
"What are you doing there? Wanna gohome? Go ahead. Thanks for the breakfast!" Maya raises a box of rames rice brought by a man who is still at home standing next to the apartment door. He himself chose to sit on the sofa, while feeding rice, along with side dishes into his mouth.
Riko herself was still shocked by what Maya had just done. He saw for himself how the woman opened the door, then threw the money which was certainly not a little outside and then closed the door again, without allowing the guest who said "his father" to get into the apartment.
Maya raised her shoulders unconcerned about Riko's reaction. He's like this. She would never be camouflaged as an angel in front of others. This is the real him. Cuek, do not like pleasantries, cold, and what it is.
According to him, if the person is really in love with a partner, he will still receive the advantages and disadvantages of the doi. So, why change, or force yourself in front of others if they just can not appreciate.
"May," call Riko who is now sitting on the sofa.
Maya berdehem. He himself chose to focus on chewing, while staring at gossip even though the fact is that the woman is not very fond of the news on television.
"Look at me!" Riko tried to attract the attention of Maya who had been very difficult to achieve.
Maya finally put the food box on the table, while she stared at Riko's face flatly. "What?"
"So really you're bokapmu?"
"Yes. Why?"
The man scooped his own face as the woman beside him stared so casually, guiltlessly, or even regretfully. What happened to Maya? Why would he be so willing to let a man out there just walk away?
Riko was still looking at Maya with a questionable look that made the woman feel uncomfortable. "When are you looking at me like a suspect, hm?"
"If what you want to make a fuss about is the problem earlier, mending skip, deh! I'm lazy to talk." Maya takes the water on the table and drinks it.
"But I want to talk about it!" Riko insisted on waiting for an explanation from Maya about the reason behind the woman's abuse to her father. "I'm ready to hear it" he continued patiently.
Maya grunts. He then stood up and intended to go to the balcony of his apartment located next to the bedroom. Riko kept following.
"Mending you home and never come to see me again! Throw away your love for me because I'm not a woman who deserves your attention!" After saying that, Maya stared at the morning view from her apartment balcony flatly.
He tried to resist the feeling of tightness in the chest when saying this. This woman was indeed the most able to make herself hurt.
The woman's shoulder was immediately forcefully pulled by the man in front of her. Riko pulls Maya's chin which now refuses to look at her. It hurts so much if the person we love, but instead tells him to leave.
"It's not like that, Ko!"
"Then what was it like? Why are you asking me to leave?" Riko's face, which had been angry, now began to soften. He looked at Maya who was looking back at him. "Don't hurt your own feelings, May!" he continued so softly.
The man knew that the woman standing in front of him was also hurting. Riko is a sensitive man who will be around, where maybe he is not aware if Maya is now at war with herself. "I know you love me too, May. I know," the Jeda.
"I don't care about your past. Because what I bring to you is the future, May. Okay, I'm not gonna make you tell me who he is, or whatever it is. Just so you don't stay away from me, or tell me to get away from you! I wanna. I promise I'll never tease, nor kidnap anything you've ever experienced before!" riko said solemnly.
The man's hand was still perched on his shoulder. Maya herself still remains silent to feel the sincerity of a Riko.
"May, I beg you! Don't tell me to get out of your life! What can I do without you!" riko said pleading, even the man now rests his head on the woman's shoulder.
"I've been in love with you too much, May, and if you ask me to leave .. Then, what should I do? You've bought all my feelings," he continued.
Maya is heading in the other direction. He didn't do anything. The woman was busy fighting in her heart, ignoring someone who was now almost desperate to persuade her.
The body degenerates, there is no more energy of itself to support its own weight. "I'm devastated without you, May. I'm nobody without you, May." The man continued to stir in his grief. The crystal thread full of despair could not be dammed anymore either.
"Stand!" said the woman at the end.
The man shook his head. "Make what? Free also myself–"
"I said stand up, yeah, stand up!" jakak Maya firmly. "What would you do if a problem like this had gone like this! Shame on the uniform you've been wearing all this time!"
"The uniform is just identity. It does not necessarily reflect the nature and attitude of others. If taking off my uniform makes me feel good about myself .. why not?" Riko insisted on not following the instructions of the Maya. "If you really want me to leave, at least give me back all my feelings for you!"
Maya who was determined to drive Riko away finally gave up. Giving up on what he sees and feels. The woman knew how sincere Riko felt about her. However, there is still a strange thing about his past that will always follow him later.
"Both of my parents chose to separate when I was a child and they left me alone with no money. Those people steadfastly achieve happiness without caring there is a child who still needs love and education." Maya breathes in as the tightness returns when remembering her past.
Riko listened to every word spoken from Maya's trembling lips. He could feel how difficult the life that had been passed by the woman he loved. Pias, that face was so shocked after knowing what kind of life a loved one had gone through.
"Are you sure you'll still accept me after hearing my past?" ask Maya. With a wet face as it could not help but cry when it remembered its past.