Wife From My Writing

DISILLUSIONMENT

..."*this feeling comes with a strong certainty...

...you who are silent I hope in the deckap...

...but you are still silent on the cue...

...If you refuse to give me the right answer"...

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...poet dusk95*...

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The morning began to come, the cock crow woke the stool from the bed, he walked to the bathroom, in the kitchen diana who was busy preparing breakfast uttered a loving sentence. but Rinja did not respond to her it made Diana turn to the direction of the rinja that leads to the bathroom.

after taking a bath rinja wear clothes that have been prepared diana, and diana call rinja for breakfast before work.

baby breakfast first yuk. ni I uda cook spesyal for you, uda lama will not eat my cooking.

diana said with a smile towards the room

rinja approached him with an ordinary facial look tampa expression more. in gin once his attitude.

which is.? you why,.?

ask diana.

there is no."

answer the cold snails

hmm, let's have breakfast first.

rinja and diana breakfast at the dining table both tampa warm chat. Rinja attitude really changed to diana, it may really have been lost.

I hope.ntar comes home malem.

rinja broke the silence in the kitchen except for the clinking of spoons and plates.

yes, my heart, dear.

diana replied while standing up and heading towards the rainja I mean to hug but rinja immediately rushed out as if refusing a hug diana.

diana felt riled up hearing the demeanor these past few days.

tampa other remarks besides saying goodbye at the dining table was rinja passed away, from behind the front curtain diana peeked at the rinja that set out using her car.

diana's heart was still filled with question marks and sadness that began to approach her.

diana sat on the living room sofa, staring at the twinkling between the curtains slightly lifted by the morning wind, she thought of the cold stench to him.

if she's getting bored and doesn't love me anymore she thought.

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on the street rinja calls you andin, and again rinja changes her attitude drastically to you, being friendly, humorous and romantic is much different when she is with diana.

when arriving at the rinja shop as usual controls his shop coffee shop.

in the middle of work that day ardi peeling rinja to dian.

bang Rinja why is it changing now.?

ask ardi to the dian while pouting his lips towards the rinja

mmmm, he's got a lot of problems.

not really. like the deck, when I bang rinja changed since I knew the woman.

andini you mean..?

well yes.!!"

mmm don't know bang dian don't want to follow people's business.

their chatter split as the rinja headed towards them.

keep talking, work in the eye.

I want to go out you guys close it if uda hours, ntar abng not here anymore.

rinja told them.

good bang answered cutely while smiling.

bang rinja out mulu now, don't do anything...!

chirps ardi.

hus..!! ngawur uda sana. iiih ngapain deket, work bang work.

in the house of the rinja diana tidied up the house, she remembered all the memories that were in every corner of her house, and diana tried to find the records of the stool, but not in her encounter again, and she was not, rinja doesn't write anymore.

in between busy cleaning the room diana rinja how surprised she found clothes in women it makes the heart of diana to beat fast,

he asked who this belonged to, and why it was in the room.

did Rinja have an affair during my time in the room thought diana with her riled up feelings, then diana checked all the stuff in every corner of the room with the feeling of starting to rage.

he was emotionless and sad to hold back the fear he felt, his worst possibility.

found in the inserts of a small book there is a name written that is "andini" it makes it more difficult for diana to think clearly, guess the situation.

naturally she was silent and cold her attitude towards me turned out to be this, she already had another lover during my time in prison.

said rinja with tears flowing slowly wet her cheeks.

days pass, nights take the earth.

that night the rinja came home at about 10 p.m.

diana is sitting in the middle room with her puffy eyes due to crying all day.

rinja walks into her house and sees Diana sitting on the sofa in the middle room like never before.

whyyyy.?

ask rinja

then diana took out the woman's red underwear and a little book of linja notes from under the living room table, put her on the table.

this is.! whose honest answer does this belong to.?!

rinja was silent.passively tampa expression froze like a statue.

this is what you did during my time in prison.It's worth it that you're changing now, cold and as if you're expecting me again. All these years I waited for the time to get back into your arms, but in fact you hugged the others..!!

said Diana while sobbing sob with sadness until she was emotionally staring towards the rhinja.

ii'm sorry.

the feeling that once somehow faded, I've tried to hold that feeling but I don't feel my love for you anymore.

answered rinja with a bow, then she sat in front of diana while holding diana's hand.

sorry, I have to be honest.

diana suddenly cried and her tears soaked her face, as well as the sweat on her body.can be imagined emotions and heartache diana exploded instantly.

why..? why.?!

diana answered sobbing isak full of haru.

rinja seemed innocent pulling her clothes and booklet then stood up and headed for the room.

go awayl.

I can't continue this love diana.!

answer the snail from inside the room.

that made Diana ruin her feelings.

tears and haru enveloped diana that night, but long thought diana stepped out of the rinja house with a cry that accompanied her departure.

tampa sinned Rinja immediately lay on his bed and opened his henfon and looked at the photo andini.

rinja was completely blind, and left her faithful and kind for a woman she knew.

diana walked down the street in the city that night, with the cold she walked in the direction with tears still dripping,

like a broken coral in the middle of a dark ocean floor.

maybe that's the right word to describe diana that night.

he lost the figure he loved, the man he hoped for and was proud of all this time, years waiting for him even the man stabbed his heart.

the memory of the struggle at that time made it even more fragile.

in the middle of the night towards the dark road he slowly disappeared in the arms of a deep night tampa spotlights street lights again.

no matter where diana's foot went, all she knew that night was her heart breaking like a shard of glass.

the smell of asphalt night accompanied her small steps to the end of the city street.

where's the route to our exit."

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