
"honey, why are you so clumsy? ask Devan who just went into the room.
" where are you from?
"after talking to Marco in the study, what happened?
" nothing, I miss you when can we see papa?"
"so the doctor said that papa can not be seen, because his condition has not recovered makes doctors have to limit people who will see papa for now we leave everything to the medics okay" Siska nodded obediently, she sat on the sopa facing out while looking at the sky that began to change color as time changed from day to night.
Devan walked over, "how was the dish good? the tanyanya distracts siska.
" good mas" he said not excited.
"honey, that's you still sick ?" hearing Devan siska's question immediately turned around and looked at her husband with a look of horror to the point of making Devan's hair goosebumps.
"why ask for more rations,? Devan nodded "what can I do?" Siska shook her head, "it still hurts" he said. Devan smiled pervertedly towards Siska.
"mas ih, still grill to know" he said afraid. Devan laughs at his wife's expression. Siska pinches the gnarly belly of Devan's box box.
*****
"how prof is there a poison cure for my papa?" ask her impatiently.
"it's a very rare poison and it's also dangerous, it took me a few days to concoct the potion"
"please do your best to my papa prof" Professor Ricardo nodded.
"it's my job, I will do my best to heal master bagas." siska smiled at Professor Ricardo, at least there is still hope.
"if you need my help don't hesitate to speak yes prof I am willing to help you to heal my papa"
"alright, I'll ask you if I need it". Siska also leaves the room of Dr. Hermawan, the doctor who handles her papa.
" dear you want to go to the toilet for a while, wait there and don't go anywhere"
"iya mas" when Siska will occupy himself Siska saw people who are very familiar with him also very much he missed. "sister "he said slowly.
Siska stepped up to Dimas who was talking with a "sister, "call him when he was near Dimas. Dimas turned his body and looked towards the siska with a sharp gaze also cold.
"do you want to see papa?" Dimas just nodded.
Siska tailed behind Dimas towards their papa's treatment room, but Dimas also Siska only allowed to see from behind the glass door is not allowed to go inside and meet directly with the bagas.
Dimas sighed then looked at Siska "is this all your work?" ask her coldly.
"what does brother mean?" Siska frowned, not understanding what her sister was accusing her of.
"because from the first you are the one who always do the act "he said.
"why brother accuses me, why brother is always hostile to me, why brother can never accept me, what is my fault with brother, I never get angry with brother even though brother treats coldly, brother treats me, and never wanted to talk to me, I never got angry, brother, but why you see me it's like you're going to see an enemy that threatens your safety"
"yes indeed I stay away from you because I do not want to be exposed to shit, from the first you are a child carrier shit, used to die because mama wanted to save you, because she wanted to save you, and now that papa is lying so horribly must be because of you, don't ask me again why I hate you so much, it's all because you're the son of the doom in my family" like in a lightning bolt in broad daylight Siska was so sick to hear her brother's words. Without feeling her tears had dripped down her smooth cheeks.
"said papa used to die because of illness, not as you say, it's all lies what you said it's all lies "he said in a hoarse voice holding back so that his cry should not break.
"everything you say is a lie, you cover it up, you died trying to save you when someone deliberately wanted to run you over, I used to wish you dead open mama" she said cruelly. The secret that had always been kept tight because the father who always forbade him to tell Siska, now all he dismantled no matter the agreement with the father.
Siska's body was broken to the floor, her heart was broken to the brink, and her father kept this secret for nearly 20 years " now I know what's the reason you never want to get close to me because I'm a son of a bitch? Dimas who saw Siska sitting on the floor with blank eyes only indifferently, and then he stepped away from the place.
"honey why are you sitting here, why are you? Devan who just returned from the toilet was made to panic when he saw his wife sitting on the floor with tears that continued to pour from his eyes.
Siska immediately burst into her husband's arms and poured her grief on Devan's chest. Devan who saw his wife was in a bad state and immediately brought Siska to sit on the bench of the hospital. He allowed Siska to spill all the lingering feelings in his heart until his wife calmed down by herself.
"honey" Devan gently rubbed Siska's back, not hearing his wife's sobbing Devan immediately touched his wife's cheek. realized there was no response from Siska Devan was panicked. "honey wake up, come on, oh my God" he said in a panic. Devan immediately carried the siska and took it to the IGD "doctor please my wife faint "
deftly the doctor also the nurse did an examination on the siska. "calm the master, your wife is fine, just tired" Devan breathed a sigh of relief knowing his wife was fine.
"Thank you doctor" after finishing checking the state of siska, the doctor was resigned to examine his other patients.
"mas" he called out in a weak voice.
"sadly you've realized, does anyone have pain need to call the doctor again?" Siska shook her head felt throbbing pain and her vision was a firefly.
"actually what happens when you're not around, why do you sit on the floor and cry hemm? ask her gently.
" i'm going to drink a mas, thirsty" Devan immediately got me some water and helped Siska to sit down.
"it's more comfortable" siska nodded.