Widowed On The First Night

50 Fear of Not Being able to Love

That night Farah will come out, intending to want to relax on the porch of the house to just calm down, because since earlier he kept his mind with Bima's invitation to get married, and he was still trying to get married, but suddenly he heard a noise in his parents' room.he heard Bu Ayu seem to be calling his father.

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"Mom, what's wrong?." Ask Farah.

"Farah, call your sister, you fainted" said Bu ayu worriedly.

"What." Farah was surprised, but rushed to call her sister who was outside the house relaxing with Bima.

"Sister." Call Farah, but for a moment look at Bima with a gaze between disappointed and sad.

"What's up?."

"Father Fainted" said Farah.

Bima and Brams immediately looked inside.

Rs hope.

Mr. Broto lay weak in the hospital, Farah was so sad to see the state of his father.

When the Doctor came, the Doctor told all the families that Mr. Broto was exhausted and had symptoms of a stroke, Farah who heard so sad. Brams hugged his sister to calm her down, and their father would be fine, Bima saw the sadness had to return Farah felt when she lost Bayu in the time when Bayu's father was exhausted and had a mild stroke.

After Mr. Broto came to his senses, Mr. Broto called his wife. All the families are grateful because Mr. Broto is okay, only a mild stroke.

"Sir." Farah hugged her father.

"Udah, you're okay." Said Mr. Broto.

"Father quickly recovered yes, don't ketapean anymore." Said Farah.

As the Day grows Dissolved.

All the families sleep in the beds available in the VIP rooms.

Farah could not sleep, she looked at her father to keep him. Suddenly, Bima came in from outside.

"Here, drink, warm tea" said Bima gave a glass of warm tea to Farah, Farah accepted.

"Thank you." Said Farah.

"Sir BIma why not go home, I think Mr. Bima has gone home." Said Farah.

"I can't leave you, I want to stay here to take care of your father." Bima said.

Farah was silent, she looked at Bima, seeing that there was sincerity for her man, but the little heart of Farah felt that she was not ready for it.

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The next day.

Farah came in and brought the porridge to her father.

"Farah, we go home first to take a shower, you take care of me." exclaimed Brother Brams.

"Yes, sister, I'll be here, mommy will be home too, Farah will be here." Reply Farah. Mom nodded small.

"Farah, Om, I also go home first" said Bima. pak Broto smilingly nodding. Farah did too.

"This is sir, Farah bribe ya his porridge." Farah said as everyone left the room.

"Farah, when will you marry Bima, the Father wants to see you happy, wants to see you married, before the Father returns to the creator." Said Mr. Broto.

"Father don't talk about it dong Pak, Farah believes you must live long." Reply Farah.

"Yes-yes, but when will you accept Bima's proposal?." Ask Mr. Broto again.

Farah was silent for a moment, she knew she could not lie, but she could not be honest either.

"Father Know, you still remember Bayu, you still love the baby, but what's wrong you and Bima start a new life together, it can all make you bury the past with your baby." Said Mr. Broto.

"yes sir, Farah is still thinking about it, get well first." replied Farah. Mr. Broto nodded and went back to eating something for a mouthful of porridge.

After Mr. Broto rested. Farah sat on the sofa thinking of Bima, thinking of her father's words.

"I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt Bima, I'm afraid I can't love her." Inner Farah. Because he did not love Bima, he also convinced his heart that there was no love growing in his heart at this time for other men. now he was really confused what to look like.