
Annisa and Bram just glanced at each other, staring mysteriously which made Early mother increasingly suspicious. But Early mothers do not ask much more because they are afraid that their rest time will be wasted because of him alone.
They decided to go to the big house and rested after a long trip.
***
Time had already shown night and Bram the same Annisa decided to relax in the living room. Bram deliberately sat down with Annisa leaning on the chest of her field, the woman's body slightly tilted with her legs deliberately straightened on the sofa.
Rama is at the house of Dini's mother. Remember the Early Mother who promised to make enough food for them. At first Annisa refused Rama to go there. For fear that Rama would just mess up. But Mother Dini forced. He wanted someone to accompany him, so now Rama is at the house of Early mother.
"You have a complaint about something?" bram asked as he massaged Annisa's arm slowly. "Mas wants to learn to be a smart husband for you. So, if you need something, don't hesitate to say the same mas."
"Hmm .. I'm a little scared."
"Fear why?"
Annisa took a deep breath.
"From childhood I never got the full affection of my parents. Therefore, I do not know how to be a good parent for children. I'm scared ..."
Annisa licked her lips.
"Have you ever heard that fruit never falls far from the tree? and that's what I've been afraid of all this time. How .... if I hate my parents but later, later yes mas ... I do not realize losing my attitude will be like my parents? I don't want to. I really don't want my son to understand what I'm feeling."
Annisa looked anxiously at Bram.
He lowered his legs and sat up straight in the chair. His hands fused together, a sign he was really very confused and nervous.
"From the beginning it was always this I was afraid of. I'm afraid of marriage because I want to see my parents' wedding as good as it is. Sometimes the same mother lives each other as well as me and brother. There is no word of warm family among you." Now he is smiling thinly. "But that one fear disappeared because I met you. You make me feel like marriage is so happy."
Annisa. His hands stretched out stroking his flat stomach.
"I'm afraid that I'll fail to be a mother to our child. I was afraid that my limited attitude and knowledge would traumatize my son. I'm really scared, "honestly Annisa in the end.
"HEY!"
Bram turned around and knelt before Annisa. His face slightly looked up to look at Annisa's eyes.
"Why think about things that haven't happened?"
Annisa stunned.
"You scared? but the truth is you managed to educate Rama to be a good boy. You can really get through this all well. After all ... caring for a child is not about you alone. But also mas."
Bram rubbed Annisa's shoulder, trying to calm the woman down.
"What are you afraid that you will always be by your side? don't be afraid. Really deh. The promise is always there for you. You don't have to be afraid anymore. Forget all that fear and let's stand side by side. Because you will always be by your side."
Bram's hand was ready to receive Annisa's hand.
"Corn."
In the end Annisa receives Bram's grasp and ends up nodding.
"Well, don't think about something that hasn't happened."
"Eh what's this?" the sudden exclamation of Early Mother made Bram and Annisa glance at each other and laugh in satisfaction.