WHY YOUR HEART

CHAPTER TWENTY SIX

Actually Rani does not want to remember it.Since when she married Marco she began to forget Erlan.indeed me and Erlan dating long enough since I was in first grade High School,until Erlan followed the Army test passed and placed in various places.the latter as a peace troop to Lebanon.we planned to marry.but we were not a match.I married Marco because in return for kindness marco's parents.is Marco is the soul mate that God chose for him.Old dating is not a guarantee to be able to marry.it is the destiny that God has written that his soul mate is Marco.though until now Marco has not loved, not yet,but God will open the door of the heart for me.Rani looked up at the sky of his room.said I must be like this, he said,Marco still does not change.indeed we are home but like strangers.Thankfully there is Mother Ana who always accompany me.and I am also busy with Lina's orders.I hope God always gives me strength to face all.sometimes Mother Ana Kasian with me because I have a husband.but I always say everything will be beautiful in time.I consider Mother Ana my substitute Mom.he is always by my side when I am tired but always strong.In this week the order of the many lies Lina I made myself.I do not want to disappoint the offenders Lina.I try to find my own money.I never ask Marco.either intentionally or indeed Marco never care for my life I also do not want to think.thoh I can fulfill my own life.I nor did I ever say much because every time Marco came home from the office I prepared a meal after that I went back to the room because I had to finish my order.

after a week of Erlan calling me, he never called, he followed my request

.Drtt drtt mami caling

" Rani love your night and Marco to his house because today Marco's birthday, all eat at home mami" pinta mami.

I'm surprised that today Marco's birthday is lucky mami called if not I don't know.

" mommy can't if tonight Marco and I are celebrating together, count our new marriage" I subtly rejected it by saying that I want Marco to celebrate his birthday because it's our first marriage.

" But Rani"

" yeah Rani, welcome to celebrate"

" okay mommy thank you"

mami finally relented.since this afternoon I prepared everything.including preparing a birthday cake I made it myself for a birthday cake I was used to making it.Since this is my husband I made the best.last noon I invited Mother Ana accompany me shopping for materials.I want to call and congratulate but I want to give a surprise but it's been 11 pm Marco has not returned home.The remaining one hour will change time.I wait while counting every second the time elapsed.I tried to resist sleepiness I was afraid Marco went home I went to sleep.jam rotated quickly time has been shown right at 12 pm

"it's over time" I sighed. I finished all the food I had arranged on the table including the birthday cake all I put in the refrigerator

" what a shame my life if life like this.real on his happy day he did not come home.do I not mean in the heart even though small?? I cry.is my destiny like this?? is it my fault to marry her?? I took a breath and let out.