You are my destiny?

episode 74

On the way home only the roar of the car engine that sounded loud filled our ears. Abrisham was still in focus behind the wheel, while I chose to look at the night view from the windshield next to me.

Awfully wanting to break this gripping silence, I felt nervous to begin with, but also awkward to keep quiet and drown in our thoughts.

"I heard you and Levin are dating?". Abrisham's question surprised me, making me turn to him and look at him.

"Ep.. You could say that." Answer thus.

"Do you love her?". Ask again. I didn't expect to get this question, because Levin hasn't asked it in all this time.

"So, it's a little complicated." Reply origin.

"If you don't love him then I still have a chance to take you." Said later.

"Eh..."

"But if you love each other, I'll back off and let you go." Said again.

I can't think at all now, my tongue is sore to answer every word Abrisham has surprised me. I don't understand, nor am I afraid to try to understand.

"It seems that you yourself are still confused by the direction of your heart. So I still have a chance, I will also wait for your decision, will choose him or me in the end.

No. gabe.. This is not true. When I tried to accept Levin, why did Abrisham try to make me waver. What am I supposed to do?.

Huff.. Mercifully. God still saved me.

"Ah.. It turns out we've arrived. Thank you for driving me. Then excuse me first." Pamitku rushed off my safebelt.

"wait".

"I hope you can think again of my words, I'll wait."

Degs.. What kind of situation is this? Oh my God, what am I supposed to do now?.

"I yes.. Heartbroken in the street."

After Abrisham's car was no longer visible, I rushed into my house. It felt like I wanted to quickly break down my body and fall asleep. Those guys can only make me dizzy. It makes me confused and worried.

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The morning sun was shining dimly this morning, the cloud cloud was dark, it seemed like it would soon rain.

Lucky there is Levin who is still faithful to pick me up, so I no longer need to fear the rain because I have to ride a motorcycle taxi.

But I felt something was a little different this morning, Levin just kept quiet, didn't say much, didn't even greet me with the warm greeting he used to do.

Not long after, we arrived at the company where we worked. And still Levin just kept quiet, he left me and went in first, very indifferent and indifferent to my existence.

Suddenly I felt strange, it felt sad to be ignored by him. His usual gentle gaze overnight turned cold.

I made a mistake, I thought.

Because it was hours of office entry, I chose to ignore it for a while, after I went home later I planned to take him to dinner, and ask what happened to make him like that.

"Qi, aren't you busy?". Said someone startling me, making me look back at him.

"What's up Nad?". Tanyaku later.

"You ask for help, I don't understand this part, want to ask others but fear to disturb them." He said while showing the location of the difficulty in the file he was working on.

"Oh.. It's just added this same, keep not forgetting in the last page of this beloved so it's better." Tuturku.

"Emm yaya I understand now. Thanks, I'm back at work." Pamit Nadine then went back to her desk.

"Okay, take a break with ya.." My voice screamed a little and answered with a nod of his head.