
The mound of red soil that still looks wet compared to the tomb - the food that is next to it makes Arsy more convinced, that it is the etrkahir home for his two babies to rest. Arsy walked between the two tombs and crouched down while holding the two headstones made only of fragile wood.
The crystals that fell from his eyelids were no longer able to hold. How grievous a young mother like the new Arsy will change her status to young Mamah but fail.
"Why do you have to go? When are you waiting for your presence? Until you don't know what your name is. Papah you never say anything," said Arsy continues to complain at the feeding of his two twins.
Slowly Arsy sprinkled the red and white roses over the navels of his twin babies. The rose bristles had filled the entire surface of the still wet red ground. Arsy read the name written on the wooden headstone. Diar's Son and Diar's Daughter. The short name and combination of the names Tedy and Arsy.
Slowly Arsy sat down and rubbed the navel slowly. There's nothing more to be told by Arsy at the moment. The more Arsy explained his sadness, the more he felt tight in his chest.
Arsy's head was placed on the ground while closing his wet eyes. His fingers crumpled the roses that were on top of the navel.
"Mrs ... Mama ... This is Princess, Ma. This is the Son, the Princess' sister. Hug us both, Ma. We want to be held tight by Mama. Mama ...," the scream was so loud that it echoed in Arsy's head.
"Princess!! Putra!!" shouts Arsy answers the call of his two twins.
"Thanks!! Wake up baby ... Arsh ... Get up," call Teddy who keeps gently rubbing Arsy's head.
The naked black hijab had slipped off Arsy's head and fell on the ground. The day is getting day by day. Mother Arsy deliberately called Teddy to immediately pick up Arsy who since morning went to visit the public funeral.
"Ecchem ... Arsy's head was dizzy, Mas," replied Arsy softly as he blinked his eyes at her husband.
"Why not wait for me? Look at your situation like this. It's noon you don't come home. Don't worry people at home, baby. Everyone is worried about your situation. Take everything, even if it's hard," Teddy said.
"Mas won't drive Arsy, will they? Mas who deliberately wanted to make Arsy suffer inner? Aye right?" arsy said to her and did not want to get up from there. Arsy felt calm on top of the navel. Arsy is also comfortable in a quiet burial area and feels cold.
"Don't want to drive you. But, Mas is still busy taking care of Emil, the student who deliberately hurt our child," said Teddy honestly.
Arsy shook his head quickly.
"It was a pure accident and don't blame anyone. Moreover, blaming people who are reaching for the future. It's the same, Mas Teddy is ruining and destroying their lives and dreams" Arsy said.
"Arsh. What do you mean? Everyone seeks justice for you, because everyone loves you. Why did you make another decision" said Teddy disappointed with Arsy's explanation.
"I mean Arsy? Meaning Arsy simple. Arsy wants to focus on college and does not want to be confused with anything," said Arsy firmly.