Widow of Choice Mom

I just have a heart

The cold atmosphere still enveloped Aini's room, a room that was not too spacious but complete facilities that had made Aini very comfortable, but that cold morning after the morning prayer ritual his body was reluctant to wake up as usual activities, for some reason suddenly there was a sense of laziness that befell him, occasionally he stroked his stomach that began to bulge, even occasionally it has felt the movement of the baby in it,

("𝘬𝘢𝘬 𝘈𝘣𝘪, 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘶, 𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘨𝘢 𝘣𝘢𝘪𝘬 𝘣𝘢𝘪𝘬 𝘴𝘢𝘫𝘢, 𝘣𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘢𝘬 𝘈𝘣𝘪, 𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘢𝘩 𝘬𝘢𝘬 𝘈𝘣𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘵 𝘬𝘢𝘮𝘪 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘶𝘢, 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪 𝘴𝘢𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘪 𝘬𝘢𝘮𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘮𝘶, 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘪 𝘱𝘢𝘥𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘬 𝘈𝘣𝘪, 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘶𝘯 𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘢 𝘪𝘯𝘪 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘶𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘪𝘬𝘴𝘢𝘬𝘶, 𝘣𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘭𝘶𝘱𝘢, 𝘣𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘶𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘪 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘶𝘱 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘴𝘬 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘶𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘢𝘥𝘪 𝘫𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘢 𝘥𝘶𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘭𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘶 21 𝘵𝘢𝘩𝘶𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘪, 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘫𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘶𝘢𝘪 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘶𝘱𝘶𝘬 𝘬𝘦𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘶 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘬 𝘣𝘪𝘴𝘢 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘶𝘱 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘮𝘶, 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘬𝘶, 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘥𝘪𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘬𝘢𝘵𝘢 𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘛𝘶𝘩𝘢𝘯, 𝘣𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘢𝘩 𝘪𝘯𝘪 𝘬𝘦𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘬𝘔𝘜, 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶 𝘫𝘢𝘶𝘩𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘬𝘶𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪, 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘶, 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘱𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘴𝘶𝘥 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘶𝘱 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪 𝘪𝘯𝘪, 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘫𝘪𝘬𝘶, 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶 𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘩𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘔𝘜, 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶 𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘶 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶, 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶 𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘦𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘢 𝘌𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘶, 𝘸𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘪 𝘙𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘬𝘶, 𝘫𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘫𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘢𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘔𝘜 𝘪𝘵𝘶 𝘬𝘦𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘬𝘬𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘢 𝘪𝘵𝘶 𝘬𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘶𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘪, 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘶𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘶𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘫𝘢𝘥𝘪 𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘫𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘦𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘬𝘔𝘜, 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘳𝘢𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘪 𝘙𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘬𝘶")

Aini was still daydreaming and self-talking in her heart, the thick blanket still rolled on her body, she felt the uncontrollable loneliness of the heart back then, she longed for affection, as a woman who is pregnant she should be spoiled by her husband, but what is said is hnaya in her dreams alone, Abi her husband is unlikely to meet her, she already feels unmarried, she is not married, he only felt he had a husband for the first month of his marriage at that time, even though Abi still split time with his ex-lover, Abi,

After Abi can be helped by his former lover to establish his own company Abi has disappeared like in the swallow of the earth, sometimes one week only to go home even late at night, sometimes blind in the morning before Aini woke up he had disappeared again, sometimes he went home once a month, and finally really lost until the tragedy of the night, where Aini got his right with rough and painful unification, and finally lost, and when he met again Abi was already in a coma due to an accident,

Aini kept her patiently waiting for her to wake up, but as soon as Abi realized she was hurting him again,

" 𝘈𝘥𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘩 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘪 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘵𝘪 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘬𝘢𝘭𝘪 𝘬𝘢𝘭𝘪 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘱 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪? 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘰𝘩, 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘤𝘶𝘮𝘢 𝘱𝘶𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘪 𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘱𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘬𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘯"

(" 𝘿𝙪𝙡𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙖𝙩 𝙠𝙪 𝙨𝙞𝙖𝙥 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙞 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙠𝙢𝙪

𝙠𝙖𝙢𝙪 𝙩𝙖𝙠 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙝 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙜𝙖𝙗 𝙖𝙠𝙪 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙪𝙥

𝙙𝙪𝙡𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙚𝙢𝙪𝙖 𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣 𝙠𝙪𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙪𝙝𝙠𝙖𝙣

𝙠𝙖𝙢𝙪 𝙩𝙖𝙠 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙝 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙖𝙮𝙖 𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙟𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙠𝙪

𝙠𝙖𝙢𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙗𝙤𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙠𝙪 𝙩𝙚𝙩𝙖𝙥 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙖𝙮𝙖,

𝙠𝙖𝙢𝙪 𝙡𝙪𝙠𝙖𝙞 𝙠𝙪 𝙩𝙖𝙠 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙙𝙪𝙡𝙞

𝙙𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙖 𝙖𝙙𝙖 𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙞 𝙞𝙣𝙞

𝙠𝙖𝙪 𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙜𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙠𝙪 𝙠𝙪 𝙩𝙚𝙩𝙖𝙥 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙞

