
Happiness is indeed being felt by Rani because the engineering of health checks has managed to convince Tian that he has a history of severe disease.
But Tian remained focused at Cantika's home. He even went to Rani's house only occasionally, never overnight. This made Rani very upset.
"I'm happy, because my efforts to maintain my household were successful. But I remained sad and disappointed, as Mas Tian's attitude kept changing to me. He never even touched me again, what's the night here. If it's like this I won't stay silent!" annoyed.
While being talked about inwardly, Tian came.
"Rani, have you eaten? I brought cooking from home. Eat, so that your health improves. This is Cantika who cooked it, delicious. He's very good at cooking a variety of dishes." Said Tian praising Cantika in front of Rani which made Rani even more upset.
"Mas, you realize? what are you saying that hurts my heart so much?" tegur Rani ketus's.
"Why do you praise your wife in front of me and even bring this to me! I don't need your wife's mercy, mom! and I also don't like it when you talk about her in front of me! my pain will not be lessened instead it can become severe with all your praise towards him in front of me!" rani was upset.
"Bring the food back, I don't want to eat the food of your wife's cooking. Do not be put poison so that I die, no one knows," said Rani refused food from Cantika.
"I'm sorry, but at least you shouldn't be prejudiced, Cantika. Since she was not like that, she was a very good woman," Tian again praised Cantika.
"Mas, you said she was a good woman? if it's good, he's not the actor he is today. I know why he wants to marry you, even if it's just Siri's wife. Because he thirsts for the wealth you have. But you are not aware of that, because he is good at acting to make you fooled by everything he says," said Rani.
"Rani, I don't like it if you keep saying bad things about Cantika. I'd better just go if you're like this."
Tian steps away, but Rani blocks him by blocking Tian's arm.
"Mas, I'm sorry. I said that because I was jealous and envious. You are always at home, you never spend the night here. Don't you feel sorry for me who is sick? have I not said that for the rest of my life you will be beside me?"
"Mas, why can't you be fair to your two wives? at least you spend the night here even if it's only three days, and four days you're at home."
"Mas, you haven't touched me in a long time. Is it true that you have no love for you? you always wanted me."
Tian silently listened to what Rani said. And he answered everything he said.
"Honestly yes, Rani. I can't touch you anymore. Because for me we are no longer muhrim, even though we failed to officially divorce. But in my heart has spoken the word talaq to you."
"I have no love for you either. All that's left is a sense of pity to see your condition like this."
"So you never wish I'd come back like I did before. My love for you has been eroded since you went abroad that time, without heeding myself. Even when you're abroad, you never pay attention to me."
Rani is very upset to hear what Tian has to say, but she tries to hold back her anger.
"Mas, was my mistake so fatal? so you're like this? I think my mistakes can still be fixed, unless I'm cheating and you catch me."
"I'm loyal to you, Mom. I never walked with another man. Just because I'm so focused on my career, you're instantly married to another woman."
Rani is not yet aware of the mistake she made on Tian. He just kept defending himself.
"Rani, faithfulness is not only measured by you not betraying other men. If you don't know the true meaning of loyalty, you don't deserve to be a wife."
"You can't understand the meaning of loyalty in marriage."
"A faithful wife really cares about all the needs of her husband, not just the needs in bed."
"But all his personal needs. Have you ever paid attention to my personal needs? absolutely not, Rani."
"We are married, and we are husband and wife. But I feel we're not like a husband and wife in general. I think it's just you're just a sleeping buddy. Have you ever taken a moment just to chat with me in your spare time?"
"There's not the slightest spare time from you for me. Every day you go home in the morning, sometimes even you come home in the morning with a lot of shooting reasons."
Rani silently listened to her husband who kept saying at length.
"Why silence, have you started to realize your mistake with me? even if you know it is free and it is too late. Because there's no room in my heart for you" Tian said.
"Yes, I'm sorry for all my mistakes. I do realize I was wrong, so I want the rest of my life to fix my mistakes with you. Because I do not want to regret in the afterlife later has not redeemed all my wrongs and sins to you, mas," said Rani put on a sad face.
"Yes, no more discussion. I don't want your pain to get worse from too much thought. Now you focus on healing yourself" Tian said.
"Mas, I'm not going to get well. Precisely the more days the faster time passes the faster my age decreases, mas."
"Honestly, I was very sad when I found out I had a serious illness like this. Though I had intended to turn into a good wife, but it was like this."
Rani cried as she pleased but this did not make Tian feel sorry for her. He just kept quiet while glancing at Rani.
"Damn it, Mas Tian was completely unmoved by all this acting of mine!" rani's mind is upset.