WON'T LET GO

misses

"ah, you're interrupting my eating" Nathan clucked his lips with a frown on his forehead that appeared.

"bodo Ahmed! I'm wondering why I could be friends with a ramen maniac like you, Nat" Kenny patted his forehead.Faced with Nathan's strange behavior like this made him a seven-trip circumference.

"whatever" Nathan replied to Kenny's words while sipping his ramen sauce.

"hey Nat why hasn't the Iceman come yet?"

Nathan only glanced at the janson he chewed on the ramen noodles for a bit.

"so he said he would be late there was important business" Nathan said.

"when he hates people who are late" murmured Janson.

"arhhhh why has Afandi not come yet until when we have to wait for that one!!!" Kenny yelled in frustration because he had been waiting for Afandi here for two hours because this was his apartment, so he was lazy to wait for people during that time he wanted to leave his apartment immediately because he already had an appointment with one of his clients.

a few minutes later, Kenny shouted that a man waiting for his presence had entered his apartment.

Nathan who was busy with his way of playing felt strange because janson and Kenny did not say a word and he raised his head. his lips revealed his smile his friend had come for a moment he forgot his ramen which he regarded as his soul.

"yo panpen why are you late for dattebayo??" Nathan approached the handsome, flat-eyed onyx-faced man.

it looks like the man stares dislike Nathan who as good as he could call him with the call 'panpen' it makes himself want to vomit for a moment.

he clucked bitterly at his best friend "if I hear you calling me by that nickname I'll chop off your head!"

the onyx-eyed man immediately moved away from Nathan and walked over to one of the single sofas there. He put his jacket on the back of the single sofa and he sat himself on the brown sofa.

nathan complained of pain because janson elbowed him hard. Nathan glared at janson.

"hey don't look at me like that I'm still normal okay" janson said with a waistline.

"cih you think I'm not normal what?! just so you know I still love my girlfriend too!" nathan's reply was upset.

"i didn't come to you for a fight but I approached you to ask something that stuck up" said janson seriously.

Nathan looked at janson with a puzzled facial expression. "about what??"

Janson hinted from the look in her eyes towards Afandi who was staring blankly towards her front ." About why Afandi put on such a facial expression"

nathan rolled his eyes lazy "hey from the first he did often put on a face like that from anywhere you're a friend alone don't know his habits ck ck ck" Nathan shook his head while clucking bitterly.

hearing the words of Janson Nathan also observed Afandi's face and true what was said by Janson Afandi's gaze which was usually flat and sharp this time there was a little sadness in the eyes as dark as the night sky.

"rightly also his gaze implies a deep sadness.maybe he is having problems" Nathan said.

Pov Afandi.

after all this time I finally met him I... miss him so much does he not remember me?? it's sneaky that I'm dying to keep remembering you no matter what, but you're forgetting me.

I even keep myself from having an accident or dealing with things that will cause memory loss but you easily forget me.

this feeling is still the same as before my love is still the same as before. You are still in my heart you are still the owner of this heart only you can melt the thick ice fortress that is in my heart. for ten years we have not met you are still just as careless and beautiful. You are even more beautiful must be many men who approach you ck! just thinking about this makes me angry.

has he ever dated ?? does he love another man?? that's the question that's been lingering in my brain for ten years... spinning around in my head makes me want to meet you immediately and lock you in the room so you don't get close to the striped-nose guy out there.

huft!. I want to embrace you and shed all my longings that I have been craving for years but. The guilt still lingers in my heart I don't mean to hurt you... I'm sorry if time could be reset I wouldn't hurt you I should take care of you instead of letting you hurt me ... I'm really sorry you might have been the one who got kidnapped instead of you I should have been the one who got hurt instead of you should have been me! me! not you these bitter memories made me undo my intention to approach you again, I still love you so much I can't see you near another man besides myself only I can be your partner for life while not another man but I still can't forgive myself.

But on the other hand I want to be with you I will do anything so that you can forgive me even if you want to ask for my life instead I am ready.

I love him so much I love him even more than I thought. I hope we can be together again like I used to I will try my hardest so that you can like me again .. wait for me I'll take what's mine I've left for so long.

The afandi POV end.

"it looks like this Mr Miller is in a lot of trouble huh??" Nathan sat himself next to Afandi and looked at Afandi, who was still holding a blank stare.

"it's none of your business" Afandi replied without taking his eyes off.

Nathan clucked like his friend! though he intends to be an understanding friend to listen to Afandi's curses and find a solution for him but Afandi instead said very ketus.

"hey it's going to be our business you're our best friend we're happy to experience together how we can just sit back while one of our best friends is in big trouble" Janson raised her voice to reply to afandi.he just wanted to be a good friend that was nothing more.

Afandi glanced at Julion at a glance and then returned a flat gaze before him.

"it's my personal matter you don't have to interfere" Afandi replied.

"whether it's a personal matter you should tell me who knows we can help you find a way out of it!" Nathan stared at his sidekick Afandi from the past was a person who rarely told his problem and that made him careless, ten years they were friends but Afandi never told me anything about the problems he faced. it makes him useless to be his best friend because he can only see Afandi who has been putting on blank stares for years makes him want to take the mosque toa to scream right in front of Afandi's ear if he is his friend is not a stranger who will divulge everything he told! but if he is brave then surely tomorrow he will say goodbye to the world because it has made the youngest Miller family deaf because of it.

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