Why Should I Be the One Who's Hurt

a unanimous decision

Inside Raka's room

"Look I'm already hungry" Raka whined.

"The heat is still hot!"said Dinda.

"This is aaa.." said Dinda as she pointed the spoon at Raka's mouth.

"UPS!"said Raka while covering her mouth running towards the bathroom.

"Hueeekkkkk ".huekkk" he vomited all the food in his mouth. Dinda who saw it immediately ran to see Raka and helped her massage her.

"What's wrong?why are you spitting all of it out?"ask Dinda worried.

"The food,,, hueekkk" is very unpleasant,, huekkkk.

"Already.."rengek Raka. Then Dinda helped her up and brought her back the basket to bed.

"You must eat to heal quickly. How are you going to look after me and our child if you're weak like this" Dinda quipped.

"Kids? Whose son?"raka said confusedly.

"Your son is. Whose son is it!"dinda said a little emotion.

"Where is where? I want to see" said Raka enthusiastically.

"Basic fool. I haven't given birth yet so how could your child show up now" said Dinda toying with Raka's head.

Auh Raka was complaining of pain. "Why does he like to hit my head!"muttered Raka annoyed.

"What!!!"ask Dinda.

"Ehhhh it's okay. You're so pretty" Raka smiled.

"You think I'm deaf hm!"furious Dinda. He immediately pinched Raka's cheek with anxiety.

"Akh....what are you doing?!"asked Raka a little snapped, he was very upset from earlier on'an hit and pinched like that what was he? Thought Raka.

"I'm sorry if this hurts" asked Dinda gently rubbed Raka's cheek that she had just pinched.

"It's okay" said Raka, turning her face away.

"Hey are you angry?"ask Dinda.

"No, I'm not angry I'm just upset" Raka said.

"Eummmm....Raka can I have it?"say dinda carefully.

"Just ask" said Raka Cuek.

"A...do you still have a relationship Sama na...nai....naina?"tanya Dinda stammered.

Degs...

Should I back out here?? Dinda's heart seemed to be sliced to hear Raka's words innocently like that. He did not think that Raka besides dating naina also wanted to marry her. Does it look like it's ruining people's relationships? Think Dinda.

"Do you want to marry her? When's? Did naina's parents agree? Congratulations, I'll help you say the same mom...Aunty and om let you be given blessing for marriage, it's a pity to date udh long but not yet get blessing" said Dinda pretended to be enthusiastic to hear Raka's words.

"really?"raka's eyes immediately sparkled hearing Dinda's words.

"Dad.... Drrrttttt...drrrrttt" uh briefly there's a phone I want to pick up first. You continue your meal and don't throw it away" said Dinda while going to the bathroom and receiving a phone call.

Conversations on phone:

Dinda: hello...

Rvin: Where's your din? Why is your room empty?..

Dinda: uh...eumm.it's anu...

Rvin: anu what?

Dinda:it.. anu...ehh..me again in Raka's room he had fainted.ehhh...Vin can ask for help, right? Please take care of my divorce with Raka later give it to me next week.I've been thinking steadily to divorce with her and jangn forgot to hide my pregnancy so that the divorce process can be accelerated.

Rvin: are you sure? Don't you love her so much? You've been waiting for him for a long time and now you want to let go?

Dinda: Well she said she wanted to marry naina and I agreed to her decision. I want him to be happy even if it's not me who makes him happy, and I can't keep him from staying with me. And when it comes to love, I still love her so much, and because I love her so much, I will let go....

Rvin: well if that's what you want I'll ask my friend to process your divorce papers and her.

Dinda: yeah. Thanks Vin loh useful also turned out hahaha...

Rvin: you think I'm useless at all huh!

Dinda: I'm just kidding hahahaha thanks yeah..See you"

Rvin: hmmm(directly turn off the phone)

God, is what I'm doing right? Forgive my selfishness god I just want her to be happy with her choice, I can't keep her by my side all the time. I can't make it by my side because my selfishness is God, I want to see it happy even if it's not me who makes it happy, Dinda's inner self.

Dinda's cry broke after rvin closed his phone, he tried to hold back his crying so that Raka wouldn't hear. He hastily wiped his tears and washed his face so as not to look like a man who had finished crying.

 

Hi friends\-friends I'm back sorry maybe this makes friends\-friends upset because of my stability. I'm sure many friends\-friends who are upset as I hahaha sorry well I was unstable at that time was the intention to not continue the story because udh no more ideas mw for how. That's where I made a new story. Honestly, actually, the intention was to move the novel into a new novel' this I made but somehow the plot even turned and so did not connect to this story so I made the decision to continue this story in this novel. Sorry for making friends\-friends who are disturbed about my stability. Sorry as big as\-major maybe you guys also got upset as I hahaha. Sorry well hope you guys stay as a loyal reader for me 🙏🙏🙏

 

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