
I don't blame fate
maybe they are not ready
to bring me into the world .
Ontario 2019 .
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In a room the head of the viona orphanage sat tidying up some data files of her sisters who would be prepared for prospective adoptive parents .
Chequelek
Door opens from outside .
" my son is all done ? " ask Maria's mother the head of the home .
"mom" Viona answered the question of her successor's head who was considered to be her own mother .
" hopefully your sisters will have a better life with their new parents" said Maria's mother expectantly .
" firm ma'am, they will go to high school and become useful humans in the future "sahut Viona happy .
Mother Maria looked at Viona who was standing excitedly, eighteen years ago Maria's mother found a baby wrapped in a blanket in a baby box crying in front of her house which is now used as an orphanage . The baby is now growing into a beautiful girl named Viona Angel a jolly girl who chose to remain in the orphanage rather than live with foster parents .
Viona had made Maria's mother in a dilemma when many of the adopters who chose her to be a child but was rejected by Viona so that it made the prospective adopter angry because he felt in a trivial .
" mom think what hayoooo, why Anjie rich so " said Viona surprised Maria's mother .
" mother is just remembering how fast time passes My Anjie is now a grown girl "
" Anjie promise never to stay mom !!!! "
" there will come a time when you will have to live independently of my son " whispered Maria's mother slowly while hugging Viona lovingly .
Anjie is the favorite name of Maria's mother to Viona , mother Maria was a childless widow her ex-husband was a doctor who died while on duty treating infectious disease patients at the time . Eventually Mother Maria chose to leave her job as a nurse and devoted her life to caring for the disadvantaged children her parents had abandoned .
Viona was the first child that Maria's mother saved at the time so the bond between the two was very deep compared to the other children , Viona also remained firm in her stance not to leave the orphanage where some of her siblings chose to stay with the adoptive parents .
" let's have the prospective adoptive parents of your sisters waiting in the guest room "
take Maria's mother gently .
" ok Anjie who just bring the ma'am" said Viona while seizing a stack of files that will be brought by Maria's mother .
Maria's mother smiled at her favorite child's devotion, with Viona's steps following Maria's mother's footsteps to the living room where the prospective adoptive parents were waiting .
" pardon us if you make your mother wait too long" said Maria's mother opened the conversation .
" it's their data mister madam " added Viona while putting the file on the table .
The prospective adoptive parents read the files on the table, they looked seriously at the photos of the children of the home . Maria and Viona's mother smiled at the guests this time 'they hoped there would be some adopted children .
" can I see this boy ? " said a woman with blonde hair
" i would also like to see this child" added a woman wearing sunglasses
" well, come with me ladies "Viona leads her guests to her sisters' playroom on the second floor .
When you see children playing some women seem excited, there are even two pairs of husband and wife who want to adopt immediately . Finally there are four children who are adopted today, Maria's mother prepared the children's documents before being submitted to her parents .
" Lisa must be a good child at home later" said Viona softly while tidying up her sister's clothes .
" brother Vio why do we have to go ? do you not like us because we are bad ? "
" sister Vio please talk to mommy, we promise not to be naughty again but don't tell us to go "
" hu hu hu hu brother Vio I don't want to go!!! "
" samaaa huaaaaaaa "
Suddenly the sound of children crying was heard from the child's room on the third floor, Viona tried to calm her sisters gently .
" mother does not not not not love you my sisters, mother wants you to be able to go to high school to achieve your ideals" said Viona while hugging her sisters .
" Anne does not want to be a police officer will be later, then Jakson will want to be a pilot ", added Viona soft .
" but we can school here sisterkkk huaaa "crying anne four-year-old girl
Viona hugged her sisters to incline for thirty minutes, Maria's mother just peeked at them from behind the door with a smile . Finally Viona managed to bring her younger siblings down and was handed over to their adoptive parents with a smile . There are some children who cry when they find out that their siblings are with their new parents, the family bond at the orphanage makes them very close .
Maria's mother wiped away the tears that fell on her cheeks when she saw her four children leaving with her new parents . Viona hugged her mother tightly from the side to appease her, before long they re-entered the parlour as the day had begun to night .
" come with mom for a moment" said Maria's mother took Viona up to the balcony on the third floor .
Viona tailed her mother from behind unsuspecting .
" Anjie understands mother's intentions but Anjie feels mother is saving something from Anjie "granddaughter Viona let out her heart .
" read this for "mom Maria submitted the results of the examination from the lab .
Brugg
Viona fell on the floor when she finished reading the letter given by her mother .
" it's a lie kann buuu " cried Viona
" mother also hoped it was wrong son, but mother has done the test in three different hospitals" said Maria's mother, her tears soaked her scarf .
