
***
Message from Satria. My forehead is faintly wrinkled. Do not want to be stricken with curiosity longer, then kuread.
[Have you seen the news on TV? Are you not suspicious? Maybe it's your best friend. Similar ‘kan?]
Alisku looked confused.
[What do you mean?] reply me, and before long two gray lines turned blue. A sign that my message has been read, but Satria never returns a message from me.
[Why not reply? Say it! Whatchu mean?] Furious, the message that was just read. Finally I flocked Satria with the same message so many times.
[You will know later. Remember, Jun! I'm not your opponent, better just give up! And hand over Riani!] He finally replied. At the end of the sentence tucked emoticons knives and pistols. I don't know what that means.
I thought hard trying to digest the contents of the message Satria sent. Still sitting in front of the TV while changing one chanel to another. But the news of the discovery of the unidentified body no longer exists.
Tok ... tok ....
I was surprised to hear the sound of the door being knocked. My head turned towards the door. Turn off the TV and rush to open the door. A beautiful angel was standing majestically there. In front of the door.
“Riani,” hisisku. A moment later I pulled his arm into the inn, and closed the door.
“Why did you come here?” ask me in a whispering voice.
“I'm bored in my kosanku, lonely. Kangen is also the same as you,” he replied while looking down deeply.
Yes, since coming back here, to the city, we have rarely met. In order to minimize the possibility of Satria doing nothing to Riani. I hid it in a boarding house far from Satria's reach. I'm moving from one cost to another. For safety.
While I was busy fighting with Satria at the green table. Tribunal.
“I'm also kangen, but we have to resist longing first until the deadline can not be determined.” I held both sides of his shoulder, trying to give him some understanding.
“Now, you're back to your boarding house! I'm going to the hospital to see the unidentified body found this morning,”.
“Whose body is it?” Riani looked confused.
“Possibly Bima's body, but hopefully it's all not true,”
Riani silenced her mangap mouth. He was sitting limp on the floor. Slowly her tears fell. Then I crouched down in front of him.
“Hey, relax! Still not sure. And hopefully it's not Bima.”'s body Holding both sides of Riani's shaken shoulders. He sobs. Trying to calm down even though I myself was actually mixed feelings.
“What I said. Never mind, we should just give up before Satria does more desperate.” Riani looked at me full of sad looks. He looks very desperate. I nodded, refusing her advice.
“Trust! We can definitely get through this. Later we can certainly escape from the problems that plague us.” Again, I tried to convince him even though I was in doubt.
After Riani calmed down I told her to go back to her boarding house. I offered him a ride, but he refused and chose to go home alone.
After Riani came home, I rushed to the hospital. The place where the unidentified body that was reported on TV, is buried.
This knee squeezed instantly as I observed the body that had been rumored on TV at close range.
Right, this is Bima. I clutched firmly on the outskirts of the corpse-burning place. My tears shed betraying the rigor. Who is strong to see a friend die with a very sad situation. Many bruises and bruises and abrasions almost all over his body. According to the police exposure who handled the case, Bima allegedly died from a hit-and-run.
But I'm sure this must have something to do with Satria. However, I don't have enough evidence to bring this up to the police. I asked the police where Bima's cell phone was, but according to police, there was no item attached to Bima's body. The last time he communicated with me.
Then I was accompanied by two police officers who rushed to the boarding house Bima. Looking for items that if can be an indication of who has done this to Bima. However, at the boarding we did not find anything suspicious or items that Bima mentioned yesterday as evidence that he said could incriminate Satria. Must've taken it. Either by Satria himself or by his men.
Damnit damnit! Satria's really outrageous!
Now I'm really confused, don't know what to do? Can only wait for justice from God, the owner of the universe. May a miracle soon come. To make the cover of Satria immediately revealed.
***
Sitting in the room. Still in a period of mourning after the death of Bima. My best friend's family who live in the village mostly blame me for the death of Bima. Naturally, Bima died in a very tragic way while in the process of helping to solve my legal problems.
I can only silently accept every single one of Bima's brothers and family who still can't let go.
Clung ....
Suddenly the phone clinks there is a notification of incoming messages via whatsapp. Then open. It was a photo from Satria.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing now.
How could Riani possibly be with that bastard?
Not wanting to linger shackled with curiosity, I immediately called Satria. Ask how could Riani be with him? He then told me to ask Riani myself. And now I'm talking to Riani on the other end of the phone.
