Women At the End of the Dusk

Recognition

Note: read it not half-and-half, yes. Follow this story until it's over.

...Happy reading 😘...

..."Can I think of myself as a sun and a rainbow that will bring brightness to my bleak days?"...

...-azalia Atmadja-i...

A girl's moaning should be the opening this morning. Tears are nothing to those who hate. I don't know what reason. Azalia doesn't know.

"You're getting pitied more and more, yeah! You ungrateful child!" Lana's emotions got out of control, her right hand grabbed Azalia's horse-tailed hair.

"Again, Ma. Sick," cried Azalia who did not care about her mother.

"He's getting worse, Ma. Yesterday I got out of class just because people didn't do my job. Very embarrassed, Ma. Where there is Rafka again," Sesil fights with an annoyed look.

"No, Ma. Sesil yesterday did not give his duty to me in college-aaa!" The powerful pull on her hair made Azalia screech while closing her eyes, trying to endure the pain.

"Have, excuse, lo! You should be able to take it directly to me, not have to wait for me who gives thanks. Just torture, Ma."

"The child does not know thank you! From now on, your bike is confiscated and you won't have an allowance for a month!" Lana threw Azalia down until the girl fell down and her back hit the dining chair. Pain is not only mental, but also physical. However, everything was not normal for him. Ever since he was a child, he has had similar things.

"Come, Honey. You're late for college." The mother and son left Azalia crying alone in the dining room.

"What's my fault? Why am I so hated in this family? Doesn't their love for me just a little bit?" asked Azalia, I don't know who with tears.

Sandi, the papa is currently out of town attending a business meeting. It feels free too if the papa is at home. It's all the same. He was treated like a maid.

As powerful as the white girl tried to stand up, wipe away the tears and try to strengthen the heart.

Today he has to get to the college. Another half hour of classes will begin and it's the schedule of Mr. Alham, a lecturer who is well known for his discipline.

***

"Excuse me, sir," Azalia said with a sense of uncertainty. Nervousness enveloped his fragile body.

"Don't interrupt my class!" The firm and cold voice was able to make Azalia's guts shrink even more.

"Get out of that door, you're blocking the incoming air!" added Mr. Alham without staring at the intended object.

"Mr ...."

"You don't have ears? Don't make me repeat the same sentence, Azalia!" The sharp gaze of Alham gave to Azalia who was holding back tears.

The students who were doing the task looked at the girl who looked down with different feelings.

From the rightmost seat by the window, Sesil looked at Azalia with a condescending look and a mocking smile. 'good. I hope you are not forgiven by Mr. Alham, ' Inner Sesil.

Meanwhile, Rafka, he accidentally sees a bruise on Azalia's right arm as the girl moves her hand. 'What's wrong with her?' ask Rafka in my heart.

"Do your duty!"

With a gontai step Azalia retreated slowly from the classroom door and stepped towards the campus warehouse where she was aloof and no one knew.

The sun shines brightly. His warmth was felt when he hit the sense of touch. However, not able to warm the heart and also the days of the white girl.

***

The day before noon, the tall, sharp-nosed young man stood staring around while breathing. 'Where are you, Lia? Where should I look for you again? Even your number can't be reached, Rafka's inner self.

"Rafka!" call Sesil half-running towards Rafka.

"What's wrong?" ask the young man in the black shirt.

"Lunch, yuk! Incidentally there is a cafe that just opened near the Great Mosque," asked Sesil.

"Sorry, I'm busy."

Rafka passed by without caring about Sesil's cry.

"Damn it! What, my lack of it, beautiful yes, nice body too yes. But why is Rafka always rejecting me? This must be because of Azalia. Watch out for you to the house. I make sure you will suffer more than this" said Sesil full of emotions.

***

Warehouses were the place most avoided by people. In addition to the dirty place and many piles of unused goods, small animals become residents in the place. However, unlike Azalia, the girl was already used to the room called the warehouse.

Crew! Crew!

The hunger whipped Azalia who was curled up on a used cardboard. He woke up, looking at the number displayed on the circular object in his left hand. At one o'clock in the afternoon, he was asleep, he thought.

Back, a voice from his rumbling stomach sounded. Azalia opened her bag, saw if there was any money left over and it turned out to be nothing. His phone's lobet 'cause he didn't charge last night.

***

Rafka who is still confused to find Azalia does not give up just like that. She must know what happened to Azalia, the owner of her heart. Yes, Rafka has indeed fallen in love with the figure of the kind girl since the first time he saw her.

The sense of happiness finally came back after previously dim because the round-eyed beautiful girl was missing from Rafka's eye fertilizer. God brought them to the same class when he moved.

"Excuse me, Sir. Have you seen this student pass the post here?" rafka asked the guard at the Gaharu University campus post while showing a photo of Azalia sitting in the campus park.

"Mother does not remember. Students here, a lot. So, you are not sure if you have seen what has not," said Mr. Rapno the guard officer.

"Oh, so. Thank you, sir."

"Together."

