
I'm thinking. Well, maybe if Zoya had no one to take care of, I would have made her my adopted daughter. I loved him as much as my own son.
I hugged Anisa. Well, if Tanti finds out, if I'm a widower now, who has one child, and that child is Tantu's own child could Tanti accept me.
I don't know how Tanti feels right now. Does he hate me, or does he love me. I was obviously expecting it back.
I kissed Anisa's cheek many times. If I hug Anisa, I'm hugging Tanti. Well, every night Tanti is always present in my dreams. He always accompanied me to sleep in my dreams. But that's my hallucination. The halusi that never ends.
I closed my eyes. Suddenly, the sound of my room knocked.
"Ah, who else." I muttered as I stepped open the door of the room.
"Young master, there's a guest sir."
"Who?" ask me curious. Because nine o'clock at night there are guests, as is not usual.
I also stepped out.
I saw the figure of Andre already sitting in the living room, his face looked disheveled. Well I know very well who Andre is. He is, if he has a problem like that.
"Ni."My speech.
Andre. He smiled at me.
"Hi Arka."
I sat down next to Andre.
"Where is Zoya?" Ask me.
"He's in my house. He's fine."
Andre's speechless. It seems like he wants to convey something very important. But I don't know what.
"What's the matter Ndre?" ask me curious.
"There's nothing Arka."
"Kayak her very tense you Ndre? Oh yes Ndre, if Zoya has no one to take care of her, I also want to adopt her. I want her to be Anisa's sister."
"Anise?" Surprise Andre.
"Yes. Anisa's my adopted daughter."
"Oh, so you have an adopted child?"
"Yes. She's so pretty."
"You want to adopt Zoya Arka too?"
I'm nodding. Well, I'm very determined to adopt Zoya. I'll also tell her sister Princess for that. I'm sure they'll agree if I adopt Zoya. I can definitely make ends meet Zoya.
Andre smiles.
"Arca. You don't have to bother adopting Zoya. Because you have rights over Zoya. And you also have responsibility for Zoya."
What Andre said I don't know at all. Andre then gave me a letter.
"That's a letter from the Princess. Before she died, the princess wrote that letter to you. Read it."
Arcans,
I'm sorry, because all this time I've been lying to you. Arka do you remember what happened a few years ago. Actually I didn't move to Arka's college. I came home because I was ashamed of Arka. I'm afraid that if the schoolgirl finds out, I've had an illicit relationship with a college king like you. I know enough about Arka. I was just an ugly village woman. Should I be your wife? and I don't want to be stamped on people just to trap and use you. I don't want to ruin your relationship with Laura either. I don't want to be the stuff of people. Especially if there are journalists who snail.I am ashamed Arka. I'm a poor Arkan. And I left you because I knew I was pregnant. And I'm pregnant with your son. And all this time I've been covering it up from people who's really the father of Zoya. When I found out, if I had cancer, I was looking for you in Jakarta. But maybe it's good luck for Zoya. We can be found with you. And I thank you for taking us to your apartment. Maybe if you read this letter, I am no longer in this world anymore Arka. Arka please. Acknowledge Zoya as your son. Because he is your flesh and blood. I'm Zoya yah Arka. Love her.
Princesses.
My body trembled violently as I looked at the contents of the letter. What I'm doing again. I hurt women a lot. And now I realize. And I'm so sorry. More regret for the Princess.
I cried in front of Andre.
"Here Arka, you men don't cry so."
"I have abandoned Princess and Zoya Andre. I abandoned my own son. Why is the Princess so mean to me. Why would he not tell the truth. And now he's dead. It was all Andre's fault. I caused all sorts of problems. If only the Princess would be honest with me, I would not run away from responsibility." I said at length.
Andre patted me on the shoulder, providing support for me.
"Propay Ark. This is all Arka's destiny. And we should be able to draw wisdom from all of this."
"Now, take me to see my son."
"Can't now Arka. Zoya's still sleeping."
"But I want to see my son. Take me there!"
"Yes. Tomorrow morning I'll bring Zoya right here."Andre looked upset.
Well, after I found out, if Zoya was my biological child, I was very surprised. I didn't expect it at all. It turns out that all this time, my feelings of affection for Zoya, it was indeed the feeling of affection for a father and his son. I feel like I have an inner bond with him.
Now remains the regret that still haunts me. I'm sorry, because why I had to impregnate Princess, and I don't have any suspicions at all about Princess why she disappeared.
Maybe, if only Princess would be honest with me, maybe I have married her and raised Zoya together.
But the rice has become porridge. The princess is no more. So how do I make amends. Just to make Zoya happy is the only way for me to make amends.
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Tanti holds Zoya. He stepped into the dining room.
In the dining room Andre's family had already gathered. Mama Andre, papa Andre, Chelsea and Andre have been waiting for Tanti.
"I'm sorry, yeah? are you waiting, huh? I just took Zoya's bath." Tanti Say.
Tanti then sits Zoya and Tanti sits next to her.
"Andre, would you like to take Zoya away?" ask Tanti.
"Yes Tanti. I want to meet Zoya with her real father."
Chelsea and Zoya's parents stared at each other.
"Who's his real father?" ask Mama Andre.
"Ah, Andre can't yet say Ma. My mom will know for herself too. He's Andre's best friend." Andre said that he still had not wanted to tell who Zoya's real father was.
"Do you have to take him now? Can I come with? I want to know Zoya's father too. I love Zoya."
"Yes Tanti, I will play to my best friend's house. But not for now."