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Tok tok tok tok
"Sohyun-ah." call saerom from the outside. Knocking on the door of the friend's room.
It has been five days since Sohyun decided to stay away from Jinyoung. The woman locked him in his room. His work was neglected, even the tray of food on his doorstep was completely untouched.
Saerom is worried that his best friend is doing something dangerous for himself.
"Sohyun-ah you don't want to go out anymore." said Saerom began to despair. He turned his body and looked at the confused figure of the man behind him.
"How's it?" ask Felix who just came. Saerom shook his head.
Chequelek
Saerom and Felix turned their eyes to the open door. Saerom smiled happily when he saw his best friend finally coming out of his room.
"Sohyun-ah" he said happily, he approached and hugged his best friend's body. Sohyun smiled and returned the embrace of the friend.
Felix smiled, his net observed Sohyun's current appearance looking neat. He raised his eyebrows, confused.
"You want to go Kim Jakkanim?" felix asked, making the two friends let go of their warm embrace.
"Where are you going?" saerom asked to pay attention to Sohyun.
The woman looks fashionable with a brown coat along her knee, with a white shirt inside. His long hair was allowed to unravel. And don't forget the red scarf wrapped around his neck.
"Somewhere" he replied calmly.
"Now?"
Sohyun nodded in response.
"Eat it first. You haven't eaten for five days. Uhh look at you looking skinny."
Sohyun smiled, this time he shook his head.
"I'll eat out. Saerom-a I have to go."
"I'll take ya." Felix bargained. The young man was afraid that Sohyun would go somewhere that would endanger him. After all the woman had just come out of her room after five days of hibernating in her room.
"No, I'll take the bus. You guys stay here, relax I'm not gonna do anything dangerous."
Saerom was silent, one hand raised up and touching Sohyun's shoulder. He nodded slowly.
"If there's anything call us immediately."
Sohyun nodded his head. "I'm leaving." Before leaving his two friends.
Sighing softly, Sohyun continued to step away even though he felt unable to. It was painful when he decided to leave.
;
Sohyun silently looked in front of him. The vast blue sea. The wind blew very hard, flying the Sohyun haircut that was left to unravel.
The sun is a little hot right now, but it doesn't make today's weather warm. Winter is winter, even if the sun is a little hot.
Sohyun sighed softly. A small smile observed the vast expanse of sea before him. He closed his eyes for three seconds, inhaled a deep breath and then exhaled it. He smiled back.
A small shadow when he was with Jinyoung flashed through his head. Little thing when he was with Jinyoung in front of the television and playing gang.
"*if it falls then you'll lose."
Jinyoung chuckles. He seemed to focus on observing the small blocks in front of him. He chose the beam he had to take without making the arrangement of the beam fall.
"It won't fall believe me."
"Boaster, you've always said that since then" Sohyun said as he put the wafer in his mouth "Somethey'll fall."
Jinyoung glanced at her lover. He opened his mouth wide, his eyebrows moving up and down, hinting that Sohyun was feeding him a wafer.
Sohyun smiled. He happily fed Jinyoung with his chocolate wafer.
"If you lose you have to take me somewhere."
"Where?"
"Beach."
One eyebrow Jinyoung raised up. She's confused.
"Beach? Just that?", Sohyun nodded his head enthusiastically. He approached and leaned his head on the broad shoulder of his lover.
"I'd like to vacation with you a day or two at the beach."
"..."
"all of you should rest. These days you're always busy with the company." Sohyun pitched his head to look at Jinyoung. It's*** her lips are cute.
"Look at your eye bags starting to look again" he said, pushing his head away, his hands raised and pointing at Jinyoung's eye bags with his index finger. "Cihh, you'll look good if you have eye bags."
Jinyoung chuckled. He grabbed Sohyun's fingers that had pointed at his face.
"You want me to look good? For all the SHB employees to take a glance at me?"
"Tsk!"
Sohyun landed an affectionate blow on Jinyoung's arm. Makes that handsome guy grimace in pain.
"Aww!"
"Talking again I'll hit you." Sohyun said annoyed at his wolf lover. Jinyoung laughed looking at it.
The honey-blossomed man lowered his head. Her net was observing the back-stabbing of Sohyun's hand. On the sheet was very soft using his thumb.
