I'm a one-child widow, my 3-year-old daughter Kayla.

I got married at the age of 21 and my husband was 23 years old named Farel Sanjaya. We married emang because it is arranged but that does not mean because it is betrothed not to like each other, once we were reunited we immediately like the term people anyway fell in love at first sight is hehehe, hehehe, my husband is so kind and loving that's why the more I love him and him.

But the age of our marriage was not long because of anything, exactly a month later I gave birth to my husband died while on a tour of duty out of town.

My husband has a family company and his position is quite high, namely Deputy Director while his brother Mas Ikhsan is the main director.

By using my husband's public airplane and his team on official trips, usually Mas Farel always contact me if it has arrived or transit or whatever to make sure I am not worried but this one is different, I'd love to take him to the usual airport just to take him to the front of the house but this wants to come to the airport.

All the way longing for my distended stomach in elus-elus by his hand either this premonition or what was clear at the time I wanted to always be nearby.

The journey from city X to city S only takes about 40 minutes but it has been 3 hours mas farel do not contact me as well as I who contact his mobile phone but not connected at all.

Because of my condition of being pregnant, my mother-in-law advised me to rest in the room first, I agreed. I laid my body down because I was exhausted and finally my eyes closed.

No matter how long I heard someone knocking on my door and whether I had been asleep for how long until I heard no one knocking and calling my name, I opened the door, when I opened the door I saw my mother-in-law crying and immediately hugging me, I asked 2 in my mind what this is why mom was crying.

" what's wrong mom, why are you crying ? " after releasing the mother's embrace. " Daughter, your husband's farel . "not her continuing but instead she's crying more and more.

As I let go of my mother-in-law's hand "No ma'am, there's no way mas farel's going, gaaakk ma'am please don't lie to me ma'am".

My mother-in-law remained in her position and continued to cry without giving any further explanation.

I began to cry screaming unclear for what I heard from my mother-in-law's mouth, I was shocked by this news, the mother who saw my condition immediately hugged me kissed my head repeatedly 2. My eyes were filled with tears and arrived2 my vision was blurry my head was dizzy and I fainted.

I don't know how long I fainted when I realized there was my mother, my sister and my two best friends in the room. Those who were waiting for me so worried about my condition especially now that I am pregnant, they hug me one by one to strengthen myself for this disaster. My mind and sight were blank, I silently mourned what had happened. As I and Mas farel waited for our baby why this calamity had happened, God called so quickly to Mas farel before he saw his son born.

" Why is God not fair to me ? " God has brought papa with him and now mas farrel mah! ". Mama Rena who always beside me can not say many mama just cry while hugging me. "this is His will God son, believe God will give happiness to you and your child ".

My two best friends continue to encourage me to get through this ordeal and accept everything with sincerity.

I could only cry and cry, and I felt like I wanted to join the farel, my soulmate who was always there for me who was always with me now no longer exists, no one kisses me every morning, calls me all the time, hugs me and everything.

That's my story, my short but meaningful home story to me, now that I'm fighting on my own to raise my son Kayla, I know it's not easy being a single parent but I have to fight for myself and my son.