Why Should I?

Chapter 39

"Mas, wanting to be frank with Kanza, Mas no longer wants to miss things that are so valuable to Mas, " said Ridwan finally after a moment of silence to calm his heart after Frida died.

Kanza also frowned hearing Ridwan's words.

"If Mas can be honest, Mas has always been in love with Kanza, "he said carefully.

Kanza was stunned to hear Ridwan's confession.Kanza did not expect Ridwan would say that to him.

"Mas is afraid to express Mas's feelings towards Kanza. Mas saw, Kanza does not seem so interested in Mas, let alone Lukman who is always on Kanza's side, " continued Ridwan.

Kanza's heart is pounding more and more.The love that was once so in hope, now present greet him, even though his heart does not fully want that love anymore.

"I don't want to miss you anymore, I've been in your shadow for too long, Mas wants Kanza to accept Mas's love and become the mother of my children later, " pinta Ridwan solemnly and frankly.

Kanza could only quietly hear the speech from Ridwan.Kanza did not know what to answer to Ridwan.

"Does Kanza's heart have any? "asked Ridwan sadly looking at Kanza who did not show any reaction.

" No Mas, but I need to think about it first, I can't answer Mas now, "kanza said bluntly.

"Alright, Mas will wait, but Mas hope, Kanza can give an answer to Mas, before Mas returned to Semarang in three days, " pinta Ridwan to Kanza.

Kanza nodded her head.

Towards dark, the three of them returned home after previously swimming in a lake that was so clear cheerfully along with other villagers.

Ridwan takes Kanza to Kanza's house.

As soon as she approached her house, Kanza found Daniel's car parked in her yard. Kanza's heart instantly shook violently. Kanza rubbed her eyes several times because she could not believe her vision.

Kanza and Ridwan slowly approach Kanza's house.

"It looks like there is a guest, " Ridwan told Kanza.

"It seems, " replied Kanza

"This is her son has come home," said Ms. Ningsih who stood at the door waiting for Kanza like her.

Like a wet maling caught, Kanza can not dwell just to run into the house through the side door.

"How is Bi, "greet Ridwan to Ningsih.

"Eh, Ridwan boy when is it coming? "asked Ningsih because she had not heard of Ridwan's arrival.

" Yesterday night Ma'am, "he replied.

" So we played with Kanza and Frida to the lake, so wet like this" he said

"It's been big, but still like your little boy, " said Ms. Ningsih responded to Ridwan's remarks.

"Then go in first, let me make you some warm tea, "pinta Ningsih to Ridwan. Ningsih Ridwan is a good young man.

"No, ma'am, I say goodbye. Want to change clothes, "he said, which passed after saying goodbye to Kanza.

With a downcast face embarrassed, Kanza walked into the house without greeting or looking at Daniel.

Kanza quickly took a shower and immediately put on her clothes neatly.

"Why did Daniel follow Kanza here? " asked Kanza after returning to her living room and sitting in Daniel's front seat.

Rendy immediately stepped out of the house. Not wanting to hear the talk of his master.

Ningsih's mother also immediately went to the kitchen to prepare dinner for them.

Daniel is silent and does not answer Kanza. His sharp look was directed at Kanza.

Kanza's hair was goosebumps looking at Daniel's eyes that were so sharp towards her.

Kanza was finally silent and lowered her head in fear.Kanza knew that Ridwan was the cause of Daniel's anger.

"Who was that guy? " ask Daniel sharply to Kanza.

Kanza did not immediately answer. He thought of the right answer to Daniel's question.

"Did Daniel want to kill him too? " kanza answered back asking while holding back some of her voice, liar not heard by others.

Daniel gulped his saliva at Kanza's question.

The shadow of Kanza's body shape when wearing her wet clothes, makes Daniel more crazy. I want it to feel like Daniel immediately killed the man who looked at the body of this woman of his tribe, with a real printed body shape like that.

"I just don't want any other man to look at you in a wet shirt like that" Daniel said as he gulped back his gulp.

"Huff! " Daniel breathed out rough, the fist in his hand still firmly formed.

Hearing the answer and seeing Daniel's face that radiated so much anger, it felt like Kanza was throwing herself into Daniel's arms to calm the man down.

But Kanza resisted her strong urge.

"what basic did I do? " inner Kanza.

"How did Mas Dani wound? " ask Kanza trying to cool Daniel's emotions.

Daniel was silent and kept looking at Kanza's face fixedly.So Kanza misbehaved and turned her eyes to the side.

"Let's hold you for a moment, "pinta Daniel says

Not wanting to make Daniel more emotional, Kanza moved and sat down next to Daniel.

Feeling permission, Daniel embraced Kanza so tightly.Daniel inhaled in the scent of Kanza's body that made him crazy lately. As if dissatisfied, Daniel continues to hug Kanza tightly until Kanza has difficulty breathing.

Kanza also tried to get out the embrace of Daniel who squeezed him.

As if aware of having pressed Kanza in his arms so strong, Daniel also stretched his arms which then looked at Kanza's face with sadness.

"Are you okay? " ask Daniel so attentive to Kanza.

"I'm fine, but Mas Dani freelin Kanza used to be, it's not nice to see by Mom, "pinta Kanza.

Daniel immediately removed his hand from Kanza's body.

"I should be the one Mas Dani, is fine" Kanza said.

"Good, Mas's wounds have been healed, Mas has returned to work, " replied Daniel.

"Work, but why come to Kanza village? " ask Kanza in wonder.

"Why not tell Mas Friska came to the hospital? "attack Daniel.

" He who wants that, he does not want to interfere with Mas Dani's recovery, "answered Kanza.

" I just want to tell you, there's no longer any connection between me and her. It all ended six years ago, "said Daniel.

"Why say that to me? did Mas Dani come all the way here just to say that? " ask Kanza wanting to know the purpose of Daniel coming to follow him here.

Daniel looked at Kanza's face inside. Daniel already understood why Kanza's attitude changed to him when he was in the Hospital.

"Mas has such a great desire for Kanza.Yang Mas think, is Kanza ready if Mas expresses Mas's Desire to Kanza? "say Daniel.

Kanza shuddered at Daniel's words. Kanza imagines Daniel's desire is to get his body. Kanza often finds Daniel looking at her body with a passionate look.

"We should have dinner first, " said Kanza to shift the subject, then stand up after Ms. Ningsih to the kitchen to help Ms. Ningsih prepare dinner.