You, Me, Us?

A miss?

After dinner, Mija helps her mother wash the dishes. While his mother was busy packing their dining table. “Som, there is a cigarette brother no, brother lookin' can't see la". “The mother who was in a state of silent silence, like a melancholia flower garden suddenly turned into a Radio that did not get broadcast“ Brother right, no son help me, not help me, the cigarette is also what he was looking for first".“It's a need, baby". Reply to his father in a gentle tone. His father knew his wife would turn into a clutch at night. “What needs brother, that cigarette spent money ja. If the cigarette money is stored in the tube, you can buy a house of 2 pieces, you can go on Hajj again". Reply to his wife in a high and smooth tone. Seeing the reaction of his wife who seemed to want to swallow him, his father was only able to reply to a few questions and descriptions in a soft and smooth tone. “ Honey never smoked to? ".“ Why do I smoke, waste money ja".“ Where are your 2 houses? How many times have you been to Hajj". His father's question continued to invite laughter Hamizah who was in the kitchen. She tried to hold back her laughter so as not to be heard by her mother.“ Brother ni right if the chapter twists the verse, Brother knows no smoking is illegal law. Illegal objects leave brother oi". His father who is still looking for his cigarette was casually reply“ Sommm, the man who had smoked this is difficult to leave cigarettes even though the law is illegal... Like Som, Som will not allow polygamous brothers even though Som knows Polygamy is halal". The argument given by his father did invite the 3rd world war.

Hamizah who was washing dishes in the kitchen, quickly finished it and went into the room.The reply from his father was right to make himself unable to laugh anymore. He knew a war was coming. “Abang to marry whom, say. If you can for me Gold is three four kilos a month, I have no time. This wife herself is enough to eat. There's a heart to marry again". The tone his mother used was as if she were in a battlefield. His father who saw the situation getting tenat, slowly land entered the room and took clothes.“Take an example". Reply Her father softly.“ Example, this is wearing clothes to go where pulak. Want to go to the other wife's house? ". “Abang nak out buy jap cigarettes". Reply father.“ Amboi, the weight of this old man during the night beletir, I think short life if it's like today". whispered his father's heart that was walking fast while shaking his head. His father, who had forgotten where the cigarette was, continued to make the decision to buy a new cigarette.

Hamizah who was in the room still did not stop laughing. Her mother outside is still a beleter. Hamizah, who was not laughing, lay in bed looking at the coins. In his laughter, he still holds a thousand sorrows that should not be shared or rather cannot be expressed. He got up and opened the drawer, took the stored diary. In his diary written“ Day...dates...... Honey, Harini I was engrossed in laughter, remembering I used to be you who always made me laugh. Now you are gone. Herm... Now there's no one to make me laugh like I used to.Now no one wants to hear my problems, my pleasures, my loneliness..."suddenly his tears flowed down his diary written.“Uh, why do I cry this.My eyes why this, like to cry so much" while slapping his eyes..He stopped writing and sat in a state of both his hands hugging his knees.“Honey, I why uh, why now I like to cry so much, I've dumped you in my life, but why do I still miss you.....I don't want you to regret choosing me...". He wiped his tears and held back the pen that was released earlier. “ Dear I have forgotten you, I do not love you, God forget me about him God. Hamizah continues to write as in the form of poetry. O God, your sinful servant comes before you as you ask, O God. O Allah, verily I am your sinful servant, and I ask forgiveness from you, O Allah. Take away my bad feelings, O God. Eliminate his self-pity about me, O Allah, He is innocent. Replace the pain she felt caused me with joy, O God. If you refuse the sinful hand of your servant, then to whom your sinful servant wishes to ask God. If you do not accept this sinful servant of yours, O God, then who has compassion". He also fell asleep while still holding the pen in his hand.

“Mija, Mija" call her new mother who has packed and lined. Slowly land leaves the door of the room opened.“ La, you're sleeping. Why sleep on this floor. Her mother took her diary and pen to keep. His mother intended to surprise him but stopped after reading a diary written by him. His mother quickly came out of her room. Her mother can't hold back her tears anymore. Finally, his mother understood a little about the change of his son. Which mother is able to see her child in distress. Her mother began to understand why her son was so sensitive when it came to marriage. She often told her husband to better understand the child. But only then did he realize, the person who never understood the child was himself.“Mija why don't you share with mummy". Whisper her mother while rubbing her swollen red eyes from crying.

From outside the house, his father opened the door and entered.“ Honey why this" reprimanded her father gently. His father who still does not understand the situation feels guilty for the word he said earlier.“ Darling.. Don't cry anymore. Abang promise detang ni Abang will help you make homework.. Darling do not cry. brother did not marry Other. intention was not to marry another". His wife looked at her husband. “ Erm... Is think a little.. " while saddened rotten shell“ but brother will not mate another. Promise brother". His wife woke up and went into the room. “Tak out of wedlock". His wife protested while closing the door.

Meanwhile, the,

“You tried contact Mija no".“ Bye but he's blocking me. I'm also so tired of this".

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