Will You Be My Mother

Undecided

" you don't feel it if I am an actor." asked Kania in the car on the way home.

at once Angga pulled over his car and turned towards Kania.

" what do you mean Kania, you're not like that.....!! angga.

" don't you know that Sandra and Elisha love you very much. but I am present among you....!! said Kania while looking down.

" but I don't love them Kania. I've forgotten Sandra. and Elisha we're cousins.

" actually I overheard my mother talking to Elisha in the back garden, and Elisha he loved you so much, he waited so long that you could love him. clearly Kania with a trembling voice held back her cries.

" but I don't love him" Angga said.

" should I just back off, to be Raisa's mother Kania said as she looked into Angga's eyes.

" you are crazy Kania.. are you not concerned with the feelings of Ica.. if you want to disappoint Ica... I can't lose you anymore Kania explained Angga while holding Kania's hand.

as soon as Kania's tears came out, she could no longer hold him back, her words were easy to get out but not with her heart.

" don't try to do stupid things Kania. I don't want to lose you again, and Ica she must be sad said Angga then he embraced Kania.

" ma'afin I am mas. I just don't want anyone to be hurt just because of me. Kania explained.

Kania nodded, but his heart was still hesitant, he did not know what to do. For now he was still hesitant.

" it's best to take me home now, cook us here, said Kania while taking off her arms from Angga.

" okay, let's go" Angga returned to drive his car with one hand holding Kania's hand.

" oh yes Nia when our relationship will be inaugurated. I can't wait to get married quickly with you. said Angga excited.

" i'm up to Angga, replied Kania"

" well..maybe after my last project is finished I will prepare for our wedding.Yes maybe in about a month.

" yes.. anyway I just follow ya ya.. but I do not want a big party mas.. I just want a simple wedding.

" well I also do not like excessive parties, maybe later we only invite the closest family, what do you think...? ask Angga.

" i agree. but later before we marry I want to take the mas to the graves of my parents, I want to introduce the Angga mas to them, even if they only stay in name. kania said sadly.

" don't be sad baby.I'm very lucky to get a beautiful and kind woman like you. later we invite Raisa all, so she can get to know her grandparents, explained Angga.

" thank you for accepting me with all my shortcomings" said Kania while looking at Angga.