Sitting limp on the floor after hearing Riani's confession.
How you betrayed my efforts all along. I've lost a lot of things including my best friend, Bima. And now you're back to that son of a bitch.
My hands are perfectly clenched. Crush the incision on the wall kosan shades of blue sky many times, and fresh blood was pouring from the back of this hand. It is nothing compared to the pain that plagues this heart.
How very you Riani.
***
Clung ....
I heard an incoming message notification. Then I opened the cipher pattern. The message from the same number that Riani used to call. Yeah, he called like he was going to explain something, but I turned off the phone before he finished. I am still very disappointed with the decision he made.
I ignored it for a while, but wondered what the message was. I finally picked up the phone I had originally left lying on the table in front of me. Then read that message.
[I'm sorry to have chosen to go back to this hell before, but one thing you should know. I came back here for a reason I can't explain. For sure I did this for you and your family, Mas.]
I slammed the phone to where it was. To the table. There is no intention to reply to him.
Bulsits!
For me? Is this how you repay all the sacrifices I've made, Riani?
Again, the notification of incoming messages is heard many times. I'm sick of all this. I decided to break the card sim. Safe. And intend to throw away the cell phone that was deliberately left by Satria's men in my house in the village. After they kidnapped my parents.
Rather than being thrown away, redundant. I finally decided to sell it. I think it will be enough to pay the rent and for the cost of returning to the village. But in fact it's not. Android phones are sold at a very low price. Just to pay the contract. As much as 700 thousand rupiah. It was still less than 50 thousand actually, but because the cost mother is good so diikhlaskan, and considered paid off.
Now I work odd jobs ranging from work to building porters and pelvic porters in the market with a daily work system. Raising money for the cost of returning home. Why do I survive here. There's nothing else I need to defend or fight. I'd better go back to the village to take care of my parents after the money for the cost of going home is collected later.
***
This is the last day I work, after I count and the amount of money is more than enough for the cost of returning home. I decided to stop working. Say goodbye to the boss, don't forget to thank me for accepting me to work with him. Then go back to the contract.
“Mas Juna, there was a nyariin,” said next door neighbor, when I just entered the rented terrace area. Urung opened the door and turned to look at the neighbor who was also standing on his porch.
“Who's Maid?”
“Not knowing her name, but she's a woman. Beautiful,” details.
One name is immediately spoken in the heart. I'm sure it's Riani. Because she's the only woman I know here. Besides this neighbor of mine, and mother kosan.
“Oh, yes, thank you infonya,”. Then get into the kosan.
Why else would Riani come here?
***
I sat pensively on the edge of the bed after stuffing some clothes and pants into a backpack. I don't know why I suddenly hesitated to leave this town. Feels heavy. It is undeniable that my love and affection are still left for Riani. Disappointment is more dominant.
The sound of the door being knocked disperse the daydream.
Who came to see you this early?
Rather than wondering, I'd better see who's coming.
Opening the dark brown door. A moment later the woman standing in front of the door immediately hugged me without cue. The word ‘indu' spoken softly is almost inaudible to this ear.
“Riani, loose! Ndak nice to see neighbor.”
“Ma’af,” says Riani, while releasing a hug.
“What else did you come here for?”
“I'm worried about your situation,” he said with snatai. “Your phone why can't you be contacted?” continued.
“HP I've sold.”
“Why sale?”
“To pay for the contract.”
Riani nodded deeply. I don't know what he's thinking.
“I ask ma’af if my decision to return to Satria's house hurts you. I was forced to –“
“Already, no need to discuss anymore. Not important. If you think that's best just do it. Anyway tomorrow I'll go back to the village,” as I.
“What?” hiss Riani. His face suddenly glumened to hear I was going home.
“Hopefully Satria can turn out to be better than me. Can love and love you more than me.”
Silence, we looked at each other. Soluble in each other's minds.
Slowly the glass that inundated the beautiful eye pelurizer Riani melted. Rininya.
Actually I can't bear to see Riani like this, but I have to look tough in front of Riani. Pretending to be careless when in the heart still really want to care about him.
“You better get out of here! If until Satria's men know, it will be bad for you as well me!”
Then I slowly pushed Riani's body away from the doorway. Then I closed the door.
“Juna, I'm not done talking!” peek Riani, while banging on the door. I stood quietly with my back behind it.
Tears also betray self-righteousness. Suddenly worried about going back to the village. When I saw the look in Riani's eyes as if implying a message so I don't go.