"Thank you."
Sohyun fell silent, choosing to be a good listener.
Jinyoung raised his gaze, and smiled at Sohyun.
"Thank you for coming into my life. I don't know what it would have been if I hadn't met you back then and I'm sorry...
...Forgive me for being born a wolf. This difference takes us a little further."
Both of Sohyun's watery eyes held back his cries. Both corners of her lips curved upwards, and clutching her head hinted if their differences did not become a barrier to their relationship.
"It's okay. Want you a wolf or a vampire I'll still accept you. I don't care about our differences, so don't ever think of anything like that again."
Chu
Jinyoung kissed the back of Sohyun's hand for a very long time. Her tears fell on the back of her lover's hand.
"I love you" she said after ending her kiss.
"i love you more Bae Jinyoung*."
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Sohyun opened his eyelids. Her beautiful eyes looked back at the ocean before her. True, he will still accept Jinyoung, want the man to be a wolf or a vampire. But, Sohyun did not mention that he would accept Jinyoung as a human.
Is there the fault so that when Jinyoung became a human, the handsome man forgot about it instead? If true, Sohyun should mention that he will accept Jinyoung as a human.
Sighs slowly. Everything had already passed, no matter how strong Sohyun was, he would not be able to turn back time. Right now he can only let go of it.
Maybe this is his destiny.
If he wasn't destined to love Jinyoung.
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[Wolf Grey; A Girl Meets Werewolf]
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"Hmm, I'm still outside." Sohyun said alone ──ralat, he was talking to someone by air call.
"..."
Sohyun chuckled, "fussy."
"..."
"Yes I understand, did Saerom tell you?"
"..."
"Basic, I should have gone out secretly."
"..."
Sohyun laughed loudly hearing a friend scold him. Ahh Sohyun had not heard that voice for a long time.
"Yes yes. Ah yes how about you is it okay in the land of people?"
"I'm fine, there's no need to worry about me here."
Sohyun smiled, he lowered his head observing his legs swinging down below.
"Mingyu-ssi, do you know where I am?"
"Where?"
"Beach, I'm waiting for the new year at the beach." Sohyun raised his head, he pursed his lips in annoyance. Tonight is back in the clouds, hiding a beautiful sprinkling of stars. "Tonight it looks like it's going to snow."
"You'd better go home."
"Why go home? A few minutes later the year changes. I want to see fireworks."
"Based on the children." said Mingyu in a soft tone. If Mingyu had been beside Sohyun, he might have ruffled Sohyun's hair.
"Sohyun-ah, merry christmas and happy new years. I hope next year you're happy more"
Sohyun cried in silence. Happy words seemed so sharp that they pierced his heart. That one word seemed like it would never approach him again.
His happiness is broken.
"You too, I hope next year you return to Korea. Don't linger there."
Mingyu was speechless, noisy voices dominating his conversation with the tan-skinned young man.
"Sohyun-ah looks like I have to go first. I'll call you back."
Sohyun just nodded. After that bib's voice rang out, Mingyu's mark ended his connection.
Sighs slowly. Sohyun lowered his head a second time. Swinging his legs, letting him move in the air.
Sohyun was not afraid in the middle of the night like this. Alone on the beach, sitting on a barrier made of concrete. One or two people were around him, but his position was a little far away. Actually this place is very strategic to see fireworks, but because tonight it will rain and the wind blows too hard so only some people come.
Sohyun likes a place like this. Only a few people came to watch the fireworks. Sohyun did not need to jostle to be able to see the fireworks clearly, he just enjoyed it alone and calm.
;
The black-spirited youth silently observed the surroundings which looked extremely crowded. Along the way Han was filled with a group of humans who wanted to watch the fireworks. He sighed softly, why did the crowd feel stifling.
A man driving a car glanced at the handsome young man behind him through the rearview mirror.
"Will the young master see fireworks?"
Jinyoung turned her head after that shaking her head. "That's a lot, very stuffy."
"If the young master wants I can take you somewhere to see fireworks."
"There really is?"
The middle-aged man just smiled. He glanced at Jinyoung who seemed to be very curious about the place he was talking about.
"young master is going there?"
