Why Breakup?
CHAPTER 21: This Pain.
I don't know when exactly, but it seems that since Mentari really asked Angga to find happiness without him in it, since then everything changed. Angga who was initially jutek and cold when meeting Mentari or maybe looking for attention just to make Mentari curious, more hot-hearted, now different. Angga just warmly greet Mentari, as if something never happened to them. The relationship between employees and superiors solely really Angga do.
“Last-lately you daydream a lot, Tar. Work is also so neter and you have to go home late finally.”
Mentari looked up, confirming his position to be sitting upright, he stared at his laptop screen. “No, ordinary. I've been working a lot lately.” Mentari reread the demands of the sentence on his laptop screen, pretending to refocus when it was clearly unable.
Ayumi smiled cynically hearing avoid Mentari, the female ego was too high. “Lo seems very upset, yes Tar see Angga with other girls.”
Mentari was silent for a moment, she shook her head at last. “Regular aja.”
Ayumi sneered, she leaned her face. “Munafik.” Ayumi chuckled, pulled herself back and sat down beside Mentari. “Tahu lah lah if you are upset maximum see Angga close to other girls, especially since there is a new secretary. Sticking them.”
Mentari propped up, she shook her head. “Private, original. After all, they are close also naturally the name is also a secretary who doubles as a personal assistant as well. So, if the brand is close, yes, not a strange thing actually.”
“Dih, if you say the right way. Hypocritical, hypocritical.”
The mentor chipped, twisting his shoulders indifferently. “Serah.”
“Eh, guys, don't forget, yes later in the day we all eat at the office. No one eats outside. Remember, today was a celebration for our tender that yesterday could penetrate goals. So, Mr. Boss deliberately called some food stands to celebrate as well as appreciation for our team. Remember, yes, guys!”
Ayumi smiled, nudging Mentari who immediately throbbed. He raised his eyebrows, “Asik, eat for free, definitely delicious. The boss' taste never disappoints. Yes, right, Tar?” goda Ayumi, he showed her a row of teeth.
“Not knowing!”
“I can't wait to eat well,” Ayumi chuckles, “Eh, will there be a boss sir too? Can't wait, I'll see the boss. Yes, no, Tar?”
Mentari put on a flat face, not responding to Ayumi's temptation.
And lunch hour came. All of them were already in the cafeteria area of the office, crowded with various food stands that were filled with many employees in line.
“Wah... A lot, not expect will be this much.” Ayumi was amazed, all the food stands here were really appetizing. Ayumi glanced at Mentari, increasing her embrace on her arm. “Lo want what?Looks all good, yeah.”
Mentari did not immediately answer, he actually noticed clearly one by one the food stand was also his drink. I don't know what Mentari should think now, whether he should be confused or just heartened to see all that is here is his favorite. From snacks, heavy food to drinks come from his favorite brand.
“Eh, lo on haven't taken anything? Ranch, woi! Run out later, see.” Vanya approached Ayumi and Mentari while carrying the meatballs in the Styrofoam bowl she was carrying.
“That meatballs what stew? Black bang.”
“Lo want to eat what, Tar?”
“Don't know, too many options. I'm confused.”
“Sama, I too. But, I think I'm interested in that chicken noodle, it looks really good.”
“Yaudah there, join ngantri. Later run out of.”
Ayumi nodded, “It is, I want to wait. You also find food cake, later we meet in an empty seat. Lo take-in for me if it's finished first.”
“Iya... Uda, sana.”
Here crowded, but somehow Mentari actually feels lonely. His heart was not as happy as usual, but quite the opposite. Therefore, he chose to step his foot out of the cafeteria area. However, his steps again stopped when the netraya actually found Angga who was also here. Angga was there with Amita who was always beside him. And, for the umpteenth time he felt disappointment for what he wanted.
“This is your decision, so you should accept.”
As often as possible Mentari made himself aware of it, but still, the other part of his heart just did not accept it all.
“Why eat chocolate try?”
Mentari was anxious to see Angga who actually dipped pieces of fruit into the chocolate fountain, upset to see how relaxed the man was doing it, while Mentari here watched anxiously. Mentari does not want if until Angga's allergy relapses.
When Mentari thought Angga would enjoy the chocolate, he had intended to approach the man to prevent it. However, his intention was stopped when precisely Angga gave the chocolate fountain to Amita who was immediately accepted with pleasure by the woman who was smiling widely.
Mentoring is fine, it should be. However, it was just that his eyes were hot, his heart ached seeing it all. Hurry up Mentari waltzes away, gets out of here and dodges to hide the pain he feels that he created himself.
Walking with gontai, Mentari out of the cafeteria area. Heart, thought even her body was feeling not okay. Especially after what he saw before, how an Angga ‘bahagia’ without any of himself who took part in the man's life again.
Moving his legs that felt limp plus the dizzy that had been controlling his head since, he walked out of the office area. If only there were no hands that quickly caught his body, maybe Mentari would just fall.
“Aduh, sorry. Thanks.”
Mentari gripped tightly the hand of the person who helped him, his breath was hot and heavy hunting great, his eyes were not even powerful just to wake up. Until finally Mentari lost his consciousness in the arms of people who even Mentari did not know who.
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