WIFE OF CHILDHOOD

A ROUNDED DETERMINATION

Zul wakes up from his sleep. His body was soaked with sweat. His breath was a little stifled. What a scary dream. His forehead was slightly painful.

Slowly he got out of bed. Taking a glass and pouring water from a teapot beside him, then drinking it by mentioning the name of God in his heart.

Zul then raised his hape that rang since.

"Hallo?!?"

"Zul?.... At the hospital, he almost killed himself Zul!... I'll pick you up tomorrow, okay?" tut tut tut tut..........

Zul. He did not speak yet, the voice across there was gone. But Zul knows, it's the sound of the Word bang. His voice sounded very worried.

Acise. Almost killed himself.

Zul felt his breath tight. Dreamed earlier, he very clearly heard the voice of a gentle but loud-pitched woman. 'Your soul and my soul are destined to merge..... Wherever you are, your soul remains with my soul'. Zul. Unknowingly his eyes flowed out a swift stream without a sound. She's terrified.

Zul was hysterically screaming. A very loud cry wished everyone to hear and help him from the gripping fear.

"Yumuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!"

All the inhabitants of the house woke up scattering towards Zul. Right at 11pm this time.

His father and mother tried to calm Zul down. Hugging and trying to whisper Zul a tawhid sentence somewhat Zul back in his consciousness. Sur Ma'am rushed to get Zul's medicine box and gave it to Mom.

Zul was still hysterically screaming. His crying broke out the night that began to emerge from his dispute. Mother's father cried bitterly watching the suffering of his beloved son. So sad to hear their bath. They can only see the pain of their children in front of their eyes without being able to do anything.

Zul limp after injection. His body melunglai with loss of consciousness and then slumped on the floor shortly after being grabbed by father.

Mom cried in front of Zul. His tears broke as if to describe how tormented he was at seeing Zul constantly like this.

I embrace a mother who looks so fragile. He just kept silent, couldn't talk. All the efforts he tried for Zul's recovery. Even if Zul had to be operated on, he would do whatever it was.

Zul's still being observed by Reyhan's doctor. Even until now there has been no verdict or action that must be done to cure Zul's pain. All avenues such as X rays, scans, endoscopy, even blood tests show good results without worrying symptoms. Right now Reyhan's doctor is giving him painkillers only.

Dr. Reyhan is the number one neurologist in Jakarta at the moment. He is still working with Dr Bernard and Dr Sing, both great doctors from Singapore and India. But now the schedule is still very solid and can only go to Indonesia for approximately 2-3 months. Dr. Reyhan himself still continues to bring Zul in his clinic into the observation material of senior neurologists. But there is no other indication.

Zul regained consciousness after half an hour of suffocation. Mom hugged him tightly.

"Patience to you, son! Zul's a great mother's son. Fight your disease! We will always support Zul," whispered mother lirih gave him spirit.

Zul buried his head in my mother's chest. Her tears broke like a 5-year-old boy.

I could only rub his back slowly. Unable to say a word.

"Dad, man,.... Zul please let father! Tomorrow if bang Firman is here,...... Zul wants to go to Pandeglang! Please allow Zul, father!" Zul hugged his father's hands. Kiss her expectantly.

"Allow me father! Pl-please..... Zul is afraid that tomorrow or the day after Zul dies, Zul feels that he has a burden of sin that is holding up."

"Zul!!!!" snapped dad. His eyes turned red to hear his son's words. He really couldn't imagine anything bad happening to Zul.

Dad looked into Zul's eyes. Finally he collapsed with Zul's very fond gaze.

"Just a few days....! Go get mom! Dad can't take a day off work if it's impromptu." My voice sounded small. Zul knew that he was trying to strengthen his heart to let Zul go despite his heavy heart.

"Really dad? Zul went with mom?"

"Yes. Nemenin's mother Zul! If only Firman aja, Zul's father worried something happened, it will trouble the family of Mr. Mansyur."

"Thank you dad, thank you so much!" Zul hugged dad. He felt his burden reduced a little because his father allowed him to Pandeglang. Zul's determination is round. He must meet Akis. He had to clear up all the misunderstandings a dozen years ago.

That night, Dad, I slept with Zul. Zul smiled happily. He slept with two parents whom he loved very much. Either it was a crybaby or his heart was so soft. Zul's tears continued to seep because he was happy. He does not care what people think of him who is a mother child or spoiled child. What matters is that Zul is happy.

Noon at 2 o'clock less, Firman actually came to pick up Zul. Zul and mom are ready with everything she's going to bring. Do not forget the Zul medicines that I first brought.

"We'd better get going now, anti! Fearful until last night. Difficult public transport." advice Word after a meal and a short break.

"Dad already rented a rental car,.. soon come koq! So don't be afraid of transportation. Because we will be escorted to the house in Pandeglang." said the mother made Firman dumbstruck with a rather confused smile.

"Dad we're off, bang!"

"Thank God that's it,. hehehe.. to be afraid too the Word was!" Firman scratched his head that did not itch while grinning happily.

Dad's rental car has arrived. They too rushed to leave. Mom put dad in Sur. All the needs of my father have been prepared. Sur still set it up.

"Somebody still want Zul to bring?" ask Zul.

"It's all, ma'am!"

"Okay, we're leaving now!"

The car is traveling at medium speed. They are silent with their own minds.

"Anti......, after entering the city of Pandeglang,.Please stop by the hospital unit area first huh?"

"Who's sick, Man?" ask Mother.

"Akis last night sliced his veins. It's still critical at RSUD."

"Acis??..."

"Yes." Yeah."

Mom pensive long time. He was so confused about this fate. Why is Akis like that? Why is Zul like this? What is karma? What sins and wrongs have they committed until the lives of two children who actually did not exist until they received this kind of punishment?

Mom was crying in silence. Really not done thinking. Even Zul who had no recollection of his past had to suffer like this. Is he too slow to take action to bring the two together, correcting misunderstandings a dozen years ago.

Will the meeting of Zul and Akis take place dramatically? Stay faithful yaaa waiting for the next story gaess.