Jinyoung was silent for a moment. He thought about deciding his decision. His body was too tired after undergoing therapy, even his legs still felt weak to move.
For now it is not as fast as it used to be. He was paralyzed for a while. Jinyoung was in a coma for a long time and made his body stiff. He had to undergo therapy to recover his condition as usual.
"no need. Let's just go home." Said Jinyoung leaning his head on the cushion of his chair. Close his eyes and try to sleep.
;
Jinyoung sat on his wheelchair, his hands deftly twisting his wheels to move closer to the beach barrier.
His decision changed suddenly. Jinyoung wants to come to this beach and see the fireworks. As the driver said, this place is very quiet, there are only a few people who come to this place.
Jinyoung glanced at his watch, there were still five minutes left before the turn of the year. He smiled, occasionally breathing fresh air.
"You too, I hope next year you return to Korea. Don't linger there."
Jinyoung turned his gaze to the side of his right. There was a woman not too far away from him. Lama Jinyoung fell silent and watched the woman.
The sad face inexplicably made Jinyoung's chest feel very tight. It was very desirable for Jinyoung to come and hug the woman. Jinyoung wanted to hug her and wipe away the trace of her tears.
Feeling observed, Sohyun turned his head. His eyes widened when he found Jinyoung sitting in a wheelchair very close to him. Similar to Sohyun, Jinyoung was surprised to know the woman who made her chest so tight a few seconds ago was Sohyun. The woman who promised never to see him again.
Right now Jinyoung is trying her hardest not to pull both corners of her lips to smile. He's just trying.
When he found out that the woman was Sohyun, for some reason there was a slight sense of pleasure to see her. Since Sohyun did not come to the hospital to see him again, Jinyoung felt that something was missing from her life. Jinyoung did not understand why her feelings were so strange back then. He always hoped that Sohyun would come to the hospital and come back to see him.
Sohyun lowered his head politely. Without smiling and he immediately turned his eyes straight ahead. Sohyun didn't seem to know Jinyoung.
The man's jaw fell. He really did not believe what he had just seen. The woman ignored him, Jinyoung did not see Sohyun a few days ago, the woman cheerfully looked at him, her wide smile never faded even though she said rudely to him.
Jinyoung clenched his hands. Suddenly his chest hurt a lot, he did not accept if Sohyun ignored him, he did not accept if Sohyun was cold to him.
He put his hands on both wheels of his chair but was restrained and touched the wind. The movement suddenly stopped.
Why did it become like this. Should he be happy, Jinyoung did not know Sohyun and this is what she wanted a few days ago, the woman stopped bothering him.
Jinyoung turned his face away. Take a deep breath and breathe it out slowly. His heart was too sore, he could not act happy as Sohyun started to ignore it. Still he feels uncomfortable.
"Kim Sohyun-ssi." he called slowly. Sohyun turned his head, looking flat at the man who was still sitting in his wheelchair.
Next to Sohyun's eyebrows raised up. He doesn't understand. What's so great about him? Great to be the woman who ruined someone's life, you mean?
"Thank you."
If that's what I mean, Sohyun should thank me. Sohyun could not dodge it, he was great at such affairs.
"You thank me before you know what that means." Jinyoung said with a cynical tone. Sohyun smiled faintly and turned his gaze straight ahead.
"I already know what that means. Without explaining even though I understand Bae Jinyoung-ssi." Sohyun turned his gaze towards Jinyoung. "You don't have to waste your energy trying to explain it."
Jinyoung was silent for a moment.His fingers were interlocked. Jinyoung lowered his head and thought before he finally opened his mouth to speak.
"Happy new year Kim Sohyun-ssi."
Silent. Sohyun silently looked at that bowed head. His heart hurts.
Her eyes were reddening holding back her cries from earlier.
Sohyun averted his eyes as his tears saggedly and soaked his chubby cheeks.
"Happy new year is also for you Bae Jinyoung-ssi" Sohyun said in a quivering tone. Quickly Sohyun smothered his own mouth, holding the sound of stuffing out from his cursed mouth.
Jinyoung watched his watch. There were still two minutes for him to see the fireworks. Raising his head and uniforming Sohyun's trembling back. He knew the woman was crying for reasons that Jinyoung did not understand.
"Sohyun-ssi."
