You found me with my God

Chapter 5 - Heartache

After closing the room door, Tasya again took out the religious book and began to read it, he found out about religion through the Internet, too, he found out about the prayer he had done when he was in elementary school. As Tasya read the book, Mami suddenly came.

"Tasya, it's gone home but there's no sound whatsoever" said Mami who so suddenly.

Tasya who was surprised because the presence of Mami who came so suddenly immediately hid the book, somehow there is a fear if her Mami will be angry if she knows Tasya buying books about religion. "Mommy? Why did you suddenly enter? Tasya to the surprise of Mam," said Tasya with a facial expression that as much as possible he made ordinary.

Mami walked in without feeling the slightest together, she sat on the bed and exhaled her breath slowly. "Why should you be surprised? It's normal for Mami to go into your room" he said later. "Tasya, will you help Mami?" ask her with a clear tone.

"Ba—help what Mam?" tasya asked stupefied, there was an unpleasant feeling that Tasya immediately felt.

"You know Ferry, don't you? Entrepreneur who always comes to the Bar, you want to meet him tonight, just keep him in the casino."

Tasya's feelings were apparently never wrong, what he was worried about was really happening. Without a second thought Tasya shook her head slowly, she tried to subtly refuse so that Mami would not get angry. "The other Mami children are beautiful, more chatter too, besides Tasya mana—"

Hearing that Tasya's two eyeballs are perfectly rounded, not expecting if in the end his own birth mother asked Tasya to do something crazy. "Kok can Mami have any thoughts up there? Why would Mami sell Mami's own son for that disgusting Om-om! What less Tasya help Mami make nari in Bar? Has Tasya been paying Tasya all this time? Mami thinks Tasya wants to go with Mami to that extent? No, until whenever Tasya does not want to sell Tasya's body to anyone!"

"Ck, we are all here there is no holy dear, besides this is just a cemenin to the Casino, the rest you can set yourself according to your wishes, Mami never made it right? Come on, baby, help Mami out once."

With glazed eyes and a glare of hatred that was clearly visible Tasya also shook his head tightly, he stood up and before leaving Tasya turned a glance at Mami. "Until now I don't want Mam."

While walking Tasya wiped the tears that kept coming out soaking her cheeks, she wanted to leave but had no purpose, she wanted to be free from all this but was confused, why does destiny require Tasya to grow up in this kind of environment. "Tasha? You why?" Tanya Jho who had just come with an anxious face, Jho is the only person who cares the most about Tasya in this house, jho has coded his feelings for Tasya several times, but there is still not a bit in Tasya's mind to love Jho. "Why? Mami maksa again?"

A question made Tasya cry even more, people already know but still no one can help him. "Mami—" Tasya sobbed increasingly taut, he wanted to go as far as possible. Before long, feeling a light sweep on Tasya's shoulder, Jho who felt pity began to calm Tasya and did not say a word.

"All decisions are in your hands, while you still refuse Mami will never be able to make you Tasya, do not cry, I will always help persuade Mami not to make you mean," jho said slowly.