
In this world, which woman wants to be a widow, that's how Yana feels.
When married he thought, This is the first and also the last for him.
Ads small turmoil in the household is also common, which will only strengthen the relationship.
But what power, clapping one hand is definitely not going to sound.
Yana clapped with the wind then.
Yana is currently sitting in the courtroom, awaiting the judge's verdict on her own lawsuit.
For three months Yana went to Amsterdam, this time she was called to end her relationship with Jhonatan legally.
Their relationship has been over for a long time but there has been no legitimate decision from the state
Sometimes Yana thinks they are in a hurry in acting and immature in thinking.
Could it be that he is guilty so that he cannot give up like a wife.
Yana always thought so even though she was in happiness with Liliana in Amsterdam, Holland.
together with Yana there is Rudi and her mother and father they provide support for Yana in order to stand firmly in the face of this ordeal.
Everyone thinks this divorce is good for him and the two babies in the womb who have now grown more than 4 months.
But it is undeniable that the pain is still there and the happy memory that even for a moment is real.
No hate overnight. But the two babies she is carrying are crystallizing the love between her and Jonathan.
any anger and any hatred Yana has for Jonathan.
In the end these two babies will still have the name Jhonatan behind the name of the baby, not the name Yana.
Very lyrical.
Yana contains it and will give birth to it soon this pregnant suffering is very painful even often makes her uncomfortable to eat and uncomfortable to sleep.
in time, I don't know what pain is felt when going to give birth.
But the sadness of this suffering will not manifest.there is only the name of the mother embedded.
but the father who sows only gives nothing in the early life of the children will get a trophy that is attached for life.
There will always be Jonathan in their name but there is no Yana there.
Sometimes Yana thought about whether this could be called justice.
To cover this deficiency Yana always videoizes things related to the content.
Yana wants to capture the seconds every time she goes to check up with the doctor.
Let the baby branch see no father there.
Yana also intended and said this to her mother. She wanted the birthing process also in the video at the time although the vulgar-looking side needed to be covered.
These videos need to be viewed by children as they mature. Giving birth to them is not easy. But at that time Dad was not on the side.
It is not the intention of the heart to make children hate the figure of the father himself but it must be realized from the beginning.
Jonathan is Jonathan one day he will ask for the blessing of his two sons Yana will pull him off first.
Where he is, when we suffer.
Right now Yana was glancing at Jonathan who did not glance at her at all.
Mama Jonathan also looked at her indifferently as if she was a piece of shit that needed to be left behind.
this is the dilemma of life.
They will all be happy but not with Yana and her two children.
Jonathan is accompanied by a group of people, among them the parents of Jonathan himself but there is no Reno there.
Yana was busy with her own thoughts she did not really hear what the Judge was saying.
But when the knock of the hammer sounded Yana felt her heart fall right then and there.
This time he and Jonathan really could not be saved anymore, this was over.
Mama Lili held Yana's hand to strengthen her. Lili had also experienced this once before, the difference until now she had never felt any regret.
Hary did not even realize his mistake until the problem of viktor was known and this was already a few years later.
Imagine if Victor's truth was never revealed. Maybe until death Hary also did not realize where the fault lies.
It was too late anyway .There was no turning around for the two of them.
Yana was still immersed in her own thoughts she was exposed by her mother to get out of the room.
It was clearly seen how sluggish Yana was when the hammer was knocked by the Judge.
regretting.
Yana will never regret this breakup she never even regretted the marriage.
For him, it was just a bitter experience. However bitter he had to gulp it down as well.
What Yana had never experienced since she was young.
But no doubt this is a matter of the heart.
In the parking lot corner, Jonathan and several people who were with him stood not far from Hary's car.
Seeing from his movements Jonathan waited for Yana here. Perhaps he needed to say a few things before completely parting ways and would never see each other again.
Unlike Yana, Jonathan did not have any reaction in court.
Even the look on his mama's face looked flushed and proud of this. I don't know what Aldelis is proud of about his first son's divorce.
Yana had no idea what her former mother-in-law was thinking .But he won't find out either.
Yana is withdrawn by her mother and is not allowed to meet Jonathan in person.
Seeing mama Yana's reluctance on her. Jonathan could only call out to her in a slightly loud voice.
"Yan, Yana wait a minute, there's something I need to talk about" said Jhonathan.
"no need to talk anymore, now you are not husband and wife and it is illegal to say hello, remember that. Aren't you people who are good at religion" mama Yana told Jhonatan.
Jonathan has a sense of regret for Yana for what happened but she doesn't like her former mother-in-law.
Deep in his heart Jonathan thinks that his divorce with Yana is also based on Liliana herself.
They were fine before this, Yana was also not a sentimental person at first. He was a powerful figure who could endure the cruelty of the world. But why is it so weak in front of Mother-in-law.
Mama Jonathan never asked her to do bad things like everyone else just saying her dislike of Yana's past was basically bad.
Doesn't he deserve to be disappointed.
If there were no Liliana, it was likely that Yana might be able to survive facing her mother-in-law's mouth.
At Liliana's persuasion, Yana does not survive and chooses divorce instead of making peace.
Hearing Mama Yana's insinuations that poke .Jonathan just stood there unhappily.
Not wanting to talk Jonathan would not force himself either, he thought so.
Yana pulls her mother a little and whispers "Mama let her talk however she is the father of my children"
Since Yana was in Amsterdam her relationship with Hary has grown considerably.
Yana likes this but she also has no right to interfere in the affairs of her parents whereas she also has more important affairs than that.
