Why There Should Be Love

Finally Cave Understand 2

contemplation is one of the cave habits in this life.why not? the answer is simple because the cave is often aloof during this time and spend a lot of time in the room just to think or play games.

now the cave is again thinking about the words of Roni that he talked about about the cave that must get the happiness of the cave itself and do not make the mind of the cave to answer but let the heart speak.

understanding his words was not as easy as turning the palm, it took time for the cave to understand that.

the cave opened the bedroom window and gazed deep into the sky.

the stars are scattered up there although it is not very clear see cave because it is in the city, much different where when the cave stays in the villa.

in contemplation.

what happiness does Roni mean?

has the cave been unhappy all this time?

it was impossible because the cave was happy enough.

the cave continues to deepen these words hoping that there will be an answer that the cave will get.

although trying as much as possible to find the answer the cave could not get it, finally the cave chose to give up.

the window of the cave room closed again and immediately laid this body onto the mattress.

gua is dating stevani and April is dating Daniel.

we already have someone in our lives but why is this so difficult for the cave to understand?

question after question had filled the mind which made the cave even more confused.

the cave remembers the events during this time.

where the cave meeting with April, helping him, work together, meet stevani, matchmaking, events in the villa, also had time to remember when April who hugged the cave when he disappeared from the villa.

this heart began to stir when it remembered that.

gua wants to make April happy because when she cries the cave also feels a feeling of tightness in this chest.the smile is happiness for the cave that wants to always keep the cave any way.

eventually the cave slowly began to realize what the cave actually wanted.

"is it true the cave wants to always be together with April and make her always happy?!" the cave convinced itself.

the cave closed its eyes after it steeped in the cave's own utterance.

the little heart of the cave then spoke.

finally, you are aware of your feelings....

loe doesn't want to be away from him and can't be away from him.

his happiness includes loe's happiness.

and when you see him with others your heart feels tight even though you know the other person is your own best friend and you also support them to be together

the cave re-opened its eyes after getting the answer the cave was looking for.

"it's too late......!" firmly cave while putting hands on face.

"how could a cave possibly put the feeling of a cave before this reality?"

the cave that just understood the intent of this heart jolted so deeply, because according to the cave it was too late for the cave to realize that.

this heart continues to express its desire, where the cave wants to be with April and always wants to be by her side.

"loving is more painful than the cave thinks!" the cave again.

in a mixed sense, the cave continued to impose its will and tried to convince itself to follow what it wanted.

repeatedly the cave tried to dodge but could not change the feeling of the cave to April.

"is this love?

can the cave love loe while now loe already belongs to daniel and the cave already belongs to stevani?"

- Love why are you showing yourself?

why did you just come?

why should there be love between us?

if you didn't exist maybe I wouldn't feel the pain of this regret

the cave got up from the bed and tried to sit down.

this heart still feels tight when it knows the difficulty of this relationship, plus that April currently hates the cave and does not want to talk even though the cave tried to greet him.

maybe only the cave will begin to understand this feeling of love while April cannot possibly know it.

the one-sided love of our own cave self would only be a rock to our friendship and also be something that would destroy the relationship between the three of us.

inside the pants pocket protruded something box-shaped, the cave took it and found a box of cigarettes that had been brought by the cave because the roni left it for the cave.

terbesit in mind to try it even though the cave does not know anything about this cigarette.

one cave cigarette took out of the box and took the match in the drawer of the study table.

the cave practices the behavior of roni when lighting it.

the cave put the cigarette in the mouth and burned the tip, then the cave smoked the cigarette.

cigarette smoke slowly filled the mouth of the cave and as a result the cave choked and coughed.

"nurban.khukkkk..khuukk"

"what is this khuukkk... there is no taste at all..khukkk khukk.." said the cave while coughing.

gua intended to turn off the cigarette but remembered the roni saying that the cigarette was a friend when the mind was in chaos so the cave tried to suck it again ....

but still the cave coughed and coughed as it tried again and again.

the cave shuts off the cigarette and then throws it out the window.

"what's the point of this?" said the cave that felt disappointed.

"this makes the cave cough instead of being friends !" add cave.

the itching in the throat was still felt and occasionally the cave coughed again.

but because it is also a cave no longer dissolved in a chaotic mind and only occasionally smile because of the stupidity of the cave self who just want to try it and expect something from him.

the cave mind slowly calmed down and was able to return to thinking clearly and accepting all the circumstances that had occurred.

let what happens keep happening and will save this feeling of love until later. without having to reveal to April who began to be happy with Daniel.

this is also the cave do for the sake of the only cave friend that is Daniel because only like this is the reply that the cave can give him.

and as much as possible the cave will try to love the current cave couple is stevani. because the cave knows that he loves the cave from the beginning.

it is not logical that until the cave does not reciprocate the feeling of stevani is so sincere to the cave, even though all this time the cave gave to stevani is just a mere concern no more than that.

so the cave's determination after this is to give this feeling of love to stevani and try to make her happy.

if the cave continues to impose the feeling of the cave to April, maybe the cave is the worst guy because it ignores the feeling that stevani has given to the cave.

it is better to love the one who loves us than to love the one whose heart is already for others

maybe that's the right words to define the cave current.

with a certain feeling and determination, the cave immediately closed its eyes in order to sleep and welcome tomorrow where the cave will begin to return the story between the cave, stevani, april and daniel.