You, Or Him

Episode 20's

"I LOVE YOU, ZI. WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?" yell Adit frustrated.

Zia nodded and sat on the floor. His eyes began to glaze over. Likewise with Adit, his eyes are red with a circle of tears that will fall.

He stood up and wanted to leave his study. But losing quickly, Zia's hand was held by Adit. Zia looked at Adit. There was disappointment in his eyes.

"Take me off!"

Adit shook his head strongly. Her tears are falling. Oh my God, why did it become like this? For the first time Zia saw Adit dissolved in her grief.

"Please get out of my workplace, Dit!" pinta Zia was again full of emphasis.

Instead of answering, Adit pulled Zia into his arms.

"Please give me another chance, Zi! I beg! I love you." muttered Adit who still holds Zia strong.

"Yourself, Dit!" zia's tone of voice started to high. He can't be too late in Adit's attitude.

"After you left me, I realized that I was too spoiled by your presence. Too comfortable with your position next to mine. Yes Zi, I was too dear until I couldn't let you leave me that way, I-" Adit's rapport came to a halt as Zia forcibly took off the hug. Adit looked at Zia who had taken a few steps back.

"Zi, i-"

"Stop! Don't keep your foul words in front of me again. I was sick of the drama that was so natural that I almost fell in it again. You think I'd be happy to hear that hoax phrase you call so often? No Dit, you're wrong! I hate to listen to everything." said Zia, again she had to wipe away the tears that took her eyes off.

"If you really love me, you should think before you have another relationship with someone else. Sorry, I had a relationship with my best friend, and you also managed to destroy that friendship at once. You're great Dit, you're great!" continued.

"Zi, I'm khilaf. I thought I loved her, but I just love you. I don't really love her, I'm Zi Khilaf. You have to trust me!" Adit held Zia's hand but was directly tepis by the owner.

"You're the only man with no heart I've ever met, Dit!" Zia glanced at the clock perched on her wrist. "When you've gone too far apparently. Please leave, the exit is over there." continued Zia.

Zia walked towards her grand table. Opening a laptop and doing something there. But actually he was not focused, his focus was still on the man who was leaning against the wall and occasionally scrambling his hair.

"Go away. Before anything you never thought of happened here" said Zia who did not shift her focus away from the monitor that was on.

Adit walked towards Zia's desk. "I'm not leaving until you forgive me."

Adit pulled the chair right in front of Zia and sat on it. And observing his surroundings.

"Honey, I don't know you have a rich advanced boutique gini. I'm embarrassed, we've been dating for years, but I don't know anything about you." Adit spoke as if nothing had happened between the two.

Zia is not flinching.

"Darling, later if we want to get married, I want you to design your own dress. I want you to design the dress. I want to see the results of your taste as well as my taste if joined so how," said Adit chuckled, himself.

God, what kind of trial is this?

Again Zia did not respond to anything.

"Later after we get married, I want to immediately ask for a leave of absence papa, we go honeymoon abroad huh, baby. Must've been exciting. Where you going? London, Switzerland or the Netherlands? If I wanted to go to Holland, baby, I'd like-"

"Shut up, and go. Just don't give someone a headache, can't you?"

Not paying attention to anything, Adit went back to messing around. "I'm-i"

Adit's words came to a halt when he saw Zia was about to leave the place. "Where are you going?"

"You don't want to go, do you? So let me just go."

Adit stood up and directly hugged Zia tightly. It feels Adit willing if you have to be a deaf person will the circumstances as long as you can still be with Zia.

"Zia!" snapped at someone standing in the doorway.

Zia walked after Arga from behind. Arga has been silent since. Just making a shaky move or nodding your head when spoken to by Zia. Feeling something different, but the thought was directly tepis by Zia. He doesn't want to bother thinking about unimportant things.

Zia stopped just as the door to Arga's room was about to close. Zia was still thinking about the fate of her favorite eyed, and chose not to barge in which it would definitely clash sweetly with the room door that was definitely not soft.

"Lo why the hell, brother?" ask Zia.

Zia sat on the front floor of the room door that was almost tightly closed.

Arga looked at his sister. "Ngapain there? Get in that room!" he said with an unusual tone.

Zia clucked and laid her body on the floor. Take out the phone and play it.

"Lock room. What the hell is there?" furious Arga.

"Whether you suddenly get possessed or die inside, I'll be the first to be ak-"

"Zia! Room in!" snapped Arga directly without waiting for Zia to finish her talk.

"Lo why the hell, brother? Yes pms?" zia asked chuckling, by herself.

Zia was still trying to melt the atmosphere. Seeing Arga who only displays unusual facial features really makes Zia uncomfortable actually. Zia said she didn't want to think about Arga's attitude, did she? He lied, he lied. How could Zia not think about it, whereas it was extremely rare for Arga to be like this?

Zia stood up and approached Arga. "Once again I ask, why?"

"Gue is ashamed to have a rich adek lo, Zi. I'm ashamed." said Arga slowly but painfully.

Zia nodded and laughed. "You're a stale brother."

Arga laughed lightly. "Lo's funny, Zi. I made a mistake, not aware and with no shame to be rich gini nih."

Zia's eyes were heating up, Arga's whole life had never said anything like this with her. Then what did he say? Don't know shame?

"Tell me, what's my fault?" zia said choked. Zia held Arga's hand strong.

"Wrongly lo? Why were you born on this earth? Why were you created to be the main character in your current problem? And.." Arga hung up his sentence.

"And what you're doing with Adit is wrong!"

"Sister, I-I"

"You want Adit to do to what extent else you just realized? Or even enjoy?"

Zia. What is Arga thinking right now?

"What do you mean?" snapped Zia. He was emotionally disturbed. I think he wants to break Arga's neck right now.

"Gue knows you love him. But he's engaged, you know that! You cheap woman."

"What did you say?"

"cheap woman. You cheap lady Zia!"

Zia was surprised to hear the words that came from Arga's lips. Zia stepped back, she did not expect this man in front of her to say such a thing.

His chest hurts, his breath stings. He needs to blow everything away now. Today was so painful for her. If time can be turned back, Zia wants to miss the day without undergoing it.

Tbc💗