Which I'll be

Ep.20 Trying To Give Up

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Next Day

Fauzan goes to school, when he arrives at school Fauzan crosses paths with Fara.. Seeing Fara his heart is getting hurt even more, even though he knows that Fara loves him and not Arya.

"Zan." call Fara while pulling the edge of Fauzan's shirt.

Fauzan tries to look fine so that Fara does not feel burdened..

"iya Ra?.. It's already class hours.we enter the class class." said Fauzan.

"But we're different from Zan's class.." Answer Fara lethargic.

suddenly a tall man approached them, making Fauzan uncomfortable, and also making Fara lose her spirit as she came.

because I was lazy to see Arya. Fara entered the class and left Fauzan and Arya.

"don't go near Fara. She's now my boyfriend." said Arya..

Fauzan just smiled and left Arya alone..

"Oh my god, do I have to give up on pursuing Fara?" Ask Fauzan in his mind..

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Class

Fauzan entered the class with Murung. Ahmad and Doni already know what makes Fauzan become less enthusiastic like that. However, Tita did not know what had happened.

"Ahmads. Doni. You know what happened to Fauzan?." Ask Tita who is curious..

"that's la. Si Fara is dating Arya. when you don't know anyway." whispered Ahmad.

"right you. don't make up Mad, don't know" replied Tita in disbelief.

"ye.. whatever, you want to believe what not. essentially I've said.." replied ketus Ahmad..

Fauzan wants to forget everything and just wants to remember that Fara likes him.,

"o Allah, I want to believe in Fara but can I still wait?" fauzan said inwardly.

seeing his best friend like that makes Ahmad and Doni worried, because Fauzan is a cheerful child and not discouraged by one thing..

"Zan, you're okay, right??" Ask Doni to worry.

"yes, I'm fine." said Fauzan with a forced smile.

"Doni. ahmad. Do I have to give up on Fara? but Fara likes me, and I like her too, but now she belongs to Arya." explains Fauzan Down.

"Zan. Fara has not officially belonged to Arya as long as, Arya has not proposed to her.." explained Doni.

"yes, anyways Fara likes you. trust Fara. I'm sure Fara is not a child who likes to break promises." explained Ahmad assured Fauzan..

"my mind is in turmoil.I'll try to rethink it" said Fauzan lethargic.

"follow your heart Zan. before you regret it." said Ahmad..

Fauzan re-thinks about his Plan, tries to forget about Fara, but it is very difficult because he still thinks about Fara's words.

that Fara did not like Arya at all. she was dating Arya it was because Big Brother Fara. who originally sent a chat..

do not feel Fauzan think it has been very long. to the extent that he was not aware.rest time has been completed. Fauzan decided to drop out of class and play ball to make up his mind.

When they want to play. turns out Arya also participate in playing Futsal.and they are in one team.they look like close friends who have no problems. whereas Fauzan is eager to avoid Arya. so that his heart would not be hurt.

Fauzan looks at Fara's class and sees Fara sitting with Audy and Tita. Arya saw Fauzan looking at someone and made Arya growled.

"Darling, this is my phone please help the pegangguin." cried Arya calling Fara. but ignored by Fara.

"i'm lazy to move. tita. you take the gih." said Fara ignoring Arya.

"later home from school, along with ya." said Arya trying to love Fauzan.

"no. you are too high for the road beside me, I do not care, mending with others." said Fara while entering the class...

Fauzan, seeing Fara from a distance had entered the classroom because he was tired of seeing Arya.. Finally Fauzan came back to class with a sense of dilemma..

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on returning home from school, Fauzan sees Fara and Arya talking seriously.

"Arya. forgive me, but I really don't love you. Our relationship got here. I don't want to hurt you more deeply anymore." Fara explained to Arya.

"Fara. I really love you. don't be bothered with something like this, are you really going to show me?" said Arya who did not accept.

"our relationship happened because of the misunderstanding my brother made. If you like me let go of me, then I will be happy.is that what you want? want to see me happy, don't you?. don't lock me up like this. I'm sorry, but this is the path I choose. Our relationship is just a misunderstanding." Clearly Fara was firmly on Arya and left Arya alone..

When she was about to return home, Fara saw Fauzan standing in the parking lot.. Fara did not know that their conversation had been heard by Fauzan.

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