"Hm." Sohyun muttered without turning his head to look at Jinyoung.
"Can you help me?"tanyanya slow. Sohyun immediately wiped away the trace of his tears using his palm. After feeling that the trail disappeared, Sohyun turned his head to look at the confused Jinyoung.
"What help?"
"Help me up and sit down where you are."
"here?" sohyun asked while patting her side. Jinyoung just nodded her head slowly.
Sohyun got up from his seat and came down from above the beach barrier. He approached, while in front of Jinyoung. Sohyun was silent for a moment.
Jinyoung looked up and locked his gaze with Sohyun's eyes. Suddenly his heart was racing fast, it felt very strange. Even in his stomach felt very full with thousands of butterflies flying in his stomach.
It's weird, really weird.
Jinyoung did not understand, why this feeling always appeared when he was with Sohyun. The woman always carried a strange sensation to her heart.
Sohyun reached out his hand, asking the black-cloaked man to reply. Jinyoung glanced at Sohyun's smooth white hand, both of her hands raised and grabbed Sohyun's arm as a handle.
At first Jinyoung felt difficulty, his leg muscles were still limp, and made him almost fall if Sohyun was not able to hold him.
Grdeg, deg, deg
The sound of the thumping sounded so loud in each other's ears. I don't know who the owner of the noise is. One of them is between Sohyun or Jinyoung.
Sohyun turned his face towards Jinyoung. Where the man was also looking at her with widened eyes.
Lousy.
Among them they still hold their position. Sohyun hugged Jinyoung and observed the small faces of his former lover and Jinyoung who were in shock; shocked when he almost fell down, and he was surprised when Sohyun hugged his body.
None of them tried to end it. The two looked at each other, revealing through a glance.
Netra Jinyoung moved to observe the look on Sohyun's face. He wanted to remember the woman, looking for a little moment with Sohyun.
Jinyoung needs answers, why her heart keeps pounding when she is with Sohyun, why strange feelings always pop when she does not see Sohyun, and why the hug feels so comfortable. It was as if his body had gotten used to the warm feeling of Sohyun's embrace.
As strongly as possible Jinyoung tried to remember Sohyun. The result remains the same. Blank. The memory of Sohyun was like being erased in his head.
"Ehm sorry." Sohyun slightly distanced his body.
Some centi away, Jinyoung pulled Sohyun's body back closer to him. His one hand stretched out upwards pressing Sohyun's throat.
Chu
Inappropriately, Jinyoung kisses Sohyun's lips. Lubricate and suck the upper and lower lips of the woman alternately.
Damn
Strange, Sohyun's lips felt opium for him.
The black bead was perfectly rounded, the contents of his head felt empty so that he could not think clearly what was happening right now.
While Jinyoung was still enjoying Sohyun's lips. she slowly pulled the woman sitting on her lap, wrapping her one hand around Sohyun's waist.
The man may have forgotten the woman who meant so much to him. But the feeling remains the same. Jinyoung still loves Sohyun.
Closing his eyes slowly, Sohyun started moving his lips following the demanding pawn. Both of his hands were raised hanging on Jinyoung's neck.
Unknowingly her tears flowed down her chubby cheeks.
Memories and about Jinyoung again filled his head. The things they had been through all this time, the painful things that happened and the fun things, made Sohyun miss all that.
If time can be replayed. Sohyun wants to go back where he never loved Kang Daniel. Or where he didn't forget Jinyoung after the fire.
•••
Jinyoung was silent in the car. Two hours had passed and he locked himself in the car.
Heart hurts.
Forced squeezing and not allowed to rebel.
Thousands of butterflies flew up his stomach, rising up to his chest, blocking the flow of air into his chest. Very tight and sick.
Jinyoung did not understand why his heart was so sick and as broken as this.
His kiss with Sohyun a few hours ago, made something strange roar his heart.
Something he cannot reason about.
The middle-aged man looked from his rearview mirror. His young master was silent as he***his chest looked so sore. He understood, and he decided to get out of the car.
Letting his young master cry easily.
anyone knows the painful story experienced by Jinyoung.forgetting her lover is a big sin that must be experienced.
Forget all the sweet memories made by the two of them.
So sweet that the suffocating bitter taste came at the end of its sweetness.
