Wife Partner Bed

ARETHAS. 1

..."I never thought loving you was such a disaster, and I never thought a man as handsome and as good as you could make such a perfect wound." Aretha....

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I saw him who was also looking at me with his gaze still the same as before, a gaze that could be cold and indifferent.

I chose to turn my eyes away from the figure that still looks the same, always charming, I took the dirty dishes and glasses scattered on the table, this is still working hours, he said, and I have to refocus my concentration on my work.

I worked as a waitress in a simple restaurant downtown, and I only worked for one week, I didn't want to lose my job again just because I lost my concentration on work due to his arrival.

Deg. My heart seemed to stop, when he, Reyhan suddenly sat in a chair that my table was cleaning. She was not alone, from earlier a beautiful woman was struggling spoiled on her sturdy arm, it's just that I pay more attention to Reyhan mas long unmet and ignore the beautiful woman next to him who has been the main reason for the breakdown of my relationship with Reyhan, the ex-husband.

Her name is Rena, a beautiful woman who has occupied the heart of Reyhan since they went to college, and was reluctant to leave even though Reyhan had married me five months ago, the age of our marriage is only as long as a corn, people say, because it only lasts no more than three months.

Yes, Reyhan and I were married five months ago, living together for three months under the same roof but no doubt behaving like strangers, and I chose to step down after I found out that Rena was in our relationship, and now, I, Aretha, have been officially a widowed woman for two months after our separation, but it is not that status that makes me continue to be shadowed with sadness, but a fetus that grows in my womb without the knowledge of Reyhan.

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I sat on a long bench made of wood facing the outdoors on a hill not far from the city center. Behind me was an old tree that was dead and dried up to be my slimy friend.

Within my hand were two sheets of files that I squeezed strong. One paper is a divorce letter, and the other is a content check, I got two letters at the same time.

The divorce papers made me feel relieved even though I was very hurt, and the other one made me feel hard but I was happy.

So about my pregnancy, should I tell Reyhan if I am now pregnant with flesh blood? But, if I did, wouldn't he accuse me of using this child as an excuse to hold him back, whereas he was already so strong as to be detached from me.

Long enough I was silent alone, tears kept dripping down my cheeks that seemed increasingly thin.

This is really something very confusing. I had just officially divorced from her, but knowing that I was pregnant with her flesh and blood made me feel in deep grief. In this case, I wonder, is our divorce really legal?

And that woman, Rena, I wouldn't be able to get rid of her, because actually, I can compete with a thousand women who love Reyhan, but I can't compete with the one woman Reyhan loves.

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..."He is simple, but he is able to make my life suffer, whether he has it until he is able to master the heart of the mother shift the position of Rena." Reyhan....

I accidentally sat on the chair that he was cleaning, I deliberately did it to heat it up, he, Aretha Azalea, my ex-wife who I never really wanted, she said, his presence in my life was by force from my mother.

for a moment his hand stopped when he realized my arrival. And he pulled himself back a little bit and leaned in and said welcome as if everything was fine and we never had any problems, or not, he treated me like any other visitor as if we didn't know each other.

"Welcome, sir, Madam, please take a look at the menu book, what do you want to order?"

Aretha thrust a menu book in front of me after putting back the glasses and dishes that were on the tray in her grasp.

Wanting to hurt her even more, I showed my affection with Rena in front of her, really, this is ridiculous and childish, too, but I want to see him suffer more after five months ago he bravely put my life and Rena in ruin.

I hugged Rena's waistband so that her body would get closer to me, then I pulled the rough menu book from Aretha's hand, showing it to Rena.

"What do you want to eat, baby?" soft ask.

Behold, he is my good and weak Renaku, looking sorrowfully at the seemingly innocent Aretha, yet he has made his life in unparalleled anguish, and for his kindness, Rena is still willing to look at it with loving eyes.

"Anything, the important thing is not spicy," answered Rena subtly still continuing to see Aretha.

"Note" I said coldly and deliberately voiced in a sharp tone to clarify my dislike of Aretha.

Aretha seemed to grab the little book she took out of her shirt pocket, along with a pen and then write down every menu I called.

She, Aretha, was an ordinary woman from an ordinary family who could somehow become a mother's favorite.

Aretha, the woman I hated the most to the bottom of my veins, she was not a good woman like Rena, she was just an ordinary woman full of deceit, I really hated her, she was just an ordinary woman full of deceit, especially after he told me in his words if he loved me from the first time he met me.

Is he that funny? I just gave her a smile and a thank you when she drove mom home from the market because she had a little accident, and Aretha helped her bring her home, is it just because of that little thing that mom suddenly liked? Very funny and shit.

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..."My happiness is only in him, if not him, then I choose to die." Rena....

I admit if my mindset is still so unstable in making a decision, hearing the words of Aunt Ani, Reyhan's mother who said she would match Reyhan's mother with her chosen girl, and asking me to go away from Reyhan, I felt very hurt, and because of my stability, I chose to leave without talking about it first with Reyhan.

But after two months of disappearing and hiding, fate brought us back together, and I could no longer hold back, that longing, that parting torment, and also the deepest longings that really want to be healed, making me fall back in the arms of Reyhan who also holds me tightly and does not want to lose me, unfortunately, at that time Reyhan was officially married to the woman chosen by his mother.

Of course this is getting heavier I think, not only the blessing of Aunt Ani that I do not get, but also the status that if I continue this relationship with Reyhan mas, I will, then an abject stamp will be attached to me for whatever reason, and I don't want to be labeled as an abuser woman.

Mas Reyhan promised me that he would solve everything, and he begged me to wait patiently.

He said that he was also suffering from it, and he promised me that he would end his relationship with his wife whom I later knew was Aretha, well, well, let's just say I'm selfish because I agreed to Reyhan's request to wait for him, and it's all true, after a month we've been in our relationship secretly and under wraps, and hidden, finally Reyhan officially divorced Aretha and she completely returned to me.

..."I'm a woman, you're a woman, we feel the same way about the same man, but I'm his first love, not me being the bully in your relationship with Reyhan, but you're the one who came as a bully in my relationship with Reyhan mas." Rena....

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