
The morning sunlight builds me up, as in the morning I usually stare at the ceiling of the room while planning my activities all day.
After a while I wanted to move I found my hand weighed down by something, I turned to look at what it was but I instantly shifted my gaze.
I forgot about last night!
While dissolving in my own thoughts and thinking about the complicated things after this. Putrianna looked at me with a sly smile, it was quite sweet and.
" hi, good morning beautiful princess" while stroking her hair I tried to make her not think about last night so that I could at least breathe today.
" i thought you would continue the practice of dying and leaving your accountability "he enjoyed looking at me with his wild thoughts to torment me, it emanated from the serene yet serious glare of his eyes.
" i asked for mafsssss. "he put his soft fingers into my mouth.
He again went up and sat on me, "keep quiet if you still want to live comfortably and don't talk about it anymore ! "
" last night is your apology, if you make any more mistakes, I'll make sure no other woman in the world comes near you but me. "
" i'll put a big label on your forehead that you're mine, so that no woman will even come near you when you approach them "he's cheeky to me.
" okay, well, you won "sighing I gave up and warmed my hand.
" what do you want ? "
" i want you to accompany me today, A FULL DAY ! " while taking a haircut at the table and tying her hair, it was a good scene to start this morning. I said in my heart to console myself for today's torment.
" And I want you to join my guild, so that I can watch your actions deceive the innocent girls out there with all the gimmicks that suggest "he said as he stroked my face, there was a trace of acaman in his voice.
I frowned and dropped Putrianna's body and overpowered her with my hands propping her up to keep her distance from her face.
" it's not that easy taming this lonely wolf princess, it takes more than that legit fresh meat "I emphasize my knee that lies between her legs.
Putriana flushed in shame, and she gave up on the gagsan to put me in the pet cage she called the guild. We ended the morning bed conversation and took a shower, finished with our personal affairs and cooked and ate together.
This morning she asked me to drive her shopping and have fun like a couple. Yes, lover, an absurd relationship in my opinion but because I love my peaceful life I obey.
After the day that we had lunch in a restaurant, I was tired, not physically but mentally.
" today is very welcome, I feel like the princess who is in the care of her prince. It's wonderful that a day like this happens every day "while scooping the ice cream he ordered spoke like he was the truest.
I leaned back on the sofa, lying down like a dead body from exhaustion.
" you're a princess, you forgot ? but I'm sorry my daughter opened the prince in your imaginary role, I'm more like a lazy pet dog but was forced to walk by her master. Dragged wherever her employer saw the discount mark in every store! " i looked up tired, but I was afraid of getting tied up in the vicious circle created by a female demon named Putrianna.
" oh so you don't enjoy our date. "
" you want a schedule tomorrow too ? " she plays her eyebrows while looking at me playfully.
" please, servant please, servant is no longer strong princess. Forgive this useless servant's life "I've imagined my soul flying from my body in case something like this happens repeatedly.
" about WOT, which camp are you at ? "
" Crack Town "
" have you formed a group with a new player ? "
" no, I'm still learning and getting used to the game because I've never played a VR game before "
" i suggest that you form a grub, to make things easier "
" i don't want to, only I might just burden others for my incompetence "
" just right it's also one of the grub functions "
Putrianna chimed in, he explained other techniques until we finished eating.
The sun had gone down, the street lights were starting to light up I was driving to a hill on the edge of town. When we got to the night, I was asked to pull over on a field right on the cliff that served the setting of the hill in the glittering follow of the distant city.
He invited me to get out of the car and enjoy the cool air outside, we stood near the barrier while looking at the city. There was a momentary silence between us, probably because we were both tired of our affairs.
After a moment of silence Putrianna approached me, she grabbed my hand and placed it on her cheek.
" warm as always" while spoiling with my hands,
" this is why I fight for you slammet, even if the world is cold and yet you keep warm for me "
" i know my selfishness has been very much upon you."
" but can I be selfish again this time ? "
she took my hand off and put her face on my chest.
" i want you to be mine "
he spoke loudly so that his voice would not be inferior to the roar of the wind.
" … " I was silent for a moment and wanted to confirm something.
" do I not belong to you now ? or do you want the second round of our date ? " i hugged and rubbed her soft hair.
" no "he let go of my embrace and shook his head.
" you are right in front of me, but your heart is not so "with a pleading and hopeful gaze.
" i want you, all about you, your sadness, your happiness, your anger, your attention, your feelings, even the burden on your heart "
" i want you to think of me as more than your best friend "
I was silent, more silent than a rock. I don't want to reject it because I don't like it, I like it but more than I like it there's fear.
Afraid to make him sad, afraid to disappoint his great expectations, afraid to hurt him with all my attitudes that tend to be traitors.
I don't want the only person I can trust to walk away from me.