𝙠𝙖𝙪 𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙠𝙪 𝙩𝙚𝙩𝙖𝙥 𝙨𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙖

𝙟𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙖𝙣 𝙠𝙖𝙪 𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙖 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙖𝙥𝙖

𝙖𝙠𝙪 𝙘𝙪𝙢𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙞

𝙖𝙠𝙪 𝙘𝙪𝙢𝙖 𝙥𝙪𝙣𝙮𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙞

𝙩𝙖𝙥𝙞 𝙠𝙖𝙢𝙪 𝙢𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙠𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙖𝙠 𝙥𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙞 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙞)

" 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘩 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘮𝘶 𝘬𝘢𝘬, 𝘬𝘢𝘮𝘶 𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘩 𝘣𝘢𝘺𝘪 𝘪𝘯𝘪, 𝘩𝘪𝘬𝘴,, 𝘩𝘪𝘬𝘴,,

Escape the tears wet her cheeks are increasingly cubby because her pregnancy is now growing weight and automatically the shape of her cheeks also changed a little, too,

With gontai he also rose from the bed to the bathroom, even time has shown at 7.00 am,

" Sister, sister, is Aini still in the bathroom,? is Aini's sister okay"?

Adriana who had not seen Aini's figure anywhere just entered her room, but the sound of water from the bathroom made her feel relieved, she went back to the kitchen to prepare their breakfast,

" Asalamualaikum

" the waalaikumsalam, the,,

" Of Fahmi, please come in, but Aini's sister hasn't come out of the room, I'll call you"

" Is he sick,?

" I don't know when I come in he's taking a bath, it's not usually this way, usually 5:00 sister already in the kitchen helping people cook for children's homes"

" Yes tell him I'm waiting for him for breakfast"

Aini rushed into Aini's room again, she smiled to see Aini in front of the dresser combing her long hair until it looked difficult,

" Here I help you, it's been so long why not go to the salon and cut it a little"

" Dek, I can take care of it myself already do not bother" first when the aunt's pregnant uncle forbid aunt cut her hair, had to wait for her child to be born"

" Is there a concrete reason, brother"?

" Not sure, but since I've heard there's a ban, I'll obey"

" who,?

" There's, man, here I wear a blouse on let me blush"

" Eh, uh, I'm a widow where I can preen, in India widows can only dress plain white"

" Oh brother, this is Indonesia, this is modern times, I'm not innocent not very plain, I wait below"

" Huh there's just that boy, don't know if his brother is lazy"

Aini was still reluctant to rise from her seat, she saw her reflection in the mirror, she felt like her life was not passionate living that day,

" Kakaaaaak, that is,,

The sound of Adriana screaming from the dining room called out to him, he realized and inevitably he went out of the room, too,

In the dining room, Aini had already seen Fahmi with his casual look, he only wore shorts and a tee shirt, the man looked younger than usual who was always clad in formal clothes,

" Morning om"

" Aini morning, how are you, what is still often nausea"

" No, I'm fine"

" And you deck brother remind me this is not a forest, do not scream like tarsan who lives in the forest"there are also no good guests, do not repeat"

Fahmi chuckles and Adriana looks embarrassed to the point that her cheeks are reddish.

" I'm sorry, sister, sorry, um, Adriana's itching her tongue again"

" What are you saying, where there's an itchy tongue kept yelling"

" Eh, there is a brother, in the village I often insulted neighbors, they say I'm an illegitimate child because I do not know the father where well, my tongue often itches and screams out feet, even more than that"

" Huh,,,

Fahmi again chuckled until his body shook, while Aini patted her eel looking at Adriana's innocent behavior los,

" Let's have the opera van java, we have breakfast first, this om bring nutritious food, this is good for pregnant women"

" What is om, means it is not good for me who is not pregnant, om"

" This Ana is a food I brought specially for Aini, but you can also eat, there take a bowl to pour it"

that morning the three of them ate quietly and with a happy heart even Aini looked very greedy, the fish soup that Fahmi brought was so delicious that he spent half of the three servings Fahmi bought, he said,

" Here, this wekend you have no event, I want to take you on vacation, I think you need fresh air, we can enjoy the atmosphere of the mountains and the view of tea plantations"

" There are no events and never have an event, I'm lazy to go far om, my stomach is sometimes uncomfortable on the trip, sorry to bring it just want to go to the restroom"

" Oh well, maybe I'll find somewhere nearby"

Aini just say what Fahmi said, she looked lethargic and not excited and remembered the other day when shopping in the mini market, there was a pregnant woman who was treated special by her husband, she said, (the woman's expenses were immediately reached by her husband for fear of his wife being tired, fearing the baby why napa when carrying the burden in his hands, he also beat the wife when walking to his car as if afraid of his wife falling)

(" 𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘪 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘬𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵𝘶, 𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘩, 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘣𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘩 𝘪𝘳𝘪 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘢𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯")

When daydreaming Fahmi patted her back and said if there were guests outside, Aini stuttered and walked out to see him, and how surprised he saw someone who was at the door of his house, it was, his eyes stared in disbelief, and were like he was in a dreamland,

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