Who Would've thought You I LOVED
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“not that.. about jealousy? What do you mean, sister iyan?”
“oooh that yes I think you ran away earlier because of jealousy and disappointment to see brother with gina do that, honestly aq feel very happy if indeed you run away because of jealousy, because, the truth is bennar2 often makes me disappointed
“ he explained while smiling a little towards anie while anie was still confused by his words, until in the end maybe his attitude was too bagok this and sensitive make it can not bear to reveal everything. He also directly holds both shoulders anie hard and shook it once as if2 he tried to resuscitate anie from the attitude gk pekanya
“hem ani plish look at this other side of me.. I love you very dear but not as a big brother but as a bennar2 seornar you, you know what it means ? I bennar2 love you, deep down this aq love you very much, you think a man arriving2 wants to be married and get married fast with very established circumstances and an age that should be spending time in an outdoor environment and living with a woman on one roof being nice sweet and beautiful in front of the woman.You think the man does not expect anything from the woman even though he does not want to ask, he said, you think in this world there is a man as stupid as that.. aq very2 waiting where you will realize with my feelings this ani.. plish look at me that bennar2 loves you.” While removing his grip on the shoulder of anie and all kata2 it made the woman shocked and incredulous
“pliiish look at me that bennar2 loves you.” By the way. Anie was still staring at the place permeating all those words no matter what she was feeling right now.
A few days after cristian's declaration of love to anie began there was something different in her establishment, anie began to shy away from him rarely chat the most just as necessary and rarely met even though at home just a little bit and at the dinner table although cristian often invite him to chat and still try to tease him but he never brought up the problem that night again, let alone never said an apology or regret for saying it like that.
It's been 2 weeks anie avoid him and cristian skrg more often openly express his feelings to his woman whether it's speech or action and his attention is not as a brother but rather lead to a lover or maybe a husband. This final incident2 is very stressful, from the expression of feelings and changes in the attitude of her husband, the campus task that is chasing the deadline, and the, organization and a series of other activities plus a crazy guy who lately likes to follow wherever anie goes, namely andri.
Now Anie is in a quiet room of residents who are provided for children to excel in completing a task that of course in the room is full of various supporting facilities, such as, because currently Anie is bound to cooperate with Mr. Rarkie, a lecturer in international political science in participating in the international esain competition so he must consult with Mr. Rarkie every day and deposit the results of each revision confluence.
Anie really did not have time to be able to feel the things that usually naturally felt by children her age at this time, because for her it was not at all beneficial and had no benefits at all, so when he felt the thing that made him angry at this time was indeed very overwhelmed to concentrate because when he wanted to be serious, the shadow of the man always appeared and managed to shake his concentration.
He wanted to ask for a solution to this problem but he did not know who to go to, the various ways he did from looking for solutions on the internet but the solution was increasingly confusing, making him more confused, wanting to tell someone but she realizes she has no close relationship with her school or college friends, if she asks for a solution to her feelings for someone she doesn't know is embarrassing for her, telling his brother.oh it will make him more embarrassing in front of his brother.
Now Anie was really frustrated at what she felt, she had never felt this kind of feeling, so she unconsciously groaned in frustration. Until unconsciously a few moments later Anie was surprised by the greeting of a woman in the room who was sitting next to her
“not only...something only..”.
“gue Tania, majoring in Business economics.” while extending her hand but anie did not respond to it, so tania herself who grabbed anie's hand as if she did not want her hand to be taken off.
“gue likes to be alone, and I don't have any friends on this campus, so you're so lucky that you've become my first friend” by confidently saying that with a sweet smile makes anie gawk with her words just now.
“ya although I have many friends, but that does not mean I do not know anything about the situation and conditions, but, especially about love” clearly seemed to catch the attitude of anie who had been confused in the name of her feelings.
“so do not need to be detained.let it flow so alone, it will be beautiful really, let alone you can enjoy it..” anie more confused made on his speech that.
“from where you know if I'm stressing with my feelings, you're not da broad socialization.” Obviously Anie seemed to want to knock out that confidence.
“tuh loe ngaku..” now anie is silent as if she can not fight anymore.
“mhaaah... Yes, lately I am often confused myself with my own feelings, before I have never felt like this, this is really disturbing..” finally Anie spoke up and poured out her heart without caring about the principle if friends would waste time.
“trus feeling loe how?” he asked while retyping his duties on his leptop without looking at anie, but he also did not care because he was more comfortable like that and while he still wanted to listen to her.
“ya of course this feeling is very torturous and I hate this.” firmly ani while making an annoyed face and closing her notes without seeing tania.
“that's not what I mean, but the feeling you have when you're with her, when you don't see her, think about her, relax her with another woman.?” her question continued and now she was looking at anie which made her more rigid and confused about what to answer, because she herself was confused by her feelings.
“ me.. I'm comfortable with him, don't see him worry me, see him with other women make me angry.” Answer anie stammering
“dumb... that's his name loe like ama tuh guys, let alone try..” firmly tania looking towards anie who is confused in disbelief.
“so fast and so simple..? not possible.lagian we have agreed to no taste more” prevent it..
“oke, I was wrong to judge..What answer makes you happy and calm here?” answer tania while pointing to anie's chest “tense?” as if you know what's on Anie's mind with a small smile. “say before it was too late” firmly and back to work on his duties and anie still with a dumbstruck state as if in disbelief but now the feeling that had made him confused as if it had disappeared because of the discussion from friends tania suddenlysuddenly appeared making him find that solution.