***

The atmosphere of the campus garden is not too crowded, Rafka sits on one of the benches provided. Rafka was there for a long time and as Rafka was about to step up, his net stared at the object he had been looking for. Her round face was exposed to the sunlight, adding a pretty impression to Azalia. But, the look of the eyes was no longer shady when Rafka first saw. But save a million sorrows and Rafka can see that. The young man approached Azalia.

"Lia, where have you been?" A worried look on Rafka's handsome face.

His outstretched hand held Azalia's arm, making the girl grimace.

"What's your hand, Lia?"

Azalia immediately let go of Rafka's hand. "I'm okay. Excuse me," he said he was about to walk away.

"I'll take you home, okay?" rafka bargains are full of tenderness.

As she was about to reply, Azalia accidentally saw Sesil and his two friends staring at them hatefully. 'Other than this, O Allah?' inner crying. Understanding what would happen next, he was acting very cold with his flat face.

"Hey, why shut up? I'm taking you, yeah. I see in the parking lot there's no motorbike. You don't have a bike, do you?" Rafka is still trying to persuade.

"No! Thanks for the offer, I can go home by myself. I hope this is our last interaction and don't bother me!" Azalia.

Sick from hunger trying to hold because he had to serve Rafka. Just turning around and about to step up, Rafka again said, "I'll take you and we can all do the new task Mr. Alham gave. Please, just accept my offer this time. You always reject me, Azalia." There was a desperate tone to his last sentence.

There was a sense of sadness hearing Rafka's last words. However, as much as possible he should stick to his stance. Escape from Rafka.

"Task Mr. Alham so that it will be my business. You don't have to interfere. If you beg, I'll beg you, don't bother me. Again, don't bother me!" azalia firmly without looking back where Rafka was standing.

"So you've been thinking of me as a bully all along? Do you feel anything but being disturbed? If I'm a bully, why do you feel comfortable talking to me at group work?" Rafka's back-to-back questions could not be answered by Azalia.

"You think I don't know what your brother often does? You are often tortured with mistakes that are not really your fault. Is that true?"

Azalia turned to stare intently at the two black beads belonging to Rafka. As if wanting to kill the young man was the kewat his gaze. "You don't have to interfere, Rafka! Thank you for all the attention I have always refused. Understand, my position if you know what's been going on with me." Azalia chimed in Rafka's words with an expressionless face.

He wanted to get out of that place immediately. If only it could disappear, he had done so since. The girl was uncomfortable with Sesil's murderous gaze not far from them. His stomach acid has been whack since.

"Azalia understands a little bit of my attitude towards you, can't you just be sensitive to a little bit? I love you, Azalia. I love you, why don't you understand that?" ask Rafka full of decisions. Her teary net looked at Azalia.

Rafka's expression makes the atmosphere calm. His loud voice made people around silent and stared at the same object, Azalia. Many stared dislikefully at Azalia. How not, Rafka is one of the popular students since he started studying at that campus.

While Sesil, his heart burned with jealous flames hearing that the man he loved preferred to love others. His hands were tightly clenched.

Azalia was silent and gazed within those two beautiful beads. Looking for lies there, but not finding them. He did not expect to get a statement he never expected. More than Rafka, he is quite self-conscious. From appearances alone, it was inappropriate to be with the young man.

"I love you from the first moment I saw you playing with the kids in the city park at dusk. Since that day your smile has never escaped my memory. Your laughing shadow adorns my day, Azalia. I'll be there tomorrow hoping to see you again. But, until the next days you are lost like swallowed by the earth. My spirit's been gone since you weren't in my sight. Silly indeed. But, that's how I feel. You became the sun and the black cloud for me at the same time, without me knowing you even your name I don't know."

Until the first day I entered this college, my heart was very happy. The sun that had been covered in black clouds had shone back. I'm in the same class as you, Azalia" Rafka said.

Azalia's tears were shed without being asked. 'Is that what Rafka said? Can I think of myself as the sun and my rainbow that will bring brightness to my bleak days?' ask in the heart. His soul warmed up hearing the expression. He was moved, it turned out that there were still people who expected his presence.

"Rafka ..," said Azalia as she looked at the young man in front of her. Dizziness began to pervade him and the view began to blur.

"Today you said that I was just a bully. For six months I was just a bully to you. It's okay, I'll take your word. But, know it, Lia. I will love you today, yesterday, tomorrow, and forever. Just the one I asked you for, let me keep this love just for you and let me fight as I can to get your love, Azalia Atmadja."

With all his might the girl resisted the dizziness, just about to open her voice, her body instantly collapsed unconscious. Luckily Rafka caught him.

"Lia! Lia, up! Azalea!" call Rafka while patting Azalia's cheek gently. "The body is so hot" he murmured with worry.

Without wasting any time, Rafka immediately carried the girl to the campus clinic located on the side. In his heart, he continued to say sorry and pray that Azalia would be okay.

Sesil grew increasingly angry at the sight. "Lo must act immediately, Sil," said Manda.

"Rafka is handsome, I swear," chimpal Caca and immediately get a punch and sharp gaze from Sesil. While the one who is stared at without sin.

"Look at it later. You two have to help me." An evil smile was imprinted on the pretty face of Sesil and his two friends nodded.