Jinyoung roared in the car. Cry broke.
His chest was too painful, and he did not know what caused it.
Hitting his chest violently, hoping that the pain would soon disappear.
"So-yes.hiks"
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Sohyun walked alone on the sidewalk. The street lights accompanied her grieving self.
Her tears are flowing.
Her cheeks were wet because of her tears that had been flowing ever since.
Slowly the kiss ended, as the two began to run out of breath. His mouth was open, scooping as much air as possible.
Sohyun moved away, slightly giving some distance between himself and Jinyoung.
"Kim Sohyun-san..." Jinyoung opened her eyelids, staring intensely at Sohyun's black bead. "What, do you feel it?" He continued to look sadly at Sohyun's face.
His outstretched hand grabbed Sohyun's fingers, leading him to touch his beating heart twice as much as before.
"A feeling like this. Do you feel it now?"
Sohyun shook his head slowly. And that's a lie.
In fact, his heart was much faster. It was like he was riding a horse.
Pulling his hand from Jinyoung's chest. Roughly he brushed. Sohyun moved from Jinyoung's lap, slightly away from the man.
"It's weird Sohyun-ssi, you're interfering with my thoughts. Your absence has me screwed up. And in here, it hurts to remember your name. Do you feel it too?"
'I feel it bae'
"Not at all Jinyoung-ssi."
His heart and mind were out of step, and Sohyun cursed at him.
"Why am I the only one feeling it? Why am I the only one who thinks of you until it feels so claustrophobic."
Sohyun.
In his heart he said the same.
She also felt the same way Jinyoung felt when she thought about it.
But it all ended and was destroyed.
Sohyun can't fix it.
"If you don't feel it please leave... Stay away from my life so I don't see you.. Forever."
Jinyoung straightened his head. The black bead was watery, stuck in his eyes.
"If I could, I would have done it long ago Jinyoung-ssi. Even I wish we had never met in the past" Sohyun said. "But.."
'...I'm too weak to stay away from you. I always wish you could remember me and we start all over again.'
Drrrtt drrt
Sohyun grabbed his phone which had been shaking since. Her eyes were swollen from crying looking at the screen of her phone.
Saerom is calling
"Yukohyun-ah.."
"Eum wae?" sohyun asked, covering his mouth with a red scarf draped around his neck. Disguise his hoarse voice.
"Where are you? I'll pick ya up."
"I'm on my way home. You're home. I'll be there soon."
"Seriously?" saerom's asking across the street sounded unsure.
Sohyun nodded his head. "Yes. Ahya let's party soju and chikin."
"Hemm arasseo, hurry home I'll order chikin and soju."
bibs
Sohyun ended his connection. Put the phone back in his little bag.
His fingers then wiped away the trace of tears on his cheeks.
Today is the beginning of the new year.
Opening a new sheet for her and closing the old one has its purpose in the future.
There was no longer any reason for Sohyun to be sad.
It's all over clearly tonight.
They separated from this moment.
His feet stepped on the zebra cross, crossing as traffic lights gave pedestrians permission to cross.
Sohyun breathed out. He closed his eyes for three seconds and put his hand in his brown coat pocket.
Brakkkk
The small body soared into the air before falling onto the asphalt.
Fresh blood flowed his head. So much and so thick.
The accident left some people screaming hysterically.
Run towards the accident victim.
Sohyun cried, his tears coming out at the corner of his eyes.
Body hurts. His blood kept coming out, making himself even weaker.
Drrrrttt drrrttt
Bae Jinyoung is Calling
Slowly his finger moved, wiping his phone lying not far from him.
His body grew weaker, and his eyes began to tighten. Sohyun wanted to raise Jinyoung's call, greeting the man before he actually left.
Disappeared just like Jinyoung wanted.
The fingers stopped moving.
The sakura petals slowly closed, and Sohyun's consciousness began to disappear.
far away there, someone in a black hat smiling won. His desire to kill Sohyun finally succeeded.
That woman will disappear forever from this world.
"That's with your father and grandmother Kim Sohyun-ssi."
⁇ End ⁇
hello yeorobun....
How has the epilogue treated your longing??
If the ending is not upset yet? the feeling is calm and not asking for a second season is 😏😏