
Ray who was called directly looked at the father and nodded his head, wanted his taste Ray asked but he paused better later when he met anyway later he would know, too he would know, why would my father want to talk to him.
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Ray's parents' bedroom door was knocked on
" Go in, son." Fatherly speech
" What did you look for me?." Ask Ray
" Sit here son, someone wants me to tell you" said father
"Boy, honestly answer whether you would mind marrying Fina, father and mother do not want if you get hurt when you agree to this match, we as parents want to see your happiness, you know, but if our choice makes you burdened you better step back now, before you get married" said the father
" Well, honestly Ray had no objections in this marriage, and Ray also did not want to lie to his mother's father and himself, until now Ray did not feel what to Fina, Fina, either a sense of awe or the other, it does not exist at all, but Ray will try to open the heart, there is a saying said Because accustomed to it will inevitably arise love, love, maybe Ray's heart will open and love Fina when we become one." Ray replied gently but firmly
" It's good if that's the answer from you son, now sleep, it's not good for the bride and groom to stay up late." Fatherly speech
Ray immediately stepped onto the bed after taking the water.
It has been 1 hour Ray was on the bed but his eyes could not be closed at all, there was a sense of sadness in his heart, what right decision he had taken, he said, what can he be a Faith when his heart is not for the woman who will be his Master later, what can he live a household without being based on love, what can he do, a lot of questions that popped up in Ray's mind, Ray immediately got up and went to the bathroom to immediately perform Istikharah prayer, Ray will surrender to God, Ray will surrender to God, whatever the outcome may be, the household will remain in the way of God.
Ray performs his Istikharah prayer very solemnly.
اَللّٰهُمَّ اِنِّى اَسْتَخِيْرُكَ بِعِلْمِكَ وَاَسْتَقْدِرُكَ بِقُدْرَتِكَ وَاَسْئَلُكَ مِنْ فَضْلِكَ الْعَظِيْمِ فَاِنَّكَ تَقْدِرُ وَلَآاَقْدِرُ وَلَآاَعْلَمُ وَاَنْتَ عَلاَّمُ الْغُيُوْبِ. اَللّٰهُمَّ اِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ اَنَّ هَذَااْلاَمْرَ(...)خَيْرٌلِّىْ فِىْ دِيْنِىْ وَمَعَاشِىْ فَاقْدُرْهُ لِىْ وَيَسِّرْهُ لِىْ ثُمَّ بَارِكْ لِىْ فِيْهِ وَاِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ اَنَّ هذَااْلاَمْرَشَرٌّلِّىْ فِىْ دِيْنِىْ وَمَعَاشِىْ وَعَاقِبَةِ اَمْرِىْ وَعَاجِلِهِ وَآجِلِهِ فَاصْرِفْهُ عَنِّىْ وَاصْرِفْنِيْ عَنْهُ وَاقْدُرْهُ لِيَ الْخَيْرَحَيْثُ كَانَ ثُمَّ رَضِّنِىْ بِهِ. اَللّٰهُمَّ اِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ اَنَّ هَذَااْلاَمْرَ (…) خَيْرٌلِّىْ فِىْ دِيْنِىْ وَمَعَاشِىْ فَاقْدُرْهُ لِىْ وَيَسِّرْهُ لِىْ ثُمَّ بَارِكْ لِىْ فِيْهِ وَاِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ اَنَّ هذَااْلاَمْرَشَرٌّلِّىْ فِىْ دِيْنِىْ وَمَعَاشِىْ وَعَاقِبَةِ اَمْرِىْ وَعَاجِلِهِ وَآجِلِهِ فَاصْرِفْهُ عَنِّىْ وَاصْرِفْنِيْ عَنْهُ وَاقْدُرْهُ لِيَ الْخَيْرَحَيْثُ كَانَ ثُمَّ رَضِّنِىْ بِهِ
Allaahumma inni astakhiiruka bi'ilmika wa astaqdiruka biqudratika wa as aluka min fadlikal 'azimi fa innaka taqdiru wa laa aqdiru wa laa a'lamu wa anta 'allaamul guyuub. Allaahumma in kunta ta’lamu anna haadzal amro…..) khairul lii fii dinii wa ma’aasyi faqdurhu lii wa yassirhu lii tsumma baarik lii fii hi wa in kunta ta’lamu anna haadzal amro syarrun lii fii diinii wa ma’aasyii wa ‘aaqibati amrii wa ‘aajlihii fashrifhu ‘annii wasrifnii ‘anhu waqdurhu liyal-khaira haitsu kaana tsumma rodh-dhinii bihi."
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