" tomorrow there will be another prospective adopter who will come, I hope your three remaining sisters will they bring ", added Maria's mother .
" hikss hiksss Anjiee ga wants to lose mother "soak Viona in her tears .
Mother Mary hugged her daughter tightly, the bloodless mother and son wept together lamenting the destiny that was guiding their separation . Maria's mother was diagnosed with stage four blood cancer and her age is not expected to be two months away . Viona had felt suspicious when she saw her mother getting thinner but the mother cleverly dodged every question given to her .
" the lawyer you contacted has successfully sold this house son, a month ahead we have to vacate this house" said mother Maria quivering .
Viona did not respond to her mother's speech she was too heavy to make a sound , her throat was stuck so it made her mute . Viona just wanted to hug her mother tightly until she didn't want to let go .
" let's go in Anjie the air outside gets colder " whispered Maria's mother tried to seduce Viona who was still crying .
Viona got up from her seat then walked inside while holding her mother tightly, Maria's mother fell asleep after taking the medicine given by Viona . Viona held Maria's hand tightly kissed it over and over again, the hand of her savior eighteen years ago . A woman who deserves to be called a mother who selflessly wants to care for and raise children who are not born from her womb while out there many women who have the heart to kill their own children .
" Anjie will find the best doctor for mom "isak Viona in her tears, her tears run down the river on her face reddened by crying .
Viona kissed her mother's face that had fallen asleep gently, Maria's mother's cheeks that seemed more thin than before did not remove the natural beauty from her face .
" Jean ....."
Viona stopped her hand activity when she heard her mother's voice calling her husband's name, who died decades ago .
" mom misses dad huh ? " viona's cry exploded again .
Viona eventually falls asleep next to Maria's mother, still holding her mother's hand tightly and hoping to wake up from her nightmare today .
The next morning the last three children were successfully adopted by their adoptive parents .
" good-bye my son" said Miss Mary as she drove her three last children to the gate, she waved her hand gently .
Viona stands beside her mother trying to hold her mother's body which has become weaker, and soon a lawyer comes into the house with an assistant .
" this is the result of the sale of this house Maria's mother "said the lawyer softly while handing over the check and cash to Maria and Viona's mother .
" they asked for this house to be vacated no later than one week from now Maria's mother" he added later .
" well sir I understand, thank you for the help sir " said mother Maria softly when greeting her guests away .
Viona tidied up the file given by her lawyer then led her mother into the room to return to rest .
" want all this for you I hope you can continue your life with this money" said Maria's weak mother .
" it's money for my mother to seek treatment, wherever our doctors go !! mom must have healed "sickness Viona resisted crying .
" buti uhukkk uhukkkkk ....
" mumuuuuuuuuuuu... " cried Viona panicked when she saw Maria's mother vomit a lot of blood, Viona quickly called a taxi in front of the house and then immediately went to the hospital .
" ibuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ibuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu " cried when she saw her mother was not saved by the doctor .
Doctors and nurses pacified Viona, then they sealed her mother's body with a white cloth to immerse her .
With a limped step Viona walked closer to her mother's already deserted tomb of the pilgrims, Viona dropped her foot on the ground hard to embrace her mother's grave . Viona's voice was exhausted after crying for two days lamenting her mother's departure, many people came to strengthen Viona .
" Anjie where's mom going ? Anjie only has a mother huhuhu "crying Viona stammered, in her arms there is a picture of her mother smiling beautifully .
Slowly Viona put her mother's photo on the tombstone, Viona stared at the tomb next to her mother's navel . A young man wearing a black tuxedo wearing a white doctor's suit with the name GEORGE ROBERT HORRISON on his mother's tombstone was inscribed with the name MARIA JESICCA HORRISON .
" daddy take good care of mom there , although I do not know you directly but mother has told me a lot about you" said Viona lirih in front of the gravestone of her adoptive parents .
Because it was night viona finally left the navel of her parents with half of her soul already lost .The next day Viona tidied up some of her mother's leftover belongings in the room to put in the last suitcase , viona's eyes stared softly at the room where she and her mother usually shared their complaints together for eighteen years .
Viona's feet stopped in front of the house which read "Light Orphanage " tears flowed staring at the writing that was being handed down by several officers to put in the car that Viona had rented to move into a small apartment in the city . His mother's house, which was converted into an orphanage, will soon be demolished and turned into a pub by its new owner . Viona holds a letter of importance that belonged to her mother and then walks in the car to leave the house immediately .
" i'll light the light elsewhere mother, that's my promise " said Viona softly as she stared at the house the last time .
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