YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
#27 For the First Time
" Mad, I'm sorry for my attitude all along" Dinda looked at Dilan guiltily until she finally picked up a glass filled with red wine and drank it.
" I'm sorry for what, baby ?" Dilan asked back.
He took Dinda's right hand and put it together with his.
" I've been so focused on my past that I've forgotten that you're by my side.." Dilan smiled at his wife's statement.
" Din, I told you, my feelings won't change with you. I'll just wait until you're ready to accept me. "
Dilan tau , if actually there is still a shadow of Kevin in the heart of Dinda.
However they had spent a lot of time together before Kevin finally left without certainty. And Dilan.yaa Dilan also still can not remove Fevy in his heart. But he believes, There is Kenny who can now keep Fevy in his place. He believed in his best friend.
" Thank you, I want to start today we forget all our past, I don't want our past to disturb our lives now. We open our new chapter as husband and wife ." Dinda pleaded softly.
" I'm ready, baby ." Dilan said as he softly kissed his wife's hand.
Finish eating them for fresh air. They walk down the beach.
" Dad, I want your love for me like this beach. There is no limit "Dinda smiled but still continued her steps on the fine sand grains using her feet while the heels were held by Dilan.
" Din, I promise I won't let go of this hand ." Dilan held his wife's left hand gently.
" Thank you, mas. I love me and my son "
" Sssstttt,, our son" Dilan touched Dinda's lips with her index finger.
" Yes, my son ." Dinda hugged Dilan's body.
Dilan returned Dinda's embrace cordially. Today they have really promised not to leave each other whatever happens.
Dinda wanted to shut Kevin out in her life, in her mind.
This time negative thoughts come to his mind when he sees Kevin the other day, Dinda thinks that a car accident is Kevin's plan to get away from him. And maybe Kevin actually already knows if Dinda is pregnant but does not want to be responsible.
He's sure it's kevin. He doesn't agree with his family that he was wrong when he saw Kevin. It was really kevin who pretended not to recognize him.
He hated Kevin. He hated himself too. How could that night she let go of all herself for Kevin. The man who never really loved her.
Now in his heart was only Dilan. And there's no place for Kevin. Kevin really died in that car accident.
Dinda really kept her word.
Today she is ready to serve Dilan as her husband. Everything has been matured.
They'll pick Vinda up first to her parents' house.
On the way home they stopped for a while at the supermarket to buy pressers and milk for baby Vinda. Dilan got off and Dinda waited in the car.
Ringing cell phone Dinda sound. She saw her mother calling.
" Yes ma, I'm the same time Dilan has been on the road to the house mamam pick up Vinda ..."
" It doesn't have to be a very late night. Tomorrow only. Vinda is bobo too. Mama called just wanted to tell you this." said her mother across the phone.
" That's it ma. But I didn't have to take care of my mom, did I ? "
" Yes not the deck, this boy is exactly you as a child. ga fussy ." Dinda smiled at her mother's words..
" Thank you ma.. " Dinda answered slowly.
" Mommy said tomorrow we'll pick up Vinda.. " Dinda said to Dilan as soon as Dilan got into the car.
" Mama said that? We go straight home, yes ."
" Yes mas." said Dinda while putting her husband's groceries into the back seat.
Dinda went into her room. Dilan followed from behind as he was still putting the car into the garage.
Arriving in the room Dinda immediately changed clothes and washed her face in the bathroom. She cleaned the rest of the make up on her face.
" Sepy yaa no Vinda .." said Dilan as soon as he entered the room.
" Yeah mas.just one day I've been kangen loh sma dede ." Dinda responded to Dilan's sentence by still applying serum on her face.
" Yes already Mas shower first yaa. abis this you bobo gih. Already malem.. " Dilan went into the bathroom to clean himself up. Once out of the bathroom Dilan did not find Dinda. He walked looking but nothing.
" Mas ..." said Dinda immediately to Dilan's surprise.
" Where are you from ?" Ask Dylan in a panic.
" From the kitchen. Take a drink of water " said Dinda while showing a glass filled with water.
" Yes, we went to the room first" said Dilan, heading to another bedroom she used to sleep in.
" Loh mas want to leave me to sleep alone ? Vinda doesn't exist today. I'm afraid that "Dinda is showing her flirtatious smile.
" Ga ah Din. mas is afraid to narrow your bed" said Dilan berkilah. Though in his heart he wanted to sleep and hug the woman who had been married for almost 2 years.
" Yes, yes. That's how I moved into your room" said Dinda with a frown-created face.
" Gak .gak Din.biar mas aja nemenim you sleep.." Dilan approached Dinda and brought her into the room. And the woman smiled wryly. She was happy because today for the first time will be in bed with Dilan as long as they are married.
During their marriage Dilan only used this room to shower and change clothes. As for sleeping Dilan using the other room. He did it because he thought that Dinda had privacy about her sleep. He doesn't want to if he has to limit Dinda's wiggle room. And again maybe Dinda has not been able to accept other men besides Kevin.
Dinda put the glass of water next to her bed.
Dilan first put his head under cover.
" More, .."
" Yes, " answered Dinda briefly while joining the fall.
" Where is the lecture going to be finished, right ?"
" Yes praying this year is over" Dinda did continue her studies. Actually, she's shy but all her friends don't know that she's married because she got pregnant first.
" It's good that way. Pray that you succeed as a doctor" Dilan stroked Dinda's hair.
Dinda tilted her body to face Dilan. Their eyes face each other.
" Din.. Why are you still keeping that little photo of you? " Dylan asked. He rarely saw Dinda's room. But she accidentally saw a picture of him on Dinda's desk.
" i. I'm glad to see that innocent face, how her face here looks like Vinda yaa ..." Dinda smiled.
Dinda still stared at Dilan but who was stared at looking at the ceiling of the room.
" Do you know my first love ?" Continue Dinda while looking at Dilan's face.
Dilan turned her gaze from the ceiling of the room and looked at Dinda,, Dilan shook her head....