" the truth is I love you more than you can imagine, but I can't show you "
" i'm afraid only disappointment awaits you "I try to keep him calm and explain it slowly.
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He slapped me before I even said anything else, I could understand his anger because I refused. I just kept quiet and smiled after her slap, and I'll apologize.
" i'm sick of the beauty of pretending you're a slammet, I know all about you your good and bad. Even attitudes that your mother doesn't know ! "
" i've been with you since we were kids, and I've been holding onto you for a long time. You may have rejected me when we were 12 years old but we are now capable enough to decide everything ourselves "
" i confess and do everything for you with me knowing how you are "
" i know you have an attitude of inclination to betray or your other rotten attitudes, but I'm ready for that. "
" it's not to just step down and shout at you, but I'm ready to fix it ! "
" i know you are because you've been disappointed with a lot of things, I know and couldn't do anything at that time. When the world betrays you with many things "
" i want to fix everything, see your happy sincere smile first when we first met. So simple and without any vigilance of any kind "
" so I beg of you to grant my selfishness this time "he re-closes his face but this time with a mixture of sobs, he may also feel depressed because of my suffering.
But I do not condemn the destiny I have, my personality is now formed with hundreds of wounds that can make someone crazy. But on the other hand I am grateful.
In the madness of this world, the cruelty of life, and the vigilance that can never go down in relationships with others.
There is still a putrianna that is my place to be honest as a weak ordinary human being, not afraid to be stabbed from the back or killed because of the competition of other people's business.
For a moment I thought of accepting his request gladly, but my conscience would not allow it. My savage nature has been deeply engraved in my soul even without me being aware or not sometimes bad attitudes just come out.
But before I confirmed my refusal he spoke softly next to my ear,
" i know this is all of a sudden, I know I'm not the best for you, but at least trust me. "
" i'm not asking you to be in my arms, I know your tendency to choose freely and like. I won't deny your choice, but at least when you're going wild look at this bracelet. And remember that I love you and wait for you to accept me completely "
she handed him a jet-black bracelet like obsidian, she was shimmering with purple as it reflected the light. Really nice and expensive bracelet, he knows I don't like to wear expensive things.
" Splitting one face with two hands, is really the woman of my dreams Cruel and efficient."
I murmured in my heart.
I sighed heavily and looked at the bracelet with deep thoughts, will I be able to change ? or is it getting worse ? the thought ran amok in my brain, but by looking at Putrianna's face after taking off I softened, and decided to accept it and take the risk.
" Well I will, I will love you, share your joys and sorrows with you, obey your wishes. "
" but I ask not to be too hopeful, because I do not want to be killed in my own apartment with a terrible even before producing a beautiful offspring like his mother "I wiped his tears and teased him, he said, with a response his face flushed red and instantly turned him away he replied.
" thank you slammet, at least I have a stronger reason to fight "
" I love u so fuckin mutch "he plays my face.
" hmmm "my response is sloppy.
" was that just a lie ? " he nodded at my response.
" yeah, I love u too "I gave up.
He just smiled cheerfully and took me home, when in the car he asked me back about joining his guild but I still did not want to be bound and watched.
" You really don't want to join my guild ? "
" No "
" If you join at least you can find a place and people you can trust, I can confirm the availability of the items you need "
" Stay not "
" I will seek and develop with my own abilities "
" I don't want to add to the burden of your mind "
Putrianna frowned "I'm more dizzy when I don't know what your attitude is you know ? "
" I don't want to happen if you cheat the female players in your grub and fuck them, treat them like your dolls "
" Hey !. I'm not that depraved, but maybe some will be my mattress warmers "I smile and laugh at the thought, and he responds by pinching me.
" Huff, at least Jagan caused a lot of trouble "he crossed his arms a sign of annoyance.
" That means I can sleep with anyone ? " I teased her and pretended to be a heretic.
" No. you son of a bitch!, I don't forbid it doesn't mean to allow. "
" Tackle your depraved nature and appreciate me as your girlfriend "fucking about it along the way. Until we arrived at her house, I immediately wanted to go home after dropping her off but stopped and took me to eat with her parents.
As we ate she announced to her parents that we were engaged, they were shocked by her daughter's sudden notification. But she assured her parents, I can't say no because my family and hers have known me for a long time and I personally consider them my parents. I couldn't let them down, I just smiled stupidly with it all until we finished eating.
When he wanted to go home he intercepted me at the entrance of the house, "now you're mine prince "he laughed insults at me
" You're a cunning little girl "
" You don't deserve to say my prince, a cunning man like you has to be framed in order to obey "
" So it's the spirit to change into a better person
my dear "he smiled sweetly with a mocking look.
I'm tired of arguing with her, "well my dear!, this boyfriend of yours is going to turn out "it's so tired I'm going home and sleeping soon.