Will Faithful

episode 42

"Yank, let's talk for a second, please!"

Ilyas tried to persuade the lover who already looked so disappointed..

Ida turned her body and looked at the face of the man in front of her who looked sad.

"What else do we talk about Yas. anyway you will still go." said Ida so flat by holding back tears that almost slid.

Ilyas clasped both hands of Ida tightly. stared at the bead eyes of the girl who looked watery..

"This is my first assignment after graduation.I hope you can understand yank.this is also for the sake of our future!"

"Yas you know, I just feel happy hoping for this time we can unite.Nearly 7 years we separated, especially when you had come to the house asking for my parents' blessing.. but now you're leaving me again.. "

It had broken the dam in Ida's eyes. Now tears had slid on her white cheeks.. Ilyas could not do anything to see his lover cry.he grabbed Ida's body in his arms.on the soft caress of his back to calm him.. and sit the girl down.. Ilyas squatted in front of Ida while looking at her girl's face that was soaked by tears..

"Yank. Listen to me. I go off duty instead of leaving you. I will always come back to you.. I've been looking after him for 7 years and now it's only 2 years..it's a very short time..Do you doubt me?"

"If you want to go, why propose to me?" asked Ida with a trembling voice..

"I just want to tie you up." replied Ilyas briefly.

"I don't want to bond with you Yas before you're really next to me!" ida replied firmly making Ilyas astonished.

"You rejected my proposal Yank?" Ilyas was really astonished.

"Yes! I don't want to tie you up. If you want to go, our relationship has to stay like this, because we never know what's going to happen.. and if one of us has a change of heart we must be ready to accept each other and not be hurt!"

Ilyas increasingly does not understand Ida's mind.

"How do you mean Yank... you want to change your heart.. Is it because of that young doctor?" Ilyas said slowly with suspicion.

"It's not because whoever Yas is. I and Dr. Ervan don't have any feelings!! wasn't that our commitment?" ida asked in a flat tone with no expression.just held back the disappointment in her heart.

"Yes that was our commitment first, but now I want to be really serious with you Yank"

Ilyas was still trying to persuade his girl who still looked disappointed in the light of his eyes that looked straight ahead with sometimes still tears dripping in the corner of his eyes.

"You know Yas. I would love to be united with you without the distance separating us. But you will now go and we are separated again.. if we have a bond and one day we have an affair.the pain will be so deep and may be hostile... but if we stay like this maybe if later we can not unite we can still be friends like before." said Ida still in a flat tone without seeing her lover.

Ilyas though heavy on Ida's decision, but he can understand Ida's intentions and if you think about it there is also a point..

'Ok. I know what you mean. I won't force you again. We live all this like running water.. I love you all the time.I will take care of my heart and loyalty as before!"

"Ok. will always be like this. try to keep our heart and loyalty.but rest assured even though I am far from you I will always be loyal to you Yank.. because in my heart there was only you. I hope you will be the same as me.. "

Ilyas gently rubbed Ida's still wet cheeks and tightly grasped the girl's hand..

"Please let me go Yank!"

Ilyas looked as if pleading with Ida, and the girl felt sorry to see her lover like that.. willing to sacrifice all ideals for her sake.there is a guilt in her heart to act selfishly restraining the departure of Ilyas.although heavy finally Ida nodded as well..

"Really yank? but you're not angry?" Ilyas still could not believe Ida's eyes were fixed.

"It's so selfish if I hold you back Yas. All you do for me. For the sake of the future.I'm willing to go and help.although I don't want to be bound keep your heart!" said Ida slowly..

Ilyas smiled and gently stroked the head of his lover, then kissed his forehead..

"Thank you, God willing, I will always keep my heart just for you.. "

Ida could say nothing more.he dropped his head on Ilyas's stocky shoulder and tears flowed down the corner of his eyes.. Ilyas also tightened his embrace as if reluctant to let go again, no matter the people around them.

"That night Yas. we're home"

Ida saw her watch showing at 20:30.. Ilyas looked at Ida's clock that was coiled in his hand, as if he had seen it. He remembered it was the clock he had given the first time 7 years ago.

"Is there still a yank?" ask Ilyas astonished.

"Yes.. I used to say that during this hour being handled means that you and I are still healthy. But when our hearts move I will let go. whether it's me or you!" obviously Ida..

Ilyas felt relieved to mean that Ida's heart was always just for her..

"I want to spend the night with you yank" whispered Ilyas

"Yes.. it is impossible. it is not good that we both continue..maybe later we are raided and married..You want your struggle to be in vain and fired?" Ida reminded because she understood that a cadet after graduation must be assigned and prohibited from marrying first until the specified time.

"Yes yank. We better go home than I am khilaf. peril!!" ilyas said with a seductive look.

Ida just smiled at the behavior of her lover, although heavy she let Ilyas go on duty and must always support her..

They walked to the motor.. Ilyas said Ida was afraid her legs would hurt again. Slowly at the speed of the motorbike split the streets of the city.. Ida hugged tightly around Ilyas' waist from behind, wanting to enjoy their current togetherness..

The journey that should only be 20 minutes from the city to Ida's house so 1 hour because Ilyas so slowly..

With the weight of Ilyas finally stopped his motorbike in front of Ida's house.they came down and the door was open to see father and mother Ida was waiting for them because Ida had told him that he had fallen and sprained.. with a swift Ilyas carried him inside..