You're Bearded

I'm sorry Dimas

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I threw my body on the soft bed, though,I see the ceiling of the room I imagine Melisaku's face.The kiss that I had only imagined is now a reality.The perfume that Melisa is wearing today is still attached to my face.It feels like I want to keep this shirt while imagining Melisaku.I love you very much Melisa I'll never let you go. Call Melisaku before I go to sleep

"Hello" Melisaku's soft voice

"Darling, I love you so much" I told Melisa.Entah how many times I said that sentence to Melisa.I hope Melisa is not the same to listen to him.

"thank you for today dear" In my gentle tone to my beloved.

"Sama-sama" Melisaku's short speech may be Melisa who is still shy to say words of love.I said good-bye to Melisaku and then I hung up the phone so that Melisa immediately rested.

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Melissa prov

"What I did" I felt guilty doing the kiss.Magician-lap my lips this former kiss.Really I feel sorry, maybe because it was the first time I did it.

"Why am I sorry when I get home?why didn't I refuse when Dimas kissed me earlier" I ruffled my hair with regret.I can't sleep thinking about my relationship with Dimas.

"Have I wrongly accepted this relationship?"

"Why am I so scared"

"I'd better end this relationship"

I said in my heart.

I didn't understand at the time about how I felt about Dimas.Either I was in love with him or just pity Dimas.See my phone I read a message from Dimas there are a lot of words dear Dimas shown to me.I think before this relationship is too long I have to immediately break this relationship.Although I do not have the heart to feel.Send a message to Dimas that sounds:

"Dimas, forgive me.I really feel guilty about this relationship.I don't understand how I feel about you, whether out of love or....

ahhhh..I'm really confused Dimas.Maybe we'd better just end this relationship before this relationship is too far.I hope you understand"

I hope Dimas isn't mad at me.

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Dimas prov's

"Dimas, forgive me.I really feel guilty about this relationship.I don't understand how I feel about you, whether out of love or....

ahhhh..I'm really confused Dimas.Maybe we'd better just end this relationship before this relationship is too far.I hope you understand"

For some reason when I read the message from Melisa the heart feels broken.I don't understand why Melisa can play with my feelings.

"can Melisa not believe me yet?" I said in my heart

I don't know what answer I'm going to answer for Melisa.

I re-read the message from Melisa.Then I pressed the reply button.

"Why baby?don't you believe in my love?" I asked Melisa in a short message.

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Melissa prov

I read a message from Dimas and I replied:

"I believe in your love Dimas, but I don't believe in myself.Either I love you or I don't really know"

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Dimas prov's

I read a sentence of a message from Melisa.And I understood it probably because I was too quick to say love to her and too fast to run this relationship.

"Well Melisa, I accept your decision if it's what's best for you" I told Melisa.

I kiss again the clothes that still have the scent of Melisa perfume last time.Then I take off the shirt as a sign I have to forget Melisaku.

"Ahhhhh" while slamming my phone on the bed.

Then for a moment I thought of something and smiled.

"Let's love me, I'm sure of it"