But why would I stay here? Riani has returned to where she should be. Husband's home.
Peering out revealing the window curtains next to the door. Riani was no longer on the terrace. Maybe she went home to her husband.
Sitting in the living room chair supports a dizzy head. Change position to lean on the back of the chair. Furious, dissolved in my own mind. Doubt dominates the heart.
***
A night full of anxiety has passed by changing in the morning. I have set my heart to go back to the village. Rushed to the bus terminal after saying goodbye to the next door neighbor and also the boarding house.
Sitting waiting for the bus departure in the terminal lobby seat. My gaze was straight forward focused on watching the TV broadcast available here. It just so happened to be airing a news broadcast of a consecutive accident on a toll road.
I sharpened my hearing when the TV reporter mentioned Satria's name as a victim of the fatal accident. Initially unsure if it was Satria Riani's husband. However, when the reporter repeated the news and mentioned Satria the property businessman. Also mentioned the name of the company then I'm sure if it's the same Satria as I thought.
According to what I heard from the TV newscast, Satria died at the scene.
True ‘kan Lord is Most Fair, Satria Wiguna Adijaya. If you had listened to my warning to repent soon, perhaps God would have given you tolerance. But, this is what's best for you. God still loves you, He took you this fast because He does not want you to do any further, Satria.
Innalillahi wa’innaillaihi raajiuun.
May all your sins be forgiven and have a proper place by His side. Ma’af I can't attend your funeral Satria. I will still go back to the village.
Riani already knows where I live if she really wants to be with me let her come see me one day. It's a test from me, for you, Riani. I wonder how much you love me.
***
I've been in the village for 3 months, no sign of Riani coming. I don't think he really loves me. Maybe he forgot me. I don't know.
By late afternoon my parents and I were sitting in the living room of our hut. While enjoying coffee accompanied by fritters. And also interspersed with warm chatter.
“Jun, you should immediately apply for Nur only. When viewed from the gelagatnya it seems the girl likes you,” chirped Mom. Almost choked me.
“Why did Mom suddenly tell Juna to propose to Nur, Mom?”
“Yes, from the latest wait for Riani. Whereabouts? The proof until now he did not come,” replied Mother.
“Yes, I agree with your mother. Besides, we can't wait to get a grandchild, Jun,” said Dad.
“Riani won't come, Jun. She must be –“
“I'm here, Dad, Mom, Mas Juna,” interrupted a person in the doorway who happened to let it open wide. So that Dad's speech was paused, and we all turned to the source of the voice. Determine who the owner of the voice is.
“Riani!” squeal us three, compact.
***
Three days after Riani came following to the village, I immediately made up for it.
Our lives are happy, no more distractions.
The night when I sat alone with Riani. I asked about his decision to choose back to the late Satria at that time.
Turns out Riani did it all for my safety and that of my family. At that moment, Satria threatened him. If Riani doesn't want to go back to him then Satria will finish me off as well as my family and family.
Now I understand, how much love Riani has for me. Then I asked also about why Satria's car can brake blong. According to the results of the police investigation, it is said that the actions of his business colleagues are cynical. And now the culprit has been caught.
I'm glad to hear that. It wasn't Riani. At first I was afraid he would act.
"Thank God. It turns out you weren't the culprit. I was scared," I said. Then grabbed her tiny body.
"I do hate him, but I still have common sense times," said Riani, replying to my embrace.
"There's no murderous soul in me" he added.
"There," I said. Then Riani immediately let go of her embrace.
"Who did I kill?" tanyakanya.
"Killing my heart and my race so I can't feel any love other than your love" I said.
Riani pinched this waist until I complained. The pain is also painful.
"Basic bucin!" taunted.
"I'm willing to be a pussy for you, just for you" I said. Then wrap your hands around her slender waist from behind. He leaned his chin on the side of his shoulder. Until we were both dissolved in a burning desire.
***
A year passed, the fruit of our love was born into the world of the male sex. My life has been complemented by the presence of my little hero.
Our days go by with weeping, joking, laughter, togetherness.
***
Until the fifth year of my togetherness with Riani my colongan wife. I was again given the greatest gift of our second fruit of love. This time it was female. Very beautiful as her mother.
Complete is my happiness.
Have a beautiful wife, patient and pious. Blessed are two godly and godly children. My dream has been realized all along. Have a family that is sadinah mawadah and rahmah. Insha'allah.
The favor of the Lord whom I have denied.
END