Wish My Love's Imagination Was Real

departures

my name is Nadia, I am 23 years old I am the first of three children, I live in Kalimantan, I work as a household assistant, I am,,

I live in a very simple family, my father is often sickly and can not work hard anymore to support his small family, so therefore I helped my father work,,, and so I helped my father work,, but my salary was never enough to meet our daily needs,,

we have a lot of debt because having to pay for my two sisters' school in the same year my father who often went back and forth from the hospital made me have to work hard to bear all the family needs and hospital costs my father,,

and another one of my status is a widow who has no children, and,,

my husband left me because I couldn't give him offspring while my family-in-law craved grandchildren from his children, he said,,

I'm very hard pregnant because I have a disease and it's very difficult to get pregnant,,

because of economic factors so that my treatment stopped in the middle of the road, I chose the path to part with my husband, I said, because I don't want to be a selfish, self-centered woman of my own happiness and make my husband and his family always fight because of me,,

we have been divorced for a year and now my ex-husband is married again , even now his wife is 3 months pregnant .

I am very happy to see happiness in my ex-husband's home, but I try to be patient and sincere in living this life, although I cannot deny that I am very hurt to see it, but I try to be patient and sincere in living this life,

because I realized the lack of location was on me who couldn't give my in-laws a grandchild during my four-year marriage ,,

I got married when I was 18, and my husband was 20 ,,

one day my cousin called me to offer me a job there she said her employer's sister needed a housekeeper and she advised me to work at her employer's sister's house,,, they agreed and told my cousin to pick me up as soon as possible

every day I thought about my cousin's invitation to work there, and now I've decided to go with my cousin to work there,

I asked my parents for permission to go to work in Korea, I painstakingly persuaded them and they finally allowed me to leave,, and,,

this afternoon I'm going to Korea and my cousin has come to pick me up so I can go together,,

son, be careful you work there and take good care of yourself, son, do'a your father and mother will always be with you son, father said tearfully,,

son often love our news yes son, , let us know if you are healthy and fine there ,, my mother said as she hugged me with reddened eyes because she had been crying

yes father, mother, I will always tell you and will call you often, I cried sobbing in my mother's arms

father, mother, I pray that I will yes Miss Assalamallaikum,,

Wa'alaikumsallam nak do'a we will always be with you, I walk little by little leaving my parents' house, I turn my head again to see father and mother waving, , my chest feels tight my heart hurts from having to leave them, but this is all I do also for their sake, I hope I can make them happy later

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