
This is Not the Life I Want. My Sad Childhood and Woeful Life Made Me Unwilling to Get Compassion and Depend on Others and Be Bound With Them. Even Feeling Love From Others and Loving Others. Because For Me it's a Vain and Unuseful Thing. I Hate That So Much. For me, The Most Important Thing is Mutually Profitable, Because Life is Give and Take
When I Start to Find the Direction I'm Going, It's Where I Start to Live the Life I Live. Though I Turned Into a Cold, Unliked Woman. For Me It Is My Defense To Break From Dependence Relating To Others. Because All Humans Are the Same, They Are For Me No Difference Because The More They Are Bound The More They Are Greedy.
"Something Makes You Mind...??" At that time Alex Approached the Self-contained Keira On The Roof of His Company Building.
"Mh... You Didn't Few Times I Wanted to End My Sad Hodup.." Keira Talks With Half Struggling Long Breath.
"I'm Tau, So You Also Want to Do It Now?"
Keira Smiles Hearing it. "It Seems Only You Understand Me. I'm Lucky to Meet You" Keira Looked At Alex And Smiled Thin.
"I'm Not as Good as You Thought."
"I'm Tau, I'm Not a Good Man, either. I Think We're The Same, Because We Have the Same Feelings Not To Be Tied to Each Other. So then... Why did you want to join me??"
"Maybe I Need a New Challenge That Time."
"The Right Choice, But Don't You Regret Being Beside Me?"
"Will It Be More Regretful If I Don't Accept Your Offer?"
"Cih*Totally Unable to Guess."
"Did You Think To Get Out Of Here?" Keira Breaks the Silence Between The Two.
"I haven't thought about it yet..."
"I Wouldn't Stop You If You Wanted Out..."
"Maybe After Your Trouble is Done, I'll Think."
"It Seems More Complicated, My Problem With It Is Not That Easy and I Feel It Still Takes Time Again. Notya You've Been With Me Long. I'm Bringing You Here but Involving You In Danger."
"You're Worried About Me Now? Worry Only Yourself, Not the Danger is You. I'm Sih Usual Aja."
Keira Staring Sharp Alex. "You're Really Not Tau Herself huh..??"
Alex Laughs Little.
"Don't Laugh, I'm Angry at You!?"
"I'm Tau Kok. But Funny Tau..."
Keira Says Nothing More, She Smiles. Her Feelings Are A Little More Relieved By Her Talking With Alex.