You're Mine Forever

34.Missing the Retta Usually

Like lightning for the Altezza family, the death of one of their children and grandchildren who have just entered the age of 1 month, where they do not know what and do not understand what, really unfortunate fate Della.

Retta from earlier kept crying in silence, she did not go to her son's funeral so now she is at home with Bi Sri who is still below,her tears soaked the white pillow, her eyes were so swollen, she once said the name of her daughter who had gone away her mother from the world for her long.

Retta went to the bathroom, but she had just finished her bath a few hours ago,I don't know how long Retta in the bathroom that Bi Sri knows is only water that continues to flow 20 minutes after Retta cries in the bathroom, she said,Rey has now returned home from her daughter's funeral, heavy? Yes, but as a man he must be strong.

“Bi why?” Tanya Rey who has arrived at the door finds Bi Sri who is looking for her lady who does not appear “it sir,young lady she did not come out and there was only the sound of water flowing from earlier” said Bi Sri immediately made Rey round her eyes in disbelief, she opened the door that was not in the key “RETTA!” Shouting from outside the locked bathroom door, feeling no answer Rey was forced to break down the door, brakk one kick managed to make the door open,sure Retta is now unconscious self-soaking in the bath tub let the water that had filled and enveloped her already almost covered her forehead,luckily Rey arrived just in time before that happened.

“Yes dear what you did”Rey asked Retta who was unconscious of her heart now really raging sadness more passionate gebu gebu her self,he quickly brought Retta drove to the hospital, after changing her clothes that were getting wet from earlier exposed to cold water “adar dear...do not let a small child break your spirit, said Rey holding the hand of Retta who was on the infusion.

“Strengthen your mind son.he was hit maybe...Retta is a tough child but in such a case she will be very weak” said stepmom Retta who from earlier increasingly accompanied Retta in her room who was not aware of herself as well.

Rey decided to go out and look for fresh air to clear her mind one of her favorite people had gone away her and now she did not want the most loved ones died it's her again, her smile, her anger, her,her beautiful face is always shadowed in Rey's mind from earlier may be very difficult to clear her mind when someone is in a condition that does not mind.

2 Hours have passed Retta is still unconscious too, Rey is now sitting in a chair that is in front of the door of Retta's room waiting for his wife to realize, not long from that “nak let's go in...Retta had realized” said Mama Mia who was also inside after returning home from the funeral of her one granddaughter.

Rey who heard it immediately rose from her seat stepped quickly into the meeting with the wife who was now conscious,the position of Retta who was turning her back made Rey difficult to meet Retta “sayang...”kata Rey lirih, while Mama Mia and her mother-in-law had come out.

Maybe this is one of the trials that God gave to his “sayang..eat first well..I bribe”Retta shook his head replacement said “not” with the position still turned to Rey, Rey,the incident greatly made Retta very devastated to lose her baby even though there is still Dilan but her heart felt very devastated, which mother is not sad will miss her child.

Retta only opened her mouth resignedly when Rey bribed a spoonful of porridge into her mouth, not a single word was said from the second until the porridge was full already empty, no single word was said,Rey poured a glass of water and gave it to Retta, and she just sipped the glass to the end without a word.

“You want to until when silence continues dear..pity loh Dilan is still at home”kata Rey rubbed Retta's head slowly hoping Retta soon recovered from her silence from earlier “but Della...”said Retta then back dripping her tears “don't cry tomorrow we go to her grave well to calm down, so,her mama was not there at the funeral how to calm down, ” said Rey trying to persuade Retta that she wanted to visit her daughter's grave.

Retta bit her lower lip feeling awkward and guilty,he was wasting his coarse breath “iya” just the word that was on the out right of his lips at least it had made Rey a little calm seeing her wife not soaking in silence.

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“Sayang eat first yuk let's eat well later sick loh”from earlier that's what Rey did yah persuaded Retta who was still mute accompanying her boy who was almost asleep,Retta continued to answer her by shaking her head somehow in Rey's mind this time but instead she was very worried and afraid of the state of her wife like this.

Rey rubbed her rough face and left Retta dead in room “ I miss...I miss the cheerful Retta, the rickety Retta, the fierce Retta I miss all her sweet smile....why this happened to us, really restore Retta who was jolly Lord”Rey muttered in his heart to pour the contents of his mind with his heart is very tight.

“Sorry if I repot you Rey.but I just want to keep quiet.Sorry if I can't accept the situation.I'm not a tough girl in this case...I hope you understand I”murm Retta who saw Rey from the middle window ruffling her hair.

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