Wrong End of Marriage Address
The anger of Mr. Devan
In a relationship, it can't be forever sweet and warm. Sometimes there are times when we argue and argue. The feeling of boredom and boredom occasionally to togetherness, that's what I feel with Mr. Devan at this time. I don't know if it's just my feeling or if that's what I'm experiencing right now. The attitude of Mr. Devan who began to cool again, added with mama who always forced us to have children. Honestly my heart hurts where when my mother always asks the child masala, who does not want to have children. The figure of the little angel who is always in the future every married couple, the same as me and Mr. Devan.
"Assalammualaikum" said I just arrived at the residence of the mother
"Waalaikumsalam" answered the mother as she approached me with Mr. Devan, I quickly greeted my mother-in-law. I followed my step towards the living room
"Nay how are there signs yet?" again, that was the question that my mother asked me
"Yet ma" I replied
"You this how the. Don't you be barren" said Mama without thinking about my feelings
"We humans can only pray and strive. We return everything to the owner of everything" I replied
"Mama's tired of your answers"
"Devan have you checked with the obstetrician?" ask mama with Mr. Devan
"Ma, what Sanas said was true. We have not been married for a year" said Mr. Devan
"You always defend your wife!!"
"It's not Devan bela Sanas ma, but what Sanas said was true is ma" Devan replied
"Whatever he is, anyway mama wants a grandson if not just divorce your wife!!" Mama's words made my body relax, it felt like my bones were about to fall out, and my body instantly shook violently.
"Mama.." snapped Mr. Devan.
"Devan you!!" snapped mama
"What ma?"
"You dare to fight mama?"
"Not Devan against mom. Try mama in Sanas' position, what you are feeling right now" replied Mr. Devan, holding my hand tightly
"Mama doesn't want to know, in this year you have to give mama Grandson!!" mama said under pressure and left me with Mr. Devan. Mr. Devan demands my body go to the car.
"Where are we going?" ask me
"We go to the gynecologist" said Mr. Devan coldly.
"Good day, Mr. Devan. Can I help you?" said the doctor
"Yes doc. Please check on my wife and me" replied Mr. Devan
"Good la"
"For Miss, let's follow me"
"Okay doc" I followed the doctor's footsteps, After arriving in the special room I also did not know what the room was called. My body was laid out on the bed, and some medical device that the doctor used to check my body, I don't know. Not long after that my examination was completed and now it's Mr. Devan's turn. All have been checked with the doctor, Mr. Devan was called to a special room while I waited in the waiting chair because I was not allowed to come in. Not long after I waited for Mr. Devan to come out of the room with an ice-cold cold face.
"What's the outcome?" I asked enthusiastically as I approached Mr. Devan
"Let's go home" asked Mr. Devan while dragging my hand
"Slow down" I said scared. Because Mr. Devan drives the car like a doormat, he doesn't care left, right which is even scarier than a red light at his break. I was very surprised when we arrived at the residence of Mr. Devan, Mr. Devan immediately dragged my body as tight as possible to make me fall. After I arrived at Mr. Devan's room, Mr. Devan slammed my body into the bed.
"What's wrong?" ask me cheerfully
"What are you saying!!!!" mr. Devan's snatch makes me even more confused
"What's my fault bang??"
"You ask what's your fault?" asked Mr. Devan to look at me like he was going to swallow me alive
"It's your fault!!" mr. Devan gave me a pill. My body was squeezing, my bones were collapsing, my head was suddenly throbbing when I received the pill.
"What does this all mean....?" Ask Mr. Devan full of anger while throwing the pills.
"Hikks,, hikkss, I'm sorry I bang. I've been lying to you all this time. I did it all for the sake of me and my son bang" I said full of sobs without looking at Mr. Devan.
"What do you mean for you and your son? Don't you deliberately don't want to have children from me. So that you can be free with other men"
"Plakkkk.." a loud slap landed on Mr. Devan's smooth cheek.
"Take your word, honourable Mr. Devan. Suppose you were me at that time maybe you would have done the same with me. Having a husband who never thought I existed, having a husband who would never love me, having a husband who always made out in front of my own eyes, I have a husband who just calls me a doll. The more painful thing about having a husband is just a white paper signed. Do you want to have a son like that!!!! Do you want to have a child that his father never wanted and do you want to be a wife who never got affection. Answer master Devan!!! anwabe"
"I can't stand Mr. Devan if one day I get pregnant and you'll dump me like a doll. Therefore, I was on guard before it was too late. If you dump me with my own shit at least there's no burden on me and my family, I can still live this bitternessful life, not if I have children" say me out loud. While Mr. Devan was silent a thousand languages when he heard my words, then left me who was crying.