"Okay Joni, say it" said Yana softly.
In front of Jonathan Yana will not show his weak side. She is a strong Yana who is able to withstand the wind.
Only a husband could see the other side of Yana and it was no longer Jonathan.
Now they are strangers.
"And I just wanted to say how sorry I am for this divorce but trust me I never meant to do it. It's just that our soul mate might just get here"
"anyway between us there will be two children .So don't you ever hate me. I hope our relationship will be the same as before, how?"jonathan was serious.
They could have parted ways but not to be hostile that was what Jonathan wanted in his words.
That is true but Yana is a woman who always remembers the ugliness of others.
Just like Hary, she forgives but will never forget him for life.
as a daughter she once felt the affection of her father even knowing if the incident was actually not entirely the wrong day .
but it had already made a very fatal mistake and could not be erased even by time.
what happened to him and Jonathan was the same .
"i know" Yana said again.
When they got divorced, child custody fell into Yana's hands. This is exactly what Yana wanted.
Yana is also entitled to several things as a divorced wife. But Yana didn't want it at all.
Same with two kids.
"even if you refuse, I will still give the children their rights, take it. This is not for you but for the children" Jonathan said.
he gives two credit cards in Yana's hand. The plan is that every month he will transfer the children's living expenses starting from here.
The magnitude will definitely vary.
For example, at this time, how much does it cost to go to the hospital for consultation. It may even cost you to eat and drink Yana while pregnant.
He will also send money for the birth process. It will be routine every month until the kids get into school and maybe into university as well.
Jonathan will never relinquish this responsibility.
Jonathan realizes that Yana is also not a poor person especially now she is the owner of the Ginanjar group.
But as a father he also had the responsibility of providing a living for his biological children.
Most likely Yana will leave without reporting her address at all.
Jonathan knew that but blocking him from providing a living for the children was wrong.
That's why he pressed the word, for children.
Yana briefly glanced at these two cards and she also knew what Jonathan was actually doing. It was to cover up his ugliness in front of the children later.
Yana smiled cynically but she kept the two cards in her pocket.
"Have you?" yana said coldly.
She wanted to hear if there were any other words from her ex-husband.
Jonatan thought there was nothing he would talk about anymore so he shook his head and stepped away.
But only two steps did he stop and walk back to Yana.
"Well, don't you think you're so selfish, just thinking about yourself without thinking about other people including me and the kids?"said sad.
Yana laughs at the argument from an unimportant ex-husband. Until now he still said that Yana was a selfish person but he never thought otherwise.
"Yes from the beginning I was selfish, stubborn and the dirtiest woman in the world why did you realize this after marriage, Hem?" yana said to Jhonatan.
Yana thought Jonathan would be offended by these words but she was wrong. Jonathan simply took these words as a confession.
Hearing these words Jonathan was instead satisfied as he managed to escape from Yana. She seems to be a bad woman in terms of morals.
"mama's word is, Yana doesn't deserve to marry me" Jhonathan thought.
"i was unconscious before and I'm grateful to be aware now, even though it's too late. But Yana I hope you can educate my children as being a great man doesn't even behave badly. When the time comes to enter them into the pesantren, so that his morals are commendable and become a righteous child" said Jhonatan confidently.
Yana wants to laugh again but she can't do it. Just look at how confident she is the man she once married.
But Yana has no reason to dismiss that notion in Jonathan's brain. Just let Jonathan and his real thoughts be.
"Well, I'm really disappointed in you, you don't want to keep our love at all. If you want to give up a little bit maybe this can all be avoided"
After saying that Jonathan actually left and did not turn away again. Now he had already planted doubt in his heart. If Yana was indeed a woman who did not deserve to be by his side.
Yana was stunned when Jonathan said that to her. Is not reversed.
He has given Jonatan a chance to mend this relationship. But what power Jonathan didn't even move in the slightest.
Yana was even willing to wait for him to give her the best excuse. But Jonathan couldn't even find a single word to defend himself.
But he now blames Yana for this divorce. Yana was a little furious now, wanting her to split Jonathan's head open and see what was inside.
Yana could only send her head and take a deep breath for her mind to become clear.
let Jonathan think they have no relationship at this time.
But regarding the credit card provided by Jonathan, this is indeed the right of children. He also has no right to obstruct it.
Think of it as a savings for their two children.
Seeing Jonathan who was going away, Liliana came again and wanted to pull Yana into the car.
Meanwhile, Rudi had also started the car engine from earlier.At first they were ready to leave. It's just that Jonathan's obstructed from talking to Yana.
"Wait a minute "as soon as Yana is about to get into the car. Suddenly Mama Jonathan or Yana's former mother-in-law hurriedly called out to her.
I don't know what this ex-in-law wants. But Yana also gave him a chance to talk.
Did he just want to say hello to the two grandchildren who were in his womb.
Yana and Lili looked at each other they were not sure what this old lady was going to say was a good thing.
Just look at his shar'i appearance. A long robe that can sweep the floor. Here is a matching color hijab that can be used for prayer.
Now he is also wearing a veil of a different color.
This appearance is very different from the appearance of a fashionable and all-open liliana.
One looked heaven and the other looked hell.
But who can give a guarantee that someone is going to heaven with just appearances.
Mama Jonathan has a good performance and studies religion which may be high level, but she can't keep her own language.
Can it guarantee he goes to heaven.
Liliana laughed inwardly at Yana's former in-law behavior. But let's see what the mouth has to say.