YOU'RE IN MY HEART
CHAPTER 5 IS A SUBSTITUTE
Rod Dewi was stunned when he heard Jian say about another woman who had been his lover who was also his former fiancee.
The body of the Goddess Trunk froze, her heart felt torn and twisted, a new-growing different feeling that the innocent girl felt suddenly evaporated somewhere.
A glass of drinking water fell spilled onto the table that accidentally knocked on the elbow of the Goddess Stem, the innocent girl suddenly lost her concentration and looked confused.
"Ehk... Excuse me... I-i...I do not understand your words.", said Batang Dewi stammered.
"Well, you look a lot like my ex-lover" said Jian who had noticed the Goddess Rod continuously.
"Institute I look like your ex?", asked Batang Dewi while cleaning up the water spill from the glass that fell onto the table with a tissue.
"From the way you speak and your face is similar when you smile" said the amnesiac man.
"really ? Then why did your lover leave you if I saw you, so perfect, Jian!?", said the curious Goddess Rod.
"Haaahs... Perfect, yes.., I don't think that word is right for me because it has no effect on my life" Jian replied leaning back.
"You mean?", asked Rod Dewi stopping his hand movement on the table.
"Well, because perfection in me doesn't make my disloyal ex-fiance come back to me" Jian said.
"mmm... Are you still expecting it?", asked Batang Dewi without looking at the amnesiac man.
"No.", said Jian briefly.
The young man then turned his face back to the outside of the window of the room and pensive.
"Is it so painful for you that you experience trauma as well as events that make you amnesiac... Jian...?", asked Batang Dewi as he turned his head towards the man he called Jian.
"What hurts my heart is not because of the betrayal of my former fiance but because of the humiliation I got at that time" said Jian who was still looking out the window.
"Oh..., so, yes.", said Batang Dewi slowly. "If you still love her, why don't you go after her and take her back, Jian?", he continued.
The simple innocent girl understood about Jian's feelings, the poor amnesiac man because he also felt the same way as Jian felt the pain in his heart when he found out the stranger without identity loved another woman.
It hurt so much that Batang Dewi heard Jian say about his former fiancee whom he still remembered and Jian loved.
Just consider herself a surrogate woman for Jian, a man who has lost his memory and is injured.
Somehow, that feeling suddenly came into his heart in how way, however, which was now felt by the Goddess Trunk his heart began to be enamored of the charm of a handsome man who was younger than eight years from him.
"Maybe I'm really stupid, like an amnesiac guy who still loves his ex-fiance..."
Rod Dewi was only able to mutter in his little heart when he realized he had fallen in love with the amnesiac man he just knew.
"He left me by marrying a wealthy widower who promised him to make my ex-fiance an international model" Jian said grimly.
"Do you love her so much that you lose this memory?", asked the Goddess Trunk while looking seriously at Jian.
"Let's know.., I don't remember how I had this amnesia... I don't remember anything about that", said Jian bowed. "And I just remember if I had an ex-fiance who had left me.", she said sadly.
"Oh !? I understand that, Jian", said Batang Dewi as he rubbed his chest slowly.
The first love that had just grown and he felt in the heart of the Goddess Stem, he had to get rid of it far from the bottom of his heart and hold it deep without him being able to speak.
His feelings are captivated by the presence of Jian, a foreign man who experienced amnesia, forcing the Goddess Rod to throw his love interest to Jian.
"Eat this breakfast, I make a delicious vegetable toast for you, eat it because you have to take medicine to relieve your pain, Jian" said Batang Dewi.
The trunk of the Goddess then stood up and stepped out of the middle room, before he got outside, the amnesiac foreign man called himself.
"Hi ! Don't go!", call Jian to the Goddess Rod
"Yes.", said Batang Dewi while turning to Jian the amnesiac.
"Can you help me?", asked Jian.
"Help you ? What should I help?", said Batang Dewi by asking.
"My hand still hurts from being hurt, and I ask you for help, can you help me feed that bread to me?" Jian said with a clear glance.
"Ehk!?", the Goddess Trunk was shocked to hear the request from Jian, the amnesiac man.
"Please..", pinta Jian pleaded.
The Goddess' trunk became unbearable when Jian asked her help to feed the amnesiac man a piece of vegetable toast for his breakfast in the morning.
He realized that he was only a substitute for the amnesiac man and he knew that if Jian never considered himself to be the Goddess Stem, there was, in Jian's life.
The Goddess who knew that she was only a substitute for Jian was forced to accept Jian's attitude for the recovery of the amnesiac foreign man.
The innocent girl who has a height of about 178 cm is starry Taurus, and in accordance with the nature of a Taurus is soft, soft, being compassionate and generous caused him to be willing and accept the amnesiac Jian with a patient heart.
"Has your hand hurt so much that you have trouble eating your breakfast with your hand?", asked Batang Dewi and went to the sofa, where Jian lay and leaned.
"My hands are badly injured and it still hurts to be made to lift something, it looks like I should go to check on these wounds" Jian said.
"Hmmm... All right, I'll feed you this vegetable toast, and tomorrow we'll go to the doctor because I have to go to work and ask the boss of the bakery owner where I work today", batang Dewi.
"Yes.", said Jian slowly.
"Open your mouth slowly and try to eat this vegetable toast made by me" said Batang Dewi while feeding the amnesiac man with his vegetable toast.
"Emm, yes" said Jian as he opened his mouth and devoured the vegetable toast that was in the hands of the Goddess Stem. "Did you make this breakfast yourself ?"
"Well, why?", asked Batang Dewi.
"Lezat.", only that answer came out of Jian's mouth.
"Sorry, if the breakfast is very simple because I still do not have the money to buy other food ingredients and while we have breakfast with bread and vegetables" said Batang Dewi.
"What do you do?", asked the amnesiac man.
"Emm, nice job, I think, because you can eat those buns every day. Did you make them yourself?" said Jian.
"Well, I have to make the Italian bread itself and sell it" said Batang Dewi. "And it is true that you say that my work is very pleasant" he continued, cutting the vegetable toast into pieces on the plate.
"You like it?", asked Jian.
Jian's gaze was extremely gentle as well as his extremely handsome and heart-pulling face, almost making the heart of the Goddess Trunk stop beating. And almost made the innocent girl fall unconscious.
"Like !? Like what !?", said Batang Dewi nervously.
"Your job.", Jian replied.
"Oh.., yes, I really like it, because it is a new thing for me" said Batang Dewi.
"Newly ? Did you just work there ? Where is the bakery where you work?", asked Jian who was leaning on the sofa.
"Yes, I am still a beginner in making Italian bread, the location of the bakery is on Via Cenisio Street, Milan, 0.9 km from Monumental Cemetery, Italy. Do you want to go there?" said Batang Dewi.
"Yes, if I am healed, I will visit you there" Jian replied.
"Do you know where the bakery is?", asked Batang Dewi.
"Hmmm... No. gabe... I don't know that place at all... Why?", Jian said, asking.
"That's the place where the first time, I found you lying covered in wounds in front of the veranda of an Italian bakery" Batang Dewi said.
"Oh.., what a pity, I don't remember it.", said Jian.
"Well, sometime I will take you to the bakery where I work" said Batang Dewi.
Jian seemed to be very fond of the vegetable toast made by Batang Dewi as well as spending two slices of the vegetable toast greedily.
The Goddess Trunk painstakingly pointed the drink glass at Jian and then rubbed the mouth of the foreign man with a piece of tissue.
"Thank you." said Jian.
The amnesiac man's shady gaze was able to hypnotize the Goddess Stem and make his heart melt.
Although it felt heavy to accept it, the Goddess Trunk who was determined to care for and heal the foreign man, willingly, if Jian considered herself as a substitute woman for her former fiance who had betrayed Jian.
"Take this painkiller first because I have not been able to take you to the doctor and I will change your bandage today" said Batang Dewi.
"Emmm.., yes.., and I'm sorry to have troubled you." said Jian.
"It's okay, as long as you still haven't recovered and your wounds are still not healed, I will take care of you, Jian" said the Goddess Rod.
"But this is not your responsibility" Jian said slowly.
"Responsibility or not but this is a sense of emancipation between our fellow human beings, and I expect nothing from you. Trust me, Jian!", said the Goddess Rod.
"Is that the only reason you helped me?", asked the amnesiac man who was called Jian.
"Yes... Why ?", said Batang Dewi.
"No, it's okay" said Jian lowering his head.
"Do you think I expect a reward from you or do you suspect me!?", asked the Goddess Rod while frowning.
"Ah.., no.", said Jian. "I've never thought that way about you, I just feel like you're different."
"Different !? Didn't you say that I look so much like your ex-fiancee then why are you saying I'm different now !? I don't understand, Jian", said the Goddess Rod.
"You only look like his face but are not the same as my ex, everyone", Jian said, trying to wipe his hands slowly.
"Oh.", said Batang Dewi.
"Well", Jian said as he glanced at the Goddess Trunk sitting on the sofa.
Secretly the young amnesiac man noticed the Goddess Trunk that was busy removing the bandages that wrapped his body.
A faint smile expanded on his handsome face when he saw the Goddess Trunk deftly tending to his wounds.
Jian's heart, that amnesiac man, that had felt empty and empty before him was now slowly feeling warm again. And filled with flowers of romance blooming very beautiful in the recesses of his heart and happy himself.
"In a moment, I will take my medicine box" said Batang Dewi as he stood up.
"Wait.", Jian said as he held tightly to the arm of the Goddess Trunk quickly.
"What is it?", asked Batang Dewi.
"I.., I.., I am thirsty", said Jian with a face flushed with shame.
"Oh, yes, I will get you another drink in the kitchen while taking the medicine box, wait a moment" Batang Dewi said hurriedly.
Before he went to the kitchen, it was seen that the Goddess Rod was cleaning the table scattered in the middle room and carrying a new dirty clothes off by Jian because he had to change the bandage.
The glass of milk a few minutes ago was still intact on the table, apparently Jian did not drink the milk that the Goddess Stem made for him earlier. And only then did the Goddess Rod realize that Jian could not take the glass because the injuries on his body were quite severe.
Rod Dewi looked at Jian's perfect body and admired him, the amnesiac man's body was dashing and included in the athletic category.
At the time of the Goddess Trunk who was engrossed in the attention of Jian's body was like the body of the warlord before when he was still a queen, Jian caught the Goddess Trunk looking at herself without a superior while smiling faintly and said to the plain girl.
"What are you looking at?", asked Jian.
"Ehk !? There is no !", said Batang Dewi.
Hurriedly, the Goddess Trunk turned her gaze away from Jian and rushed away leaving the middle room towards another room to retrieve the medicine box.
Jian only chuckled lightly at the behavior of the Goddess Stems who were caught secretly admiring his body shape. Because as long as he was injured and amnesia the attention of the Goddess Stems were able to treat the wounds in Jian's heart. Although without him realizing it Jian's heart began to be interested in the Goddess Trunk. And only that innocent and innocent girl was able to make him laugh again.
Only in the most painful last memory Jian was remembering his former lover who had been his fiancee.
