You are my Imam

CHAPTER 20

"Maybe he is exhausted from having to prepare more than 3 projects for the next 2 days."

I let out a rough breath. I should have banned that man from helping my father. This is definitely not going to happen. Moreover, the man had a busy life in the office. Surely the man will not be exhausted and his rest time is reduced. I feel guilty. It's all my fault.

"Hold on." I whispered while holding his hand.

*****

You went into the emergency room and were immediately treated by a doctor. While Firman took care of the administrative expenses, I waited for Mas You outside his room hoping that man was okay. I pray in my heart to hope for his recovery.

"How's Doc doing?" I asked when I saw a doctor come out of your room.

"You're his family?" Ask the doctor to me.

"I'm his wife doc." Lying said. I don't care if I sin though. I can't see the man I love lying helplessly like that. I'd like to know what happened to you. At least I'll know how to take care of that guy.

"Then come to my room." Doctor's orders, I followed the middle-aged man's doctor into his room not far from the room where Mas Dikau was treated.

"The patient's immune system decreases. It looks like he's exhausted."

"Doctors don't have to be confused. I'm sure something happened to my husband. Because I could see blood flowing from my husband's nose" I said impatiently.

"Patient has leukemia," I was silent to hear that, unconsciously my tears were dripping. Have you been sick all this time? But why did he never tell me. Why did he keep this deadly disease alone. Maybe it's because we're new to it, or the guy hasn't noticed his illness. But where is possible if he does not know the state of his own body.

"God can. Your husband is still at the stage of CML (chronic phase), a tyrosine kinase inhibitor he can survive for years. If your husband does not show a recurrence, he does not need to have a bone marrow transplant. But if your husband relapses or feels pain, it's best to have a bone marrow transplant."

"That means he's fine doc and doesn't need any special handling."

"He won't die leaving my darling doc." I'm trying to make sure you have your disease even if the doctor says it's okay. I can't believe it because so many people have died from the disease. Leukemia is not an indiscriminate disease that should be responded to casually.

"Your husband is still in the early stages so there is no need to worry. Only his healthy lifestyle should be taken care of and he should not be soybean." The doctor tried to convince me. Can I believe it? I nodded in the end. Even though I am not satisfied.

"But the patient has not been able to go home and must be hospitalized for approximately 3 days to recover."

"Okay doc, then I'll go."

"Thank you doctor."

*****

I walked gontai towards your mas room. I smiled to see his face sleeping. I can't believe that behind his cold attitude he harbors this disease.

I admit that I'm really in love with this guy. The man I tried to pursue to get his love even though I often get rejection but I never give up. I can't imagine if I had to lose her so soon. When I could not show my love for him.

I clasped his hand tightly. From now on I promise to take care of this man